Yk that  im better with u 
If u can hear me 
All my doubts comin tru 
And I’m fearing 
That I’ll never see u  
Im on the internet 
Eyes wet 
 I’ll accept u 
U knooo thatt
It Sometimes hurts a bit 


N Some timesI feel like dying 
I Get high feel like I’m flying 
You’ll always be in my heart 
I miss ur face its like art 
I forget how u sound  and I hate that
If u hear this song I hope u like it

addicted to being sad (i added tons of stuff lmk)

song from early 2022 recorded together at my house with my dear friend during a time that was simpler and happier 

ya i dont know you 
you dont know me
watchu tryna be
its up to me
im with the team
weve been counting green

i dont wanna talk
faded steady off these pills
dont know how to walk
got my head over my heels
ghosting like im hi five
taking my life i might try
posted in the night time
i see through your white lies

thru&thru +smlx (lovbug)

violet @with3rx

pkjxsh!-for the team ft natedoggswiggle

https://open.spotify.com/album/6iUkvTIufp5Chxq98X99Rb

2024

Shut your mouth, stitch it up, keep this secret close.
It’s so hard to convey it with imperfect prose.
I know that i left and i know that it hurt you.
If you were me, i know you’d do what you had to.

Close your heart off and play pretend.
Is it too late to make amends?
Confession is hard when repentance feels so far away.

Between me and you, this tension suffocates.
Oh girl, you’re no poet; so don’t make it out so beautiful.

repentance feels so...

https://open.spotify.com/album/6iUkvTIufp5Chxq98X99Rb

2023

Guess that’s not how the story goes.
Let me bleed out, all alone in the snow.
I’m so sorry that it came off cold.
I don’t mean to hurt, but the feelings don’t show.
Looking back now, i should have kept you close.
I guess that’s my bad, now can’t forget your face.
Now it’s over, i guess thats the way it goes.
Words get caught, i can’t help but choke.

In due time, girl, i know that i won’t need this as much as i do right now.
You still linger…
In due time, girl, i know that you’ll move past this and all that we had.
You still linger…

walk away with your laughter

2FAAR

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