to: my former muse 
from: yours truly 

Here's to still being alive, overcoming any obstacles that life may throw at you, & defeating your demons. YG$+W.O.L.F Da SeT.

Wish You The Best (Prod. Jang0)

Kid Mango x Sydcxx - Running circles

Mastered by SCAR$

robstar (my boyfriend) - https://soundcloud.com/robstar100
scars - https://soundcloud.com/devilboyxo

Sinner Street w/ Robstar & SCAR$

bury me (prod. iof)

💔Links : linktr.ee/notkeaven
💔Links : linktr.ee/Toyk
💔Links : soundcloud.com/yokaidreams

Lyrics:

KEAVEN
Lost myself but I didn’t notice
All this pain made me lose focus
Fuck my life cause its fully loaded
Hate me now man this shit is bogus

Cross my mind but I can’t erase you
All this time made me wanna hate you
Lost my mind can I find a way to
Pass the time without thinking of you

I know changed
Oh my god shit ain’t the same
Finding a new reason to despise you almost everyday

No I won’t stay
Forget about the things I say
Hit me up imma see it one time
Can’t take your shit in this heart of mine

Oh I know I can’t find somebody else like you
I wish it was true but, I’m leaving for good
Oh I know I can’t find somebody else like you
I wish it was true but, I’m leaving for good

TOYK
Left my life I don’t know what to say
Spend my time thinking bout you everyday
Lost my mind now I’m aching every way
Fuck my life cause I’m dying anyway

Hurt myself but you didn’t notice
Took me out with your touch of poison
When I die would you leave a lotus
Guess ill die with my feelings broken

Shawty now I’m fucked up
Take it back one time when you walk up
Hit me up when you want I ain’t stuck up
By my lonely all the time but I guess never really noticed

Shawty now I’m fucked up
Take it back one time when you walk up
Hit me up when you want I ain’t stuck up
By my lonely all the time but I guess never really noticed

KEAVEN
Lost myself but I didn’t notice
All this pain made me lose focus
Fuck my life cause its fully loaded
Hate me now man this shit is bogus

Cross my mind but I can’t erase you
All this time made me wanna hate you
Lost my mind can I find a way to
Pass the time without thinking of you

YOKAI DREAMS
no one could come close to comparing to you
so i seem to struggle with replacing you

no i'm not the man i used to be
i don't live my life carefree anymore
i stay home all night feeling sore
things change, you hate

wouldn't blame you i hate me too
but even when i try i can't hate you
i don't think that ever won't be true
that brings me pain

KEAVEN
Oh I know I can’t find somebody else like you
I wish it was true but, I’m leaving for good
Oh I know I can’t find somebody else like you
I wish it was true but, I’m leaving for good

Lost myself but I didn’t notice
All this pain made me lose focus
Fuck my life cause its fully loaded
Hate me now man this shit is bogus

Cross my mind but I can’t erase you
All this time made me wanna hate you
Lost my mind can I find a way to
Pass the time without thinking of you

Leaving For Good [feat. TOYK x Yokai Dreams](prod. Kubsy)

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Lyrics
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Every single little thing seem to change (seem to change yeah)
Every time I look around these days
I thought all I'd ever know is pain, pain, pain
But I kinda turned out okay

And it won't ever be the same

I was so shy and quiet in high school
Now I'm only tryna make it on my way
But I keep losing track of all the days
Waking up late in the afternoon
And every time I'm saying it's a shame
When I hear a little bit of bad news

Oh where the

I don't know where the fuck I am anymore
I've been running in circles tryna stop this revolving door
Got a blunt up in my right hand and more by my core
Baby when I'm dying you need me no more
I've been

I've been focused on getting my shit together, I better
I plan my life in my head I'm off by a feather
'Cause lady luck keep me tethered
But baby why would I let her
As I lay in this bed like my head had been severed
September passed 'till December
I went on all of my benders
In city centers and tenners
Were spent on pints and my friends
Tryna stoke all those embers but it won't happen again
Half it I don't remember but I guess that's how it ends

Should I keep going, man I guess it depends
I'm so used to playing pretend
Barely hearing what you said
But when I reach my best
I bet you'll see me then

I don't know where the fuck I am anymore
I've been running in circles tryna stop this revolving door
Got a blunt up in my right hand and more by my core
Baby when I'm dying you need me no, need me no more
I don't know where the fuck I am anymore
I've been running in circles tryna stop this revolving door
Got a blunt up in my right hand and more by my, more by my
Baby when I'm dying you need me no more
I've been

I put somethin' inside my cup, now I'm tweakin'
They can tell that I've been tilted 'cause I'm leanin'
I split this dutch, like it's dutch with my team
I've been geekin' every single weekend

21 [Prod. Cian]

(prod irby)

LYRICS:
If I can’t even love myself
How am i supposed to love anyone else
I don’t see the fucking point in life
Broken heart and a pain filled vice 
Wanna know what true love is like
Wanna know what it’s like to not wanna die 
Forget every fucking promise
They always break like my wrist did in august 

Words cut deep like a switchblade 
Cover wounds try to numb it with an oxy 
I got a problem all my demons seem to haunt me
Lately my closets not been empty

Words cut deep like a switchblade 
Open wound i added salt it starts to sting 
Life it hurts like a switchblade
Life it hurts like a switchblade
Life it hurts like a switchblade
I don’t wanna sing
Life it hurts like a switchblade
Life it hurts it stings

I opened my mouth and it caused hell
Didn’t think that words had power still
Sure enough knew i fucked up
Went too far you’re a mess you knew i gave up

And my wrists still bleeding
Constant fears my head is leaving 
And i my curb feelings
Constant fears i know you’re leaving

switchblade (prod. irby)

Lyrics:

i fell right through cloud 9
hit the ground and felt it in my spine
years have passed, what happened to the time?
like a clock with broken hands, I need help to fix myself this time
cause i could still tell time
you could still hear my bells chime
tell you of the hours you wasted being mine

You love me today but you won’t tomorrow 
An ending in vain always follows 
I’ve never wanted love so badly
I’ve never been so unhappy
Isolation has trapped me
So distant and lonely
My life holds no weight
I was getting fucked up every day

i fell right through cloud 9
hit the ground and felt it in my spine
years have passed, what happened to the time?
like a clock with broken hands, I need help to fix myself this time
cause i could still tell time
you could still hear my bells chime
tell you of the hours you wasted being mine

cloud 9 (ft. Sloppy Oxy Scum) [prod. tothegood]

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Kingdøm of Pain Remix ft. Wat3r & Ochikonda (prod. NORTHEAST LIGHTS)

KINGDØM

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