mixed and mastered by: @chain_trash

lyrics:
Just wish you were here
Holding me
'Cause my thoughts hurt less when you lay next to me
But you don't care at all
Blame it on the alcohol
Is there something there that I can't see?
How the fuck am I supposed to breathe? Like

Oh, it's okay if you wanna let go
I know you probably need a little more
I just miss when you were close
I know how this shit go
Fall apart when it gets cold
And I start to feel real low
Know you'll leave me when it snows

When it snows
Iced out, had to put on a coat
Neck cold but my heart's on froze
Fucked up, I can't do this alone
Baby, why you gotta do me like that?
And still ask why my songs so sad
Everyday gotta put on a mask
Happy eyes with a knife in my back
You say I love you, I love you too
Most days I can't get enough of you
When you leave I feel it
It's hard to deal with
The crushing weight of this lonely feeling
Rain it trickles, cry a little
Nothing's real, it's so artificial
You're too brittle
How I am supposed to feel when you speak in riddles?

Oh, it's okay if you wanna let go
I know you probably need a little more
I just miss when you were close
I know how this shit go
Fall apart when it gets cold
And I start to feel real low
Know you'll leave me when it snows

It's okay if you wanna let go
I know you probably need a little more
I just miss when you were close
I know how this shit go
Fall apart when it gets cold
And I start to feel real low
Know you'll leave me when it snows

Oh, it's okay if you wanna let go
I know you probably need a little more
I just miss when you were close
I know how this shit go
Fall apart when it gets cold
And I start to feel real low
Know you'll leave me when it snows

Oh, it's okay if you wanna let go
I know you probably need a little more
I just miss when you were close
I know how this shit go
Fall apart when it gets cold
And I start to feel real low
Know you'll leave me when it snows

snow (Lil skele cover)

She feels my hands
I'm filled with rage
I know you're hurt
I see your face

I left my bliss
In picture frames
The scars on my wrist
Spell your name

I guess love
Eventually fades
The notes you left
Keep me awake

She feels my hands
I'm filled with rage
I know you're hurt
I see your face

I left my bliss
In picture frames
The scars on my wrist
Spell your name

I guess love
Eventually fades
The notes you left
Keep me awake
Keep me awake

left

not home. - left (caves)

lyrics 

i been fucking w a poltergeist
u hadnt talked to me like 7 nights
i can feel it straining in my eyes
itching itchin but i feel alright 
yea i feel alright 

uh uh
lemme go
lemme hold on
hit the train
down to eltingville
i hold off
from telling u
whats on my mind
im southbound
im home now

in time 
ull find
what u 
hold dear
but i
ill find
my life
from here

im in the mood to erase ur life
but sometimes its better just taking mine
the spirits in my room can hear me cry
they reach out and they brush off my teary eyes
im sorry for letting u down 
i heard who ur talking about 
under this weight i could drown
but its better me hearing u out

i been fucking w a poltergeist
u hadnt talked to me like 7 nights
i feel like im a parasite
itching itchin but i feel alright 
yea i feel alright

self erasure

9tails - no percs 2 (prod. skel)

painful regrets ft. KD!

PHONECALLZZZ

I DON'T KNOW

Spotify: https://spoti.fi/2DmIQce

 [prod. Sketchmyname] (Now on all streaming services)
 
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Artwork done by 
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Front Porch (ft. lulow)

produced and mixed by @iofmusic
featuring @prodbybrody

lyrics:
I'm a loser, an insomniac
I feel addicted, getting back on track 
with my indecisive ways I always
stay away from pain in the long run
poser, when I'm hoppin out the four door
closer, I just need your touch before 
I choose to stay away from you
I stay away from pain in the long run

I been struggling lately
sudden loss, how it changed me
feel like evaporating
when I'm alone
the feeling cannot escape me
its driving me crazy
how you're choosing to wait
instead of going home
I'm struggling to get back on my feet
I've done this one too many times 
yet I still wanna repeat
because I never learn at all
and that's my biggest fall

I've been running in circles tryna get your name out of my head
since last October you've been the weight on my chest

Hammy - the fires will guide me

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