this is the worst time of my life :/

lyrics

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wake up n i wonder will i die today
when i think about all the drugs i take
i can’t help it when i’m sober i don’t feel okay
i don’t know if ima make it 
if i have it ima take it like fuck

i needa start soberin up
but my feelings make me sick as fuck
i needa be numb
i hate what ive become
& sometimes i think that im better off
under the dirt
6ft sleep
lie me in a hearse
..
yea i know im the worst

maybe i’ll get it one day
but now im getting high again
fuck it forget it
im giving up
im getting high again
(no not again)

wait no, no wait
thats just my brain, 
bipolar, insane
i really need change

i need a life with a substace
i needa put down the substance
i needa quit with the fuck shit
ima stand tall soon jus truss it

i try to keep my head up
but the thoughts that reside
are too heavy to hold

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maybe i’ll get it one day
but now im getting high again
fuck it forget it
im giving up
im getting high again
(no not again)
wait no, no wait
thats just my brain, 
bipolar, insane

a cry 4 help [prod. wellfed & caustyk]

she wont hear this

Well Off

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magazine ft. hm.wav (prod. treetime)

lyrics//

Take ride on my jeep
She wanna die like me
She don’t wanna lie like I do
Every night, I swear its the same thing everytime.x2

Ur lipstick marks on my neck, 
They won’t go away,
She’s so fine, when she walking down the hallway.
She’s not mine, but she will be someday.
Now I’m sprawled out on the couch on a Sunday.

Take ride on my jeep
She wanna die like me
She don’t wanna lie like I do
Every night, I swear its the same thing everytime.x2

Everytime I’m with u, I miss u.
u were the girl of my dreams
It seems
Everyone changes.
Plz don’t fake this.
Why u gotta make this
All about me, 
Im not sorry for ur mistakes
(sorry for ur mistakes)
I was the one for keeps
(I was the one for keeps)
U were just one of the snakes.
ohh

Take ride on my jeep
She wanna die like me
She don’t wanna lie like I do
Every night, I swear its the same thing everytime.

my jeep

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my jeep (prod.irby)

i wish we didn't live so close (feat. Shigaraki)[prod. Kami]

Hammy - MyWorld

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distrokid.com/hyperfollow/pmzzz/shooting-stars
produced by: decay (@Decayonthebeat)
mix and mastered: struqq
cover art: myling pak

lyrics:

shooting stars
over my backyard
all my dreams, in the graveyard
gone to die, where has my life gone
pictures of a happy kid on my nikon 

shooting stars
over my backyard
all my dreams, in the graveyard
gone to die, where has my life gone
pictures of a happy kid on my nikon 

people telling me, i'm living
my life wrong
i just stay inside my room all night long
tear drops fall while i'm, singing my songs
outcast, i do not belong 

voices in my head 
tell me i'm better off dead
the words you said, i dread
all the things that i regret 
the pain neverending  
my heart still mending 
why do i bother pretending 
all this money i'm spending 
to distract myself from the pain 
that i feel everyday
hoping for the best
i cant keep living this way
all the stars in space, cant seem to replace 
the hole you left in me 
i gave you the best of me 

i gave you the best of me
all that remains is the rest of me
 
you cant tell me how to feel
but can you tell me…... is this real 

shooting stars
over my backyard
all my dreams, in the graveyard
gone to die, where has my life gone
pictures of a happy kid on my nikon 

shooting stars
over my backyard
all my dreams, in the graveyard
gone to die, where has my life gone
pictures of a happy kid on my nikon 

on my nikon, where has my life gone

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shooting stars (prod. decay)

*Snippet* (6-15-20)

see right thru me (prod.5head)

Hammy - MyWorld

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