hey bro i had seven years with this girl that showed me magic love out of a fairy tale and i was too happy to see what i was doing wrong. i lost her. DM if u wannt support

writing in your diary and i know that you're gna read it <3

a song 4 my lovely girlfriend, miki ^_^
love her so much Oh yeahhghh

OKAY ENJOY THX


how i feel about you;;;;
writing in your diary and i know that you're gna read it <3
missing everything about you love the touch i love the feeling
didnt know how i was livin gave my life a brand new meanin
and im cravin all of you, for your love you know im feenin
and you never do me wrong and i know that you'll never mean it
tell me anything you need i promise i can keep a secret
give me everything you can cos u know that i need it
and if you fall i'll pick u up and ill learn how to treat it

give you everything i can please tell me what you want
and i know that you need it so i promise i wont stop
and you're always in my head you're consumin every thought
wouldn't want it every different im in love with what i got
and im lookin at the time, never lookin wasted
give my all because ur mine, till the end i know we'll make it
if you ever needed time i promise id be waiting
every day by my side, yeah it feels amazin

i let you in on how i feel i let my guard down
i lay with you under the sky look at the stars now
and we can get what we want, the world is ours now
and i can tell just what you want and what you like so now im

writing in your diary and i know that you're gna read it <3
missing everything about you love the touch i love the feeling
didnt know how i was livin gave my life a brand new meanin
and im cravin all of you, for your love you know im feenin
and you never do me wrong and i know that you'll never mean it
tell me anything you need i promise i can keep a secret
give me everything you can cos u know that i need it
and if you fall i'll pick u up and ill learn how to treat it

spotify

love letter (melik)

@numiall
@miyeru
why did it end? it was perfect timing
sat alone in the corner crying
far away from you im hiding
this aint math but my feelings dividing
didnt get ur heart broke, what if i did?
i remember me and you were reliant
on eachother
now its time for me to go on and find another
(ohhh)
leave me lone baby i dont wanna suffer
bad bitch i dont even wanna fuck her
i know that its crazy that i still fucking love her
i dont wanna move on i dont want another
i guess its alright if we still have eachother
cuz she kept telling me that we still had eachother
but it turns out that she was a bluffer
so many lies, one on top of the other
ly-lying
its no use yea im fuckin sick of trying
wake up everyday and im feeling so divided
ive been really looking for the light i cant find it
lately ive been in the dark yea i feel like im dying
i been losing touch with you, dont deny it
talk about my problems i dont even wanna try it
all this shit is hitting me hard like lightning 
all this shit is new to me this shit is really frightening

it was perfect timing
sat alone in the corner crying
far away from you im hiding
this aint math but my feelings dividing
didnt get ur heart broke, what if i did?
i remember me and you were reliant
on eachother
now its time for me to go on and find another
(ohhh)
leave me lone baby i dont wanna suffer
bad bitch i dont even wanna fuck her
i know that its crazy that i still fucking love her
i dont wanna move on i dont want another
i guess its alright if we still have eachother
cuz she kept telling me that we still had eachother
but it turns out that she was a bluffer
so many lies, one on top of the other

(its so hard to recover)
(i dont wanna find another)
(and im so sick of trying)
(and i feel so divided)

ly-lying
its no use yea im fuckin sick of trying
wake up everyday and im feeling so divided
ive been really looking for the light i cant find it
lately ive been in the dark yea i feel like im dying
i been losing touch with you, dont deny it
talk about my problems i dont even wanna try it
all this shit is hitting me hard like lightning 
all this shit is new to me this shit is really frightening

divided (numiall & miyel)

@7ripp0 @april211k 

i love anohana  if U couldn’t tell by now lol
n i love u too #HeavenBound


i feel like a shell of who i once was
yea i feel ashamed wanna give up
& im feeling sick 
feel like ima throw up
dont know why im trying
i wish i wasn’t like this

i think that i need u girl u fix me up
i stay awake at night thinking that i found love
yea i found you
you

i let the rain cry for me when i can’t
had to take a step back
that’s why i’ve been distant
trynna hold on 
but it hurts i got cuts on my hands
if i showed u all this
tell me would u understand

i think its all inside my head
crushing pills hope i end up dead
i thought i quit
but im doing this shit once again
im losing my grip man
idk what’s happening
to me
when im not with u im dying slowly

feels like they all hate me
im feeling crazy
yea i go insane off these pills that im taking
i lay awake ive been stressing and shaking
effort goes both ways don’t know why u blame me

give up (rippo & april21)

produced by @maknae
featuring @bodygaard

(notes)
its always the same thing

lyrics:

