your mix fye @29cengi and @1kuraudo so hardd giving me pichu vibes

prison break + lei (threedimensionsapart)

slow motion w/kkypr & akura. (kukyo icey)

prod: @remiliaxd
mixed: @remiliaxd & @hartfxlt2k

Lyrics

@remiliaxd
there's nothing left
and i don't know why you left
and i start to hate myself
but i never want to fall again

can't run away
feel the pain like everyday
i don't wanna lose myself
so i hope it fades away

i call upon your name
but i know you can't look back
and i wish you felt the same
but i know you can't do that

i know you can't do that
and i can never reach where you are at
i'm an insomniac
so tired i forgot where i am at
and i hate what i did
im sorry, i wish i could take it back
i never wanted this
but i wish i could see you again

i call upon your name
but i know you can't look back
and now you're gone and it will never be the same
i'd have to die just to meet you
but i know it's not the same

@hartfxlt2k

(i call upon your name
but i know you can't look back
and now you're gone and it will never be the same
i'd have to die just to meet you
but i know it's not the same)

never be the same x4

and I swear its not the same
living life without you ohh
and I never met to make you wait
I dont wanna let you go
let you know I need your help
life is hell cuz I know your name
you blocked my phone I'm on my own
I'm letting go its the only way

@remiliaxd
there's nothing left
and i don't know why you left
and i start to hate myself
but i never want to fall again

can't run away
feel the pain like everyday
i don't wanna lose myself
so i hope it fades away

i call upon your name
but i know you can't look back
and i wish you felt the same
but i know you can't do that

Remorse

remilia & hartfxlt - remorse (remilia)

prod @winter

[nurse]
i really dont want u to go...
id rather listen to your lies...

but does it matter
now u let me go
left memories up to shatter
u know that i struggle
my heart is fragile
because u hurt me
it turned me to shadow

i really dont want u to go!
(ill hold your heart 
while you hurt my soul) 
id rather listen to your lies!
(and stare at your eyes
while youre stabbing my back)

i really wanted to be yours
ive wanted to be close
even if youre the one 
that hurts the most
keep on trying my best
i only make it worse
nothing ever makes sense
i guess im gonna fall

ill be on my own
i gotta move on
i cant let it go

i carry burden 
deep inside my soul
i dont feel like
getting further
dont get me bothered
it doesnt matter
im so unhealthy
cant break the pattern

attached (winter)

@sshinju

brand new whip ya it cold
shawty dont care, wat she said? idk
i been downbad in my head i been told
nothing really matter, u dont care anymore

post up all black head to the toe
ya i used to care but aint shit anymore
i been smoked up w da team and alone
gotta self care 
ya im healin alone

i got all dis money ya im keepin...
ya ur brodie tryina fuckin sweep in....
shawty idk know wat u thinkin....
all these feelings i cant even keep in

u dont even notice bitch u fakin
i just wanna know wat the reason
im just on my own ya forsaken
i been on my own, taken everything

told u that i'd give u everything
u were all i had
i had everything
you dont really care
u just wanna hang
out w da bros
and u been playin games

didnt even try to make things work
then u act suprised when im so so hurt
i aint never cried this much fr
never gettin high cuz it make me feel

i aint gonna lie
i aint pullin thru
blood on my thigh
and it rainin still
fuck it i'll die i'm stayin still
no way i can try
my mistakes wont heal

##healingg

##healingg🖤🖤 // shinju

@am1ss

im tired
of losing
my thoughts 
i know its wat u wanted
contortion
i put some more in
my trust
i make my choices
still breathing
i feel this
still bleeding 
my thoughts in my heart
got the demons
you fucked me up
like i needed
like i needed

i hatin writin all my saddest songs
but i know it's all i know
i been up all night thinkin bout the times
you said that i love you
i dont rlly wanna care anymore
but i know i do that's so true
im out w da bros ya we countin up
w the guap that'd i'd spend on you


ever since u left
im fallin back on u
my head its such a mess
a feeling i cant choose
keep beggin this a test?
there's nothing i can do
so tripped out in my head
im stepping through the loop

contortion // amiss

after a year we're back

cover art https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/431873

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@remiliaxd :

