Name: yet another stream of thoughts.... by 230
Duration: 3 min 35 s
Description: yet another stream of thoughts of mine that got converted into noises, sounds and maybe sometimes also music(?)

instrumental: https://soundcloud.com/scrobaby/by-divide-instrumental?si=230db77808fd4f7b9f3d1a1926f1743a&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

the fuel, the flame, the oaths; unsaid
break the silence of the hopes i've shed
the faith, the greed, the life i've led
my one regret is that i'm here and not dead


it’s all that i’ve ever seen
two homes and a broken decree
i can't escape from what i'm led to believe
i tried to hold my truth, but it was dead at the scene

tried to face it, oh oh 
tried to break out of these lies
colors fading
to the black inside
from the ego in my mind
from the black inside
to the faith i hide
from a faceless bride
tried to fantasize
but i was doomed by divide,
doomed by divide

anybody but you
i held my head
one foot on the edge
(it's all in my head)
i don't win, i won't choose
my one regret
that i'm here and, not dead
that i'm here and not dead

eyes spite through the fall of the pride 
my failed rite
ignation born from every soul deprived of grace
my shame engraved from the fate
oath cognized by my hate
rest my flagrant spite
consequence is nigh
unholy
fighting the ghosts of those that aren’t my own
the cries of sin buried beneath my home
betrayed the innocence from spilling out the mouth
high heaven hearing lies of tainted vows

the fuel, the flame, the oaths; unsaid
break the silence of the hopes i've shed
the faith! the greed the life i've led
my one regret is that i'm here and not dead
here and not dead
motherfucker
oh

co-written with Nick Cozine
co-produced with Austin Coupe

By Divide

Apnea

Kelbin ID mix 2

Scherzo 1

C: I   IV   iii ii
F#
d Hungarian Minor, F Hungarian Major
am  E7

97 bpm

12/4
11/8, 13/8, 9/8
4/4, 5/4, ¾
4/4


The sound of a several, sticky pieces of tape was used to enhance the Kicks, and for all kinds of percussion. Also a basketball, whirling objects swung by a microphone. A reverse vibraphone and a few synths and sinewaves. Plus some funny drum sounds by Sonic Charge.

The endoplasm is the innermost part of the Cytoplasm. Just around the nucleus. The urbun area right around Time Square so to speak. The most traffic in all of the cell, where the fluid atmosphere becomes granular. This place is tight and alive, day and night.

Hybrid Symphony Nr°5 - Cellular City

Endoplasmic Underground

Landfill Tides — a summer scented with the memory of decay. Alas, I remain confined to the southern reaches of a country both radiant and ruined, its glory refracted through the cracks of its own contradictions.

Picture by Benjamin Burger 

SN4K3S

Teti - Wojtyla

LEO, /ه̒ͨ҈҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉//M•̕͏̶̶̨̢̛͡͞͞•̕͏̶̶̨̢̛͡͞͞D-CHYNNA, (S280F)
YOUNG THUG , ARVO PART , S280F - MONEY ON MONEY / FRATRES
skaiwater - rain  FFXIII - 3  LIGHTNING (S280F EDIT)

i should make a second soundcloud

LEO, //M•̕͏̶̶̨̢̛͡͞͞•̕͏̶̶̨̢̛͡͞͞D , YT/AP / rain, XIII/ه̒ͨ҈҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉҉(S280F)

From the 'Through the Crystal Window' release party. Streamed: 09/10/2025

ARAEL BOW: DREAMGLASS WINGED INTERFACE NEON XYLEM

DREAMGLASS WINGED INTERFACE NEON XYLEM

full set with visuals here, best experience imo: https://youtu.be/ePEPcqIdpZ0

niko scheme @ thorjn through the crystal window listening party

a collection of curious experiments and nuanced emotions from the last few years

watch the full audio-visual mix on YouTube: https://youtu.be/k1jsk_8yn9Q
visuals provided by Noah Green: https://temberl.in
aired live October 25th, 2025 via https://boneyard.camp

00:00 - Alexander Panos - sun monolith
02:22 - Alexander Panos - selling rings 
02:38 - Alexander Panos - pictorial
04:31 - Alexander Panos - s[h]continued standing
04:47 - Alexander Panos - mel
05:02 - Alexander Panos - anti\limerick
05:17 - Alexander Panos - room mic destiny
05:31 - Alexander Panos - ID
07:49 - Alexander Panos - ganz astonish
08:04 - Alexander Panos - pink in june
08:22 - Alexander Panos - you are held in a kiln
09:52 - Alexander Panos - wind wool
10:06 - Alexander Panos - porrima  +  György Kurtág - Scenes from a Novel (Mov. 1)
11:31 - Alexander Panos & voljum - Preliminaries 
11:47 - Alexander Panos - inextricable
14:00 - Alexander Panos - a warm day, a misfortune
14:14 - Alexander Panos - wallwater promises

➤ https://alexanderpanos.com
➤ https://linktr.ee/alexanderpanos


I've been finding myself overcome by fragmented memories: the pang of the seasons turning, dreams that linger for days, events and relationships whose mythologies bear no resemblance to the real thing. I think this music reflects that, in a blurry sort of way. Qualities that once anchored my music have become desaturated. Everything’s more subtle, like a furrowed brow and a grin meeting for a fleeting moment on the same face.

This is music I’m still quite shy about. It took a long time to allow myself to start taking these feelings and ideas seriously, but they are a part of me, and always have been. It’s with great hesitancy that I share any of it, especially as my usual mode of operation is sequestering my work away indefinitely. I’ve recently entered a new chapter, unsure of how it will unfold, but trying to learn as always. I’ve stood here before under different circumstances, and I’m sure I’ll be back again.

All music is currently unreleased and is subject to change. Please respect this music in its unfinished state.

alexander panos @ camp boneyard 4

yet another stream of thoughts of mine that got converted into noises, sounds and maybe sometimes also music(?)


yet another stream of thoughts....

email (for bookings, collabs, music commission and all the porcoddio stuff): leonardo.nenci02@gmail.com






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yet another stream of thoughts....

230

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