(blush)

didnt know we were playing blame games
i thought you were mine, well its a damn shame
but its whatever im better than ever
why couldnt we just shine, instead we under the weather

whether they, take my spot
damn i know, ill just lay & rot
you were mine once upon a time
said we could fix it, but its a waste of time
its just tough love, you dont think its enough
but i know its fucked up, got me feeling all stuck
& yea it sucks...

its cool, just disappointed
thought it was us, but i guess were appointed
yea im your medicine
even your little secret sin, i just dont understand
yea you used to be my fan, but you got rid of it
it was all an act, i cant act like i didnt know
i dont write none of my songs i just speak up for the flow
big regrets & conviction, you were my addiction
yea its all fucked up, cause your the piece thats missing

(bodygaard)

one chance i know, i can’t let you go
last act, come home

so tell me what you wanna do
fighting intuition only leaves you more confused
righteousness won’t ever help you find a better you
do you even care when you leave it in the air
cold blank stare coming straight through your hair

but i’m just tryna keep it real
i know how you feel, i got love for you still 
that’s why my words aren’t for the ill
you don’t need a pill
this medicine won’t heal

one chance, who know, attached from the go
fast acting, small dose

december 7th + bodygaard (maknae)

Credits://
@s1ninja
@gostupidcj
@bodygaard

Notes://
its always so hard deciding on a cover art...
genuinely spent hours deciding...
maybe i just like looking at pictures...

Lyrics://
i told that hoe to not get her hopes up
you think it started but look it, you froze up
wanna be out there in Copacabana wit a lil latin bitch bend her over
i cannot deal wit a bitch who bipolar
love me a girl who a little bit older
she eat me up like i’m soba, i’ll give you the tea, her butt really looking like boba huh

like go get the stick out the box, my bro gonna up it at any who talk a lot
i told you i’m sending out shots, like why did you pull up like this shit the octagon

you really be stupid as fuck
you still be holding bananas like glocks
i’m on alert cuz i know that they watch
cop or not just know that you getting dropped

this SRT really gon hate me i’m revving this shit till it sounds like an 808
i’m taking a bird cross the country, don’t ask bout my money, just know that i pay my way
low key i’m rocking this helmut lang
phone is on DND sipping drank
buy a new fit almost everyday
won’t touch the tag like it’s dripping paint

why was he talking that shit, he the easiest lick, so we caught him out in traffic
i cannot switch up my habits, this shit automatic, i’m smoking on aromatics

me and my girl we in the back of gotham’s getting whatever we want
she got on reike nen with vivienne, her style so nonchalant

don’t wanna be acting so cold
but i need to get what i’m owed
my patience about to erode, you don’t got the time to be asking for more
and really that’s just how it is
and baby that’s just how it goes
i couldn’t make this shit up if i tried, i’m blowing her back out why’ll you sit at home

don’t play wit my bruddas, whole team got sticks gon knock your head off
lemme count my bread up, gold bills look cool but the blue ones betta
push start, no key
i’m taking off no i can’t let up
all black, sparco my seat
6th gear we hit top speed

Octagon (prod. s1ninja & CJ808)

https://soundcloud.com/erdo
https://soundcloud.com/terastic

no matter what i do there's someone better than me
wither me down to my bones you can throw me to sea
she just lives up in my dreams i wish you'd talk 2 me
i just dropped a couple meds inside a boba tea

we intertwined so briefly 
now im on my own wishing that you kept me
i hate myself there's no one to accept me 
seeing you with other people hate how it effects me

i shouldn't care i wish i didn't
wanna keep my head low wanna keep myself hidden
and all of these thoughts they feel like a prison 
i only get them out over these rhythms

move a box like a piston
do this for myself don't care if they listen
its been awhile hate the distance
got some downers in my system

got what i wished for no one wants 2 talk 2 me
coping with materialism go on shopping sprees
hate what going thru and how my lifes been going
i've been rlly going thru it hope that its not showing

no matter what i do there's someone better than me
wither me down to my bones you can throw me to sea
she just lives up in my dreams i wish you'd talk 2 me
i just dropped a couple meds inside a boba tea

we intertwined so briefly 
now im on my own wishing that you kept me
i hate myself there's no one to accept me 
seeing you with other people hate how it effects me

better than me (erdo + tera) *djswagnasty33*

w/ @kiryano 
@1luvpurp @pyu

(@whyhaze)
since last week i've been thinking abt you
when you called me and said you want it to be true
i run away from all my problems
i wont run away from you 
know you're exactly what i wanted
girl you make my heart move
im right here if you need someone to talk to
i stay awake at night off these pills body cant move
i need you for life girl im hoping we can pull thru
i knew it was love at first sight the first time i saw u
what you want girl i got it for u
dropping pills inside my cup just to feel smth thats brand new
staring at your eyes pretty face i adore you
now that i finally have you

