call of the night (a hyperpop playlist)

Produced by Bhertuy & Yeezo

Hate how this turned out
You’re still mad at me
It haunts me in my sleep
Fucked up my self esteem
You know none of us was right all along
So there’s no point telling lies
I hope you can make a song out of this when you degrade my life
Don’t get how you’re never past things I left behind for heights
You bring me back to places I left long ago behind

She ask what I’m doing I say girl don’t worry bout me
I’ve been tryna find my way out of here maybe slightly
Sometimes it gets tiring when I know that you’re not with me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me
She ask what I’m doing I say girl don’t worry bout me
I’ve been tryna find my way out of here maybe slightly
Sometimes it gets tiring when I know that you’re not with me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me

Even say I like me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me
Now I’m very fucking sure that you defo despise me
In another universe I know that you’re my wifey
Do you remember why I left ur house that night when I said bye to you
Do you remember how I felt when you called me and told me that I hate you
Do you remember how I felt when I took care the 3am of you who’s drunk as fuck
Do you remember how I felt when you took back the love I gave to you for someone else

She ask what I’m doing I say girl don’t worry bout me
I’ve been tryna find my way out of here maybe slightly
Sometimes it gets tiring when I know that you’re not with me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me
She ask what I’m doing I say girl don’t worry bout me
I’ve been tryna find my way out of here maybe slightly
Sometimes it gets tiring when i know that you’re not with me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me

Endlessly feeling my type of insecurity
I hate how this all happened from one night of routine
Endlessly feeling my type of insecurity
I hate how this all happened from one night of routine

stream :)

endlessly feeling my type of insecurity

I think about you way to often 
it’s not like I can stop it 
you don’t understand, that’s the problem 
I don’t want to hear that your sorry 

every time you cross my mind 
can’t help but feeling paralyzed 
you don’t even realize 
this pain I went through every time

paralyzed「elxnce + cymric」

map of th trails of grassfield_1  prod @deceased @ddertbag [prty sure]
i cnt c n i cnt breathe ., ; 
2much sht tht u nd frm me
tryna gt rdy like 123
n it dsnt fl right like im out of key

yh it fls like idk how2get out
i gta learn again so i cn let outx ||||
im in my own littl world dnt have2stand out #lbp
grassfield,, nthn else,, thts where ima b nw

fk u,, i live n learn
didn wna say tht im hurt
cnt luv u,, this tk a turn
pt me back intha dirt like if im a worm ✿✼
i think i said wht i nd2
so nw were both free2
4vr go awy n not c it thru

cld i pickup if u calld3times
dnt think its a lie if i say alr
u kno tht its bad4us dnt try
hw cld i giv u anymor of my lyf, , , , ,

i cnt fall in,, fall in
i jus disregard it
hardn my <<##33 hardn
this i jus play no part in 
burn the bridge its arson
i hope tht i cn commit

ifu gta go left thn i gta go right
dogbone clip inmy hair hair i sigh
brokn headphones cldnt hear tha song tht nite
think u rly jus wna c me loose my mind ༅｡.｡༅ {{{

i wldv luvd it bt u so obnoxious 
i wldv chose tht if i knew i had options
cnt blv u say sum,, u cn tell me nthnn
scrape by jus so i cn gt back sum ✿✼✿✼✿✼

tk mor mor jus tk from me
cnt do tht no cnt repeat
tragic tragic luvstory
turn in2a symphony
bt i dnt wnt no sympathy .｡༅.｡༅
dnt care4apologies
dye my hair my piercings bleed
i jus wnt sum quiet peace,,,,,,,,,,,

safety

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