(oh oh oh)
(oh oh oh)
(yeah yeah yeah)
(yeah yeah yeah)
(yeah yeah yeah)

(it's a new day, now it's too late)
(i'm done with this world, i'm done with this game)
(i'm sorry about what i said, there's no one else to blame)
(and i regret what i did, and now it's not the same)

i say the worst things, i can't take it
you gave your heart, and i hope i don't break it
i lost myself in the noise, it's always changing
so shift your focus to the other side

on the other side
where the creatures hide
i'll lock myself in a cell and try to face it
there's a battle constantly inside

@hay2k : 

hate myself when I see you
love and hate, cause I never saw the real you
mind is fogged, there's no clarity without you
tethered to my fate but i can never understand you

yet i tend to keep on trying
tried so hard my mind is dying
but with you i want to fly
we'll be soaring through the sky
till' we reach the other side

@fabs4k : 
 
looking over the edge
i'm at the top of the hill
i'm at the end of the ledge
i can't see the sunlight
i'm waiting for the end of night
i feel the same
turn your back on me
make me take the blame
why do i feel down?
feel like i'm gonna drown

@wistual :

i cant breathe
i dont wanna cause a scene
but without u here
i just cannot sleep

i need u in my arms
without it i just cry and weep
 
cant u see im so fucking weak
i dont know who to call when im on my knees

i sing all my problems 
i just hope to find peace

@yudere :

welcome to the other side
i know that it'll be alright
its been a minute since we never talked 
yeah im alright
and i lost myself again
i didnt really know how
i just rlly felt forgotten

so face it
everytime you talk to me 
it feel so helpless

i cant do this anymore, i need some closure
was this all a lie or was this all forgotten

@gtzest : 

I don't like it when you lie, to me 
Your words cutting me deep and its making me bleed
If you need my help, I will be showing up to the scene
It don't really matter where the hell you be
9% in my system
Drinking with my homies
Till the morning
Turn it up with the homies
We be on it
It helps me cope with your shit
To be honest

@user-863511989 :

ときめきすらも壊して
いま君が横に居ても僕は癒えないよ
最果ての結果…
まだ僕は残したことがあって
君に向けた手紙ばかり増えて
捨てる負の感情
僕はわかるよ君の廃れた感情
忘れてかないで
置いていかないで
後にみた夢で君を探して
君は居ないよ？
何処へ向かってる？
朝4時に向かう渋谷の街頭
(あぁ…もう君なら…)
今何処を歩いてるの？
(探し求めて)
この霧掛かる朝に君は居なくて

@kyxtsnxwy : 

i need you by my side
cold winter nights
it’s time we hide

baby, you shine so bright
my life has light

send me to the sky
april, please don’t cry

on the other side +remilia, hay2k, fabs, wistual, kairyu, zest, disxa, kyxtsnxwy (remilia)

@princess_miii
@resolve1k
@1wasterr

[coldspades]
夜の中で君とまた会って
君と一緒にいれば幸せ
流れ星見て君を願って
俺のそばにいて、行かないで
(x2)

and i dont wanna say goodbye
i just wanna make things right
i dont wanna waste your time
im sorry if i made you cry
でも俺のせいじゃない
wish i could tell you how i feel but thats not me
偽物の気持ちいらない
can you give me one more chance please dont leave me