(@kiryano)
all these girls just wanna come n talk to me but ion gaf
ur the only one thats on my mind the only one i love
i wish i could go back to the day when both of us metup
ye i still remember how the leaves fell in that september
i need u
i dont need anything 
she dont need anything
but us here
its not just the pretty things
ur conscious so clear
this love only hurts whenever ur not near
it doesnt matter
it doesnt matter 
yea its whatever
well be there for each other
we both need something to not lose our heads
i think ill write a song n then smoke go to bed

all platforms ##

adore w/ kiryano (luvpurp & meta)

@rxvg

thank you to @diegointhedark @myspacemark 
wouldnt be here without you guys






i cannot fw with you
crying in my arms pouring out ur issues
telling me that its all my fault
telling me that i couldve saved it all
i couldve saved it all
i couldve changed it all
but its all my fault x2


it aint been the same 
ever since you left i got this pain my chest
and its late at night im hearing shi in my head
and i think bout all the times you let me down
oh you let me down

say you love me but you never come around
pour my heart out then you threw it on the ground
oh you threw it on the ground on the ground
oh you threw it down

i cant feel anymore
cut my wrist till im sore
i cant take anymore x2
i cannot fw with you

crying in my arms pouring out ur issues
telling me that its all my fault
telling me that i couldve saved it all
i couldve saved it all
i couldve changed it all
but its all my fault x2

dont come back to me
dont tell me that you love me
dont lie like we had something 
dont do this to me
i cant believe were over
why wont you jus come over
jus tell me thats it fine
i jus need 1 last goodbye

ill see you again

@sunrisess

осталось пару патрон
я так устал
ржавые мысли
хочешь отпущу сейчас
поцелуй макушку пушки
пока не кончится припас
да, мы стреляем
да, это точно про нас
что-то давит в спину
что-то смотрит из-за угла
нужно взять себя в руки
ненавидишь ли ты меня?
я все стою около дверного звонка
чувствую курок, давит около виска

я ходячее оружие на прокат
пристально смотрю
видишь я неадекват
я еще ребенок, но я вышебу тебе мозги
себя найдешь там
где я спрятал свои дневники

осталось пару патрон
я так устал
когда закончится этот ебаный сериал
буду вспоминать
перестану обращать
стена в красных пятнах
просто знай, что мне наплевать

rusty thoughts (ft. sunrisess)

it took too long i need my drugs
wear my jeans down up to my waist 
ifsixwasnine is where i hide my drugs
creeping up crawling out like a bug
i had enough just show me love
it went away where do i turn to
medicate all the same
what i meant to


maybe they got me thinking way too strong
ive been gone too long
causing thunderstorms head to the concrete
how can i save her when i can't save myself
its funny when u start saying no
they start acting different
im a egoist i just act this way
i do this all the same
tell me all these drugs the same
i dont want nobody, nobody
its all the samee

it took too long i need my drugs
wear my jeans down up to my waist 
ifsixwasnine its where i hide my drugs
creeping up crawling out like a bug
i had enough just show me love
it went away where do i turn to
medicate all the same
what i meant to

egoist (prod. augury + sunrisess)

prod me
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@swagtastic666 <3
lyrics:
@terastic
bitch im fucked up i cant even get up outta bed
n i saw u sent my texts but i leave em on read
n im feelin so exhausted i might drop dead
dont wanna talk to u, u got me feelin upset
yea i dont wna be around u
everything u needed i was right behind u
u had problems but i didnt mind u
left me in the dust now who u gna cry to?
u regret it
yea i can see it in ur eyes
lyin to me but i see thru ur lies 
but im #over u i dont even wna cry
u a dumb hoe yea i jus had to realise
when i thought abt u it js made me wanna die
realisin how i wasted my time
really thought we were gonna be a lifetime
but now its in the past so i guess its bye bye 

@swagtastic666
aye hit me up with a call
wembanyama lemme pass it like a ball
ketamine into grain like its salt
me and tera fuck it up we in the mall

aye take the blunt to the face
everyday gotta learn how to play
everyday gotta learn whats at stake
gotta worry just in case whos in the shade

getting tired always tryna keep it silent
gotta take it for myself like im a pirate
slim the circle of the fakes just like a diet
shit get better if you lookin right behind it

aye is it over for me
look around like theyre following me
broke my heart feel it hollow in me
see the demons feel em callin to me

ill see you again

maya

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