although nobody comes back to these songs, he's been through a lot. First replier.

Featuring @ihateshinigami
Produced by @horoshavibes
Art by Kat (artstation.com/katieimbro)

LYRICS
I've been living in a dream for far too long
Desperately in need of
Someone to wake me up
Stuck in a state of
Suspended animation
Can't escape this simulation
And it's getting harder just to fake it

Nothing seems to stimulate me
And all the while I'm deteriorating
Feel like everybody hates me
Can't get out of my head
 
I've seen the world for what it is and I'm not convinced
There's gotta be something more to all of this
If ignorance is bliss than I
Am living in a paradise

(Horosha)
If all of this is just a dream
Then what visions will we see
When we wake up
Do I even want to know

(shinigami)
I’ve been living in a dream
Everything feels so far from me
I can’t tell if I’m asleep
I just really need you here next to me

And I just wanna give you the best of me
Butterflies every time that you’re texting me
Sick and tired of turning in my sheets
Lately it’s been really hard to breathe

I can’t take this anymore
Hands to my chest I’m on the floor
Wanna live a good life ‘cause this shit’s short
That’s one thing I know for sure

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Suspended Animation w/ shinigami (Prod. Horosha)

BATCLIQUE
prod. kira
https://linktr.ee/scareseezenz

if u knew me ft. vexle

LYRICS:
Oh, so predictable
And oh, so sweet
Bit down on three points of molly
You were all over me
Oh, so predictable
Once love, now skin and bones
But they don't know
You're all alone tonight

And you've been the same since you were 16
I don't wanna talk, know you'll do it again
And I taste crushed pills when you kiss me
And I heard you on the phone with my best friend
Do you miss me? Tell me, do you miss me?
Cut up one more line when you're in town
Do you miss me? Tell me, do you miss me?
Do you fucking miss me at all?

Oh, so predictable
And oh, so sweet
Bit down on three points of molly
You were all over me
Oh, so predictable
Once love, now skin and bones
But they don't know
You're all alone tonight

You can ask if you wanna know
You told me to stay, I don't wanna go
Oh, hold on to
What I've got left of you (woah)
It's been too cold out to run around
But I'm just afraid I'll fuck it up somehow
I want you to fall hard and call on me
I'm somebody selfish that you don't need

Oh, so predictable
And oh, so sweet
Bit down on three points of molly
You were all over me
Oh, so predictable
Once love, now skin and bones
But they don't know
You're all alone tonight

w/ @vito2300 
prod. reesoo

loving you is self harm w/ VITO

scraped discord/mp3 sites and found a couple songs i couldnt find anywhere else

leak gng fr

how they fuck w my old shit again
its gon put me right back where i started
goddamn slit wrist broke hearted
i cope, smoke this get carted
how they fuck w my old shit again
its gon put me right back where i started
goddamn slit wrist broke hearted
i cope, smoke this shit get carted

where'd it go
lemme see the face, run it back
we all die so,
i might fuck around and get a tat
i dont know
got 9 on top my arm may be the last
aint sippin lite but we rip to mac
i dont wanna die here baby
fall asleep wakin up its still a nightmare lately
dreamin like the past still alive how
we dont even talk, but i read between the lines now
fuck up, break down
where the mud at
sip straight out the club, with the cognac.
blow my brain, in the wall
thats where im at.
show my face in the call
thats a timelapse

how they fuck w my old shit again
its gon put me right back where i started
goddamn slit wrist broke hearted
i cope, smoke this get carted
how they fuck w my old shit again
its gon put me right back where i started
goddamn slit wrist broke hearted
i cope, smoke this shit get carted

shizukesa. - timelapse (nicholas allan)

lyrics 

[maesk]
hold me and don’t let go
do u not know what you are do u not know what this is
i get it ur drawn, unrealistic expectations, u have what is ideal and try to replicate it here in this cold world where the dark never disappears, the light we see will all wither till it’s final flair

i know a lot of people not a lot of people know me
i tend to prefer distance when so when it comes to being lonely 
i don’t mind guess i’m too aware, i’m not scared, only that i might never show fear
i’ll just stare at the ground

yeah i’m still human despite what u may think 
just plenty problems nothing like a good drink won’t fix
something to help me look at this place a little more wrong
maybe time to write another sad song


hold me and don’t let go
do u not know what you are do u not know what this is

time to write another sad song
a few will listen but no one else know how long
i been thinking and been feeling all these things 
u say u listen but u don’t know how it’s been. well u might soon

[goneafteraugust]

always had to hang my head by myself
get it together puff out my chest by myself
i know how it feels to be alone
leave a key under the mat in case i ever come home

so we can go lie down
where it’s quiet and the world won’t make a sound
u can listen to my heart beat pound
i’m headed to u babe i need it right now

forgotten key

forgotten key ft goneafteraugust (flesh x 1gokami)

key west

Shoutout sevenfeet for the amazing collab!!

Lyrics:

Devin's World:
So what am I supposed to do
When all I ever want is just another fuckin taste of you
One inhale and you hit my brain
Tasted you just one time, my whole entire life changed

Don't understand the reason
I put my life in danger
Feel better for a season to myself I'm just a stranger
When I peer into the looking glass
I watch myself give in again
(give in again)
Giving up so I can breathe again

Can't sleep I roll over and hold you
Act like I haven't told you
You're my safe space, with you I always feel at home
Give you a kiss and all a sudden all my dreams implode

It's too late I'm hooked on what you give
The tingling I feel inside my head still
Feel like you preyed on my, cause I was fucking vulnerable
Now I lie, cheat, and steal, I'm not so honorable

So what am I supposed to do
When all I ever want is just another fuckin taste of you
One inhale and you hit my brain
Tasted you just one time, my whole entire life changed

Don't understand the reason
I put my life in danger
Feel better for a season to myself I'm just a stranger
When I peer into the looking glass
I watch myself give in again
(give in again)
Giving up so I can breathe again

Sevenfeet:
And i'll still give you my heart you know i'm waiting for the day you come back in my arms
I promise I aint giving up, lets go back and restart
Missing part of myself when i withdraw from your touch

You left me alone just to prove that I need you
Calling your phone but you just let it ring through

I was lost, you told me lies, through hazel eyes
I felt alright, now its over just let it die

Devin's World & Sevenfeet background vocals:
So what am I supposed to do
When all I ever want is just another fuckin taste of you
One inhale and you hit my brain
Tasted you just one time, my whole entire life changed

Don't understand the reason
I put my life in danger
Feel better for a season to myself I'm just a stranger
When I peer into the looking glass
I watch myself give in again
(give in again)
Giving up so I can breathe again

One Inhale feat. sevenfeet (prod. jewelryboy)

non-profit


put a shotgun my mouth
pull the trigger and the pain will be gone

im still here but im barely breathing
im holding on by a string

knife in my gut i could taste the blood
so much said but all i feel is love
numb my pain with mud in red solo cups
i fill my lungs with smoke from nic and bud
tears flood my face im alone in this place
ill be dead when your gone , my mind has been made up

Hammy - let my dreams down

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