i never admitted but ihav lost in love, i had a crush on someone didn't have the guts, to confess until it was too late the white hawk took her away i guess she fell for his lies, the blueprint to my demise, eversince then ihav been hollow inside, True beauty is often digused reason y self pretend religious guys will never find it, they will never understand the science behind it, and will forever fail to define it's more than just faith, it's supernatural and can be felt, I witnessed her beauty and boy I was glad 

my commitment is blood dyed, and that's why part of me died when to no.8 she lied, even tho he tried, his best to believe I guess he was decivied, couldn't satisfy the greed of his eve,I told him the beauty of a woman isn't enough to inspire, a painter who painted under rain, even tho people called him deranged he dried his art in the dark and it illuminated, spreaded light 
my days as a fisherman chasing afters mermaids my family starved, mislead by the stars, product of wars I never started but somehow always involved, I didn't wish for, i am not of this world, and if my world exists i hope she waits patiencely, 

paitince is a luxury i could never afford, I was a soul searching in aizawl, but the loneliness i sold always found it's way back to my soul, I swore to never raise the flag that the Barbarians wore, stay woke I have a bigger purpose than your culture, just a speck on the map,
im sorry chelsea, you're the kind
im sorry cherry youre the kindest woman i know, but part of me wanted to grow, sow seeds on the soil, it takes a toll on your soul and when she reaps she blooms for another guy and all u can do is witness her from afar
i wanted to love woman who plants seeds and it actually grows into something we could eat, i told no.8 people like us don't deserve love, despite my permisim a girl talk to me on the gram saids she's knows me and she believes even tho i try my best to convince that i can't be trusted, for I'm a demon in disguise, and that the persona is all a lie, she was still hesitatant on me being good guy, oh lord something so innocent like her please protect from people like me, life really isnot fair, and the happiness is all a fairy tale.


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