Well I don’t want to but still restrained to the past
Trying to live without it always, tried to live off you
Hold me tightly or let me suffer 
Would you know I’d be despair? Would you know I’d kill you?
I hid it but knew someone would find it
Is it that hard to say sorry?
People I should love Is callin me a devil
If you tried to look back to notice the sign I’ve sent 
I wouldn’t dare to do that 
And the time keep passing slowly, later you can find me somewhere
You made me to do that 
Would you know I’d be despair? Would you know I’d kill you?
Is it that hard to say sorry? Is it that hard to say sorry?

Cull Ficle

5:21:2000

I Can Feel My Heart Touching You

Chicken

그곳에는 낭만이 있다 (Soft Bruise)

불면증 (Insomnia)

북극성 (Polaris)

Downfall of the Neon Youth

Nails :: Parannoul, Asian Glow, sonhos tomam conta

kiss - five pebbles

환상 (Fantasy)

🖤✨ The Miracle Syndicate — Concrete Breathes Below 

Steel doors shut behind me.
Wires run cold beneath the ground.
Old streets loop in patterns
you don’t know you’re chasing round.

I heard a voice through static—
no signal left to find.
Maps torn at the corners,
burnt words in my mind.

Thirty years gone.
Nothing changed, nothing clear.
Thirty years gone.
Moving fast, stuck in here.

Footsteps stamp through corridors.
Walls stained with names I can’t pronounce.
Windows black, reflections twitch.
Clock hands spin, then count me out.

Rooms I never entered,
locked tight inside my head.
Every street an outline
drawn by what I never said.

Thirty years gone.
Nothing changed, nothing clear.
Thirty years gone.
Moving fast, stuck in here.

Pulse caught on a page
I never meant to write.
Half the words erased—
still I read them every night.

Every night.

Thirty years gone.
Concrete breathes below.
Thirty years gone.
Still no place to go.

Credits:

Nayeli Astra: Vox, Guitar
Elena Morgenstern: Backing Vox, Synths & Sequencers
Brad Astra: Programming, Percussion, Bass Guitar, Rhythm Guitar

Special Thanks:
To the ravens who guided our melodies, the universe for its endless inspiration, and to everyone who has been part of this journey. This music collection is dedicated to those who dream with their eyes open.

In Loving Memory:
To Rio, who always listened. 🐾🖤✨

Recorded at:
Nude Studio · Calgary, Alberta

Artwork + Photography:
Brad Astra

Label:
Painful Records Ltd.

© 2025 The Miracle Syndicate · All rights reserved
Written and Produced by Brad Astra

Released by:
Painful Records

Rock & Pop

Concrete Breathes Below

Come in

환상 (Fantasy)

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