i cant believe i missed out on the birth of blank jr

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Lyrics

[Verse: brakence]
I've been told to be louder but I’m gonna quiet down
'Cause showing off just makes me feel like what I say is shrouded
I don't want to conceal, I just wanna open up
But every time I try to tell you, I think you on a run
And it’s not your fault and I can worry 'bout it for you
'Cause I'm good at falling into everyone's best interest
But this one's different, and I can fix it
That's my mission statement, I got crushing placement
And it's all ’cause of the way I handle my impatience
Haven’t even wasted time yet, huh
And you're waiting on a crime when
I’ve only had this for a while, yeah

[Chorus: brakence]
I've only had you
Yeah, I've only had you for a while
(Anyone can fight me or pick another writer)
(I'm an open book, my un-important psyche)
But I can take it back
And I’m gonna come through
Yeah, I'm gonna come through to my sound
(They could tell me nothing I wouldn't know what's wrong)
(I don't need their help to organize a welcome)
Oh-oh, give me a minute, yeah
Would you give me a minute to refine?
(I can hear it now against the wooden floor)
(I'm kind to everything I touch, but's the death of me, I know)
Oh-oh, and even though I am not proud of things I've done
I'll still be down for it
(Down)
Down for it
I don't know
I don't know me
I don't know
I don't know me

[Outro: brakence]
I open, I try to tell em how I feel
But that don't mean that I'm for up an appeal
I think I might get my passion in check
So I'm done with this section
Age will make me face it, I could flood you with words
But I don't want to in real life 'cause I can speak in hertz
I can speak in hertz

Mandy - Down (ft. Brakence)

bhertuy.com
lyrics
you needed something by the way that you said
i needed you
i needed you
to many days when i wanna breathe
and i cant choose
no i wasnt through

its to late for the things we coulda found and
now that were gone well never figure it out again
and thats something that i never wanna believe in a 
million miles
oh i just wanna try again
cause now were sitting here after dark
stuck at the bottom cause i
never been away this long 
and i figured out the things you want
and its hard for me
oh its hard for me to feel the same
and now its hard to find a change
cause iv been
always the same and i wont ever let it out of me
cause now i wont even find freedom in myself

you needed something by the way that you said
i needed you
i needed you
i never knew 
that it ment so much to be
something without you
something without you

and now im waiting to long by myself
i aint ever gonna be the same
i promise that i wont change again
i dont want anyone being myself

i needed you RNB version(Prod bhertuy)

prod. blanx

lyrics: 
step back i'll do all the talkin
if you gave me my respect 
then i'd let you all in no stallin
don't wanna face this world
pray for me darling 
the way i feel 
dont wanna reconcile on the 
past when he left my home
i just keep making these beats
cause i feel alone 
i don't wanna do this shit anymore.

isolate

prod. sherif xr
backing vocals by babebee, yazida, & riptony

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you wanna cross by my mind...

XR 2023

CIRCUS

Get back 
I don’t want nobody who could make me feel like that 
“Don’t Call”
In your contacts 
You left your prescriptions 
Now you’re coming over, a contradiction 
But really we not new to it 

Last time you was telling me I talk to much about it 
Now you’re telling me to say sum’n?
If it’s not a problem 
You gon make one 
Tryna start it over
Selling page one 

Not coming back
Funny as hell
Hoping you enjoy yourself 
Now you outside screaming 
I don’t need your help
Now you outside 
Hoping you not lost without it 

Baby I don’t wanna be your lover
You don’t really want no love 
Tryna work it out I doubt it 
You not showing out enough 
All we do is, screaming, shouting 
Baby have we danced enough?
You can see it all surrounding 
I just had to beat your punch 

Who that, who you taking me (for)
Bad line, whatchu say to me 
Long nights, she won’t wait for me
Sweet talker, you savory
I can’t keep fighting myself 
I see you crying as well

and I could sit around 
But I’m better than you told me
It ain’t a problem being lonely 
I tow the line with myself 
And cut the ties with you 
I ain’t walking back to this hell 

I was lying whichu 
Told me I’m a bastard
That’s how you felt 
You say you hate getting mad and baby
We couldn’t tell 
You telling me I’m the problem really
You shouldn’t yell
Preeing ya hands at the table baby
That’s show and tell

Who that, who you taking me (for)
Bad line, whatchu say to me 
Long nights, she won’t wait for me
Sweet talker, you savory
I can’t keep fighting myself 
I see you crying as well

savory (KBL)

bye bye :)

prod. blank

lyrics: 
maybe this is the point
where all of it happens 
i look at the rest 
and leave my dreams in the past tense
i lost my affection for it 
and it don't want me back

all because i want it and you don't
you just say that i ain't bout it 
you're dead wrong 
but im letting go
im letting you take what i call home

taking everything i wanted
yeah
only one step away from 
stepping my ass away from 
every little thing 
that i've been laying on 
maybe it's too late for me
since i dropped epiphany oh 
its been a daze to me
an everlasting haze to me i 
thought i was right 
i'll get away for a while 
that's how im feeling right now
thought i was good as it gets 
so i just wasted my time 
now all those choices are locked in 
and i can't bear that i'm down
conscious thoughts of mine 
get in my way and 
i've been taught to lie
my brain caves in
i can't take it
so i just waste it 
pedal to the floor 
fuck the world
fuckin hate it

all because i want it and you don't
you just say that i ain't bout it 
you're dead wrong 
but im letting go
im letting you take what i call home

( goodbye )

home ( the end )

"petrichor" - the distinctive, earthy smell of rain in the air — sometimes detectable before any rain has fallen.

oh i know it sounds insane 
to say 
it seems okay to 
fill your place with time 
oh 
and the days pass 
through my gaze
as i wander 
straight through the slaughter
you made
was all of it worth it now?
and i won’t accept my fate 
the weeds overgrown
but im one step away 
from the good in this place 
so hold on.

petrichor

just trust me (feat. VALENTINE, brakence, & kmoe)

at least i know how u see me now ヾ(*´ ∇ `)ﾉ

prod/written by me and @cbrtrsh
twitter.com/cbrtrsh

lyrics:
but you know when you feel it for the first time
such a shame that you can't change who you love
i got caught up and chased down by the city lights
i met you and i knew that you were the one

live your life on the run
you cant change what you've done
you're so paper thin
plastic on your skin
said your dad has a gun
i don't know what i've done
go ahead and burn a bridge
see if i give a shit

at least i know how you see me now
hands on my waist till you bring me down
from my high horse you think i should beg for it
friends think i'm out of my mind

but you know when you feel it for the first time
such a shame that you can't change who you love
i got caught up and chased down by the city lights
i met you and i knew that you were the one

petrichor

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