Written by: Reapers Shadow 
Produced by: APC Beats
Mixed & Mastered by: angelsofsorrows
Artwork is AI Generated 

Lyrics:
[Chorus]
I missed your face
(Missed, Your) 
but now you're bleeding 
On the ground
 I feel regret
(I feel regret)

[Verse 1] 
The anguish consumes my soul
You were my best friend
but soon you'll be in a hole
(Hole)
All the signs are gone
AND YOUR JUST A MEMORY
All I wanted was to achieve my goal

Tragedy is bound to strike 
Remember riding on that bike 
Blood fills my sight 
And that fight is over 

[Chorus]
I missed your face for so long 
But now you're bleeding 
On the ground 
(BLEEDING ON THE GROUND)

[Verse 2]
I WANNA TURN BACK THE TIME 
BECAUSE YOUR SOUL WAS SO KIND
Why does my mind go like this? 
YOUR DYING EYES SEND A CHILL UP MY SPINE
I can't take another day of this bullshit
I just can't stand another day 
In this fucking dreadful place
I just wanna see that smile on your face again

[Outro]
But it's gone 
(Oh)
It's gone

Your Smile Still Haunts Me (Prod. APC Beats)

keep check [Prod. vvvl3nty] w/seezenz

☆ Album releasing soon with the goat @luvflorent <3 ☆
☆ A teaser of what's to come ☆

Lyrics:
I sleep tight, when I'm at my lowest
The sun shines, but I'm at my coldest
My mum's mad, there's not much I've accomplished
I still try, but I'm losing focus

Drink a full bottle, I'm dehydrated
Foot down on the throttle, because I know I'm hated
My life's otyl, there's too much I'm facing
Need to remodel, I won't be going places

LuvFlorent:
in the back i am wasted
face it, ima waste it 
dying on the sidewalk
just leave me
who am i 2 talk?

you can be my fairy i won't tell
snow fairy waiting for the hail
don't leave me you know i mean well
ur my lucy i hope you give them hell
evrything is highkey
since “mud on my nikes”
im just hoping that they like me
if you hate me why u bite me

im just tryna pay rent
cause my moms mad again
this is who i am 
never faking who i am

Mum's Mad (feat. LuvFlorent)

how you gonna call me and not text back
baby what would that be solving where you at
and i pulled up at the party all black masked
better hope that no one saw me, my bloodbath

you gonna pray to god dont care if you religious
im gonna hollow your lungs make you sleep with the fishes
i get to pattern my tongue with the ink from  the scriptures
i wanna show you my love like i did in the visions

rip his bleeding tongue from his screaming mouth
i let your touch come in and now were falling out
i got a foot in the coffin boy im resigning my crown
theyre monitoring my silence dont know if writings allowed

i know you hate me
girl our love died down
i know youre satiated knowing that im all sprawled out
i tried to love you one time you forgot my face
i guess a month was too long baby what a waste

im succumbing to my past
i wanted us to last
i kept you as my own
he broke into my home

am i not allowed to worry
im sick of fucking hurting
im sick of fucking hurting

we can go back now we can relapse
and i juggle all these pills so i can relax
baby i know you wanna love me hear it in your gags
i just hope that when they see you they know i had that

and you tell me that you love me but i know you just fakin 
not one to question anything i know i might be mistaken 
i pray to god i dont believe him but my life will be taken
build up the lies inside my stomach watch them rip its amazing

i feel my body start shaking
i feel my soul reawaken
im serotonin erasing
the only perfect creation
i line em up to shoot em down cause im divine intervention
i slaughtered every fuckin peon and not one worth a mention 

not a damn weapon that could make me drop
if you think im dead well bitch im not
think you got me in the head you hit the spot
just another thousand years to lay and rot

WYA?

https://open.spotify.com/track/5oodSx1VXqSffLSCqiUkKq?si=111860bd32f647ee

prod moneo
mix/master @vito2300 <3

really excited to have vito on this one, hope yall enjoy it :)

lyrics:
a ghost in a crowded room
doesnt like the attention
your death still haunts me too
is that even worth a mention 
if i keep on this path of abuse
maybe ill see you real soon
but what kind of ghost are you
maybe its not so frightening

like the spiders web
that catches the fly
in the same way that earth
takes back what dies

it got way too loud
oh dont make a sound
it got way too frightening
ill leave it behind me

(vito)
your eyes, melt mine
like cheap silverware
your cries, in the night
echo through the air
so keep holding out
to bear the weight all on your own
is not easy
ill be there every time you call
if you need me
ill keep you safe from me
as long as im breathing

do you believe in ghosts (w/ vito)

produced by me & jon caryl
lyrics:
Staring blankly at a full moon
I start to wonder like how did I lose you?
And I'm sorry if I caught you in a bad mood
I knew I lost you in the moment that I had you
Don't me go
I swear that I'm fighting for you
Convicted to two
I'll hold
On to the burden for you
Cause that's what I'll do

So let's just go and hide
I'll find a place where we can stay and maybe feel alive
But then you went on to runaway
And escape your fate
How could you do this to me?
You're too hard to please
But I wanna be by you when push turns to shove
I don't wanna be just somebody you loved...
But I wanna be by you when push turns to shove
I don't wanna be just somebody you loved...

And I can't go back
To what we had
And it all replays
In the moment I lost you

I ran away so fast I didn't wanna hear what you said
I can't deny that it's all in my head

And if you text hope you reply and say you're doing fine
But if you did the same I'd probably go and fucking lie
It's been a while though I'm anxious haven't looked in your eyes
But in the end you left me out
To fucking dry

somebody you loved

sometime in september (dercept)

@whosvacant

Lyrics:
its a forest fire
the way we let it burn
walking down a barbed wire
the way we let it hurt
its not something admired
its not pretty at all
we're just growing tired
broken down every wall

so much unsaid
that i dont know what to say
where can i even start
when its all fallen apart (x2)

Vacant:
things without you aint the same at all
remember the share of our first kiss
and out of nowhere it all went to fall
its hard to feel the feelings i want 
coz now i take medication to feel the same
it makes no sense when i want to be okay
the scars of my skin are layered with pain
so whos at the fault with the mental strain

WYA?

ander

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