wont go to bed before him
cause ill get in my head
lay by your side at night
but its just pretend

i heard the sirens crying
i thought the world would end
stay still, in your arms
why cant we just play dead?

this guilty conscience
that dreams of all the things ive done
and only damaged-
could fall asleep to sounds of
guns popping,
bombs drop
as the air slowly leaves your lungs

slowly down
tonight you'll have to lie again
slowly down
you'll never go to sleep again

slowly down
tonight you'll have to lie again
slowly down
you'll never go to sleep again
(slowly down)

you'll never go to sleep again
you'll never go to sleep again

...

outro: insomnia (rough demo)

finally went back and redid this song after like 3 or 4 years.. just another bedroom demo from my deleted white noise ep. lyrics are a bit repetitive but it's just a chill track.

also available on spotify (lyrics are there too <3)

https://open.spotify.com/artist/08mUzEuvt7IGTBJVhbnvgj?si=vhWrtiacT9iQwpNPIK-qnw

summer love

i dont know how to be here on my own,
i dont think that i exist when you are gone

i think that this world,
it might linger on your lips

every single fucking day,
til' you come home.

intro: DISSONANCE

this song is pretty much about taking on others burdens and neglecting yourself to save everybody else then in retrospect realizing you spent so much time giving all ur love and soul to broken people who just bled you dry and didn't care enough to stick around even after all that lol

then u have to spend the rest of ur life conditioned to repeat the pattern while also being hyper-aware that you'll never be "the one" to anyone you bleed for 

a lot for a 2 min demo isn't it

the one to none

just a slightly more settled take of the same track

hunched over in the bathroom
could this be my fault again?
it was just another afternoon
but for you, it's just pretend

will i be this weak forever?
could i do this all again?

i almost thought about you
like you were more than just a friend
then i saw you hanging out there
like a dead branch off the limb

i only did, 
to care about you
and i would do it all again

won't you go ahead and show me
all the demons that you're running from
how could i ever bear to bear you
when you're clinging on a loaded gun

so won't you go ahead and show me
to your bruises, 
and your battered sons

how could i ever bear to bear you
when i'm the one to none.

the one to none (stripped)

i legally can't submit my music to streaming sites rn but anyways

damage (sped up)

let u down sample

turn around

damage!

citygrl 

summer love 
summer love
summer love
they say that some will love
some will love
some will love

when the leaves fall
i know that you won’t call me

with summer love 
summer love
summer loves
they say that winter comes 
winter comes
winter comes

if forever is the fall
then cold nights will surely come 
again

so don’t make me say
i told you so
 i know you won’t stay
if i say don’t go
Even if i say don’t go

summer love 
summer love
summer love
they say that some will love
some will love
some will love

when the leaves fall
i know that you won’t call me

with summer love 
summer love
summer loves
they say that winter comes 
winter comes
winter comes

if forever is the fall
then cold nights will surely come again


I am love
You are love
We are love
They say we’ll rise above
Rise above
Rise above

The lies uncovered in the daylight
That make you look so lovely in the moonlight

They never say
Never say 
never say
That no one ever stays 
Ever stays 
Ever stays
When October Cries
We’ll have to go back inside

so don’t make me say
i told you so
 i know you won’t stay
if i say don’t go

Even if i say don’t go

summer love 
summer love
summer love
they say that some will love
some will love
some will love

when the leaves fall
i know that you won’t call me

with summer love 
summer love
summer loves
they say that winter comes 
winter comes
winter comes

if forever is the fall
then cold nights will surely come again

again

white noise (intro)

here's the finalized demo of jthyilwm from literally like 2-3 years ago that i havent touched since 2019 but screw it i need this song out and over with so i published it on streaming sites nappy fcking new year

justtellhimyoureinlovewithme (demo, 2020 mix)

hey it's ai, it's been awhile yeah?

i was gonna give up on making music but here we go again

ai

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