[ididntcry]
please dont leave me alone dear baby
do not hate me
分かって？
また募る苛立ち
激しくなる動悸
話せないのに
ここにいるみたい
私の心臓は冷たく凍っている
can you give me one more chance please dont leave me

spotify

dont leave ft. ididntcry (inno & wasterr)

beat : decago・xeno 
lyric : junshi・miomaguro
mix/mastering : junshi

ビートありがとう！@decago
タイトルとfeatありがとう！@junshi163

-lyric-

junshi 

yeah, and i'm smoking gas, bitch i'm posted with みお
君だけを思う
if you'd stay, but i dont know 
and i been booted off the x, babygirl im moving so slow
yeah, and i been rotting in my room, cant believe you left me alone

yeah, and i'm showing love when i look in the sky and i see you
and you dont know that i need you
u be telling these lies that i see through

yeah, and you showing hate babygirl and you think i can't hear you
babygirl i can just tell how much you dont want me near you

miomaguro

Don’t even want to hear her name
君が僕の全て
本当の事だけ教えて
 I cry again because of you

呼吸浅くて眠れない
Close your eyes and float away
アニメ見て泣く僕とJunshi
first love 一ノ瀬ことみ

明日は笑って過ごしたいけれど
優しくない嘘つくのはやめてよ

空に咲いた花火の音に僕の声が掻き消させれて往く

highschool angel𓂃໒꒱°* w/ junshi (decago+xeno)

@gtzest @1kuraudo (prod. @1ohmygon! + @rlbeats)

OUT ON ALL PLATS ! ! !
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/cengi/nobody-but-u-feat-zest--kuraudo

[Intro: zest]
Girl, I know that you like me
It could be normal to you but it feels like a dream
Everything is not what it seems
It's like a lie, we the actors straight from a movie scene

[Bridge: zest]
I could love you forever
Baby, will you always stay the same?
You could say it's now or never
Even if we restart, we'll do it again

[Chorus: cengi]
I got nobody but you
Baby, just stay by my side
You know that I need you

I got nobody but you
Baby, just stay by my side
You know that I need you
You know that I need you
You know that I need you

[Verse: kuraudo]
Hey, it's Cloud again
Back on my usual shit
Warning everybody, this ain't usual shit
Shoutout cengi, we're going off
Could never quit

Yeah
She ride me like it's Six Flags, an attraction
And she keeps teasing me, but she won't get a reaction
Shoutout @01ws, that's the mf'in faction

But what am I supposed to do?
I cannot get close to you
But I still love you
You know that I need you

She shot at my heart like she Cupid
I'm still cautious though like I ain't stupid
But I know for a fact that she is an exception
'Cause for a long time, haven't felt this affection

[Bridge: zest]
Baby, will you always stay the same?
You could say it's now or never
Even if we restart, we'll do it again

[Chorus: cengi]
I got nobody but
I got no- no- no
You know that I need-need
I got you nobody but you
Baby just stay by my side
You know that I need you
You know that I need you
You know that I need you

*(cover art by Minayeon_ from Pinterest)*

nobody but u!

nobody but u! // +zest +kuraudo (@1ohmygon! + @rlbeats)

prod @odel007
w/ @385u2

[mei]
you cant keep the promise
you said that u promise me
and i hope that ull keep our secrets
what are we hoping for?
for the better i guess
but its all a mess
so i could just run away
so you wont see me
i could fly to the outer space
to outer space!
u told me u would never change
turn that love to hate
and then i take the blame from u
and i couldve never love but u
it was the times that i never trust but u
and i did it all for u
but i knew i wasnt ever enough for u T-T

[utumiyqcom]
君と添い遂げることはなかった
これは終わり、エンドロール流れるの
君が呪いみたいな声で
耳元で囁く「弱いね」
この呪縛は覚めないままね
(so i could just run away
so you wont see me)
フラッシュバック記憶と戦うの
(i could fly to the outer space
to outer space!)
秘め事仕舞っておいていたのはあたしだけだったんだ
余命も短い関係も最初から無かったことにしよう
「例えば君が言う事
何もないって思うことにするよ」
「そうしたら未来も変れるかな」

promise

promise w/ utumiyqcom (odel)

"sen - ji" // @tsunamiwaves

i make music 4 fun
thank u for listening

nobody but u! // +zest +kuraudo (@1ohmygon! + @rlbeats)

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