I'm 14, im suicidal and I live in The United States 
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𝙵 - 𝙵𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝙰𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝/𝙵𝚞𝚌𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚄p
𝙸 - 𝙸𝚗𝚜𝚎𝚌𝚞𝚛𝚎
𝙽 - 𝙽𝚞𝚖𝚋 𝙵𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝙴𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐
𝙴 - 𝙴𝚖𝚘𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚞𝚗𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎
"𝙸'𝙼 𝙵𝙸𝙽𝙴"
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hAvE a HeArT fOr *Bᴜʟʟʏɪɴɢ 😠? Tʜɪɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ sᴏ ᴄᴏᴏʟ 😎? -Tʜᴇ ɢɪʀʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴄᴀʟʟᴇᴅ ғᴀᴛ🙍?... Sʜᴇ ɪs ᴏɴ A Diet 🚫🍪. -Tʜᴇ ɢɪRʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴄᴀʟʟᴇᴅ ᴜɢʟʏ🙎?... Sʜᴇ sᴘᴇɴᴅs ʜᴏᴜʀs⏰ ᴘᴜᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴍᴀᴋᴇᴜᴘ 💄ᴏɴ ʜᴏᴘɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʜᴇʀ. -Tʜᴇ ʙᴏʏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛRɪPpEd🙇?... Hᴇ ɪs ᴀʙᴜsᴇᴅ ᴇɴᴏᴜɢʜ ᴀᴛ ʜᴏᴍᴇ🏠. -Sᴇᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴍᴀɴ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ugly sᴄᴀʀs👱?... Hᴇ ғᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ғᴏʀ ʜɪs ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛʀʏ🚩. -Tʜᴀᴛ ɢᴜʏ ʏOᴜ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ғᴜɴ ᴏғ ғᴏʀ ᴄʀʏɪɴɢ😭?... Hɪs ᴍᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ɪs ᴅʏɪɴɢ😷. -Tʜᴀᴛ ᴋɪᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ғᴜɴ ᴏғ ғᴏʀ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ʙᴀʟᴅ👱?...Hᴇ ʜᴀs ᴄᴀɴᴄᴇʀ👳. -Pᴜᴛ ᴛʜɪs ᴀs ʏᴏᴜʀ sᴛᴀᴛᴜs ɪғ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴀɢᴀɪɴsᴛ ʙᴜʟʟʏɪɴɢ🚫. I ʙᴇᴛ ᴍᴏsᴛ ᴏғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴏɴᴛ ʀᴇ-ᴘᴏsᴛ🌟 , ʙᴜᴛ I'ᴍ sᴜʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ❤
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𝐆𝐢𝐫𝐥: 𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐨𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐬 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧
𝐁𝐨𝐲: 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞?
𝐆𝐢𝐫𝐥: 𝐍𝐨 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐳𝐲?!
𝐁𝐨𝐲: 𝐝𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞?
𝐆𝐢𝐫𝐥: 𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐭
𝐁𝐨𝐲: 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐮 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐦𝐞
𝐆𝐢𝐫𝐥: 𝐧𝐨 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫!
𝐁𝐨𝐲: 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬 𝐦𝐞?
𝐆𝐢𝐫𝐥: 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐢 𝐠𝐞𝐭
𝐁𝐨𝐲: 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐢𝐭 𝐦𝐞?
𝐆𝐢𝐫𝐥: 𝐝𝐞𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐧𝐨𝐭
𝐁𝐨𝐲: 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐈 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮?
𝐆𝐢𝐫𝐥: 𝐲𝐞𝐬
𝐁𝐨𝐲: 𝐁𝐚𝐛𝐞
Now read it backward's
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People ask what happens durring depression, well here is what happens : 
You start to feel sad, lonely, you even feel worthless, Today we will have some stories to tell because of this stupid illness that has caused us pain. For me I lost my appetite, i slept more than i usually did, and i did not show anyone what was really happening in my life. I put on a fake smile and went on with the day. Sawyer made me laugh, doesn’t mean I like him, just means he kept me from kms. People think i'm joking when i say i want to kms. Well i'm not, I have tried to, it hurts and it is very hard. People say how can it be hard, you just shoot yourself. Well you start to miss your family, and you start miss your friends, but the good thing is, someone always stops you. I want to thank trey, he stopped me from doing it, no one understands it, he helped me get past it, and I love him for it. The bad thing is, that you still feel worthless, my mom is a carrying person, my dad kid of is, but no matter what, im not good enough, My friends keep me from doing bad things, like kms, or od, or jumping behind another friend.  ==================
Faking a smile is so much easier than explaining why you are sad.
I'm tired of fighting. For once, I want to be fought for.
It hurts but that's ok, I'm used to it.
Everyone thinks ur always happy, but deep inside, ur broken
Ppl think ur so kind, but everyone takes advantage of u and ur kindness
You wanna die, get away from life... but can't
Being kind never works
Victims never have powers, that's what makes them victims
And i mean everything i said
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💔-𝔻𝕠𝕟’𝕥 𝕥𝕖𝕝𝕝 𝕞𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕞𝕖 ❤️ 𝕚𝕗 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕕𝕠𝕟’𝕥 𝕞𝕖𝕒𝕟 𝕚𝕥 🤦🏾‍♂️💔
💔-𝔻𝕠𝕟’𝕥 𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕖 𝕚𝕟 𝕞𝕪 𝕝𝕚𝕗𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕝𝕖𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕞𝕖 𝕓𝕣𝕠𝕜𝕖𝕟 💔
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Put a red hart❤️= Like me as a friend
Your skin ain't paper📝
So don't cut it✂️
Your face ain't a mask🎭
So don't cover it🖐️
You are not a book📘
So don't judge it🤔
Your life ain't a film🎬
So don't end it❌
If you want people to keep their lives put this on ur page!! </3==============
❤GIRLS ARE NOT OBJECTS, BOYS ARE NOT WALLETS, BLACK LIVES MATTER, NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, WHOEVER HURTS YOU, YOU ARE LOVED BY ME AND PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY CARE!💜 WE STAND TOGETHER, LET'S FIGHT BACK, NO. MATTER. WHAT. PUT THIS ON YOUR WALL IF YOU ARE WITH ME.💜

Ray