rejection sensitive dysphoria

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😕Vibraa Triste y tranquila

Sonny Boy・Rhapsody
By toe
From the Sonny Boy soundtrack.

TV ANIMATION "Sonny Boy" original soundtrack

サニーボーイ・ラプソディ

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w/ @scrufff go follow!!

lyrics:
(nico)
i hope that you dont mind
cuz i dont even know why
jus wanna keep you by my side
you n me like butterflies

dont know why i get nervous
you know that im not perfect
but honestly im not that different
i dont think im the person that deserves this

could've i just been another guy?
or am i believing my own fckin lies?
i can never tell myself to realize
that im not the one that has to decide

i don't wanna take things way too fast
dont wanna make you uncomfortable
i dont know if it'll even last
just hold my hand

so i hope that you dont mind
cuz i dont even know why
jus wanna keep you by my side
you n me like butterflies

(scruff)
i know i went the wrong way for a minute there
I see your face and you see my stare
I wouldn't wanna touch that
whatchu want with my bag
wish you would've said sum
you dont even like that
you dont even like that
I wouldn't fight back
whatchu feel beside that
when we hop out hop out
hop out wit a 4-5 
ion see your face only your eyes

butterflies w/ scruff

trying something out of my comfort zone <3
vocals and production by me



<3 lyrics: 
the best is wat you get
its what you sell yourself for
out partying, unwinding
yourself
the string lights in your room
are not so bright, as the ones
that you keep inside my.. head

and i got fooled with
I-L-YOUS and
manditory 
self, gloating
and im not sorry
that you're not alone..

room

D>E>A>T>H>M>E>T>A>L

produced by wetgropes
mixed by me
written by me 

im getting sick of the way, you hate everything
you need to make up your mind, ill give you some time to think

you think you're in love
you dont know what it means
so ima write all these songs
to hide the blood on my sleeves
oh yeaaa

ima show them what im made offff
you bottle up your feeling thats what im afraid of
yeaaa

ive been trying 
ive been screaming out your name
but it wont ever feel the same
theres not a way to make you change

hating you isnt enough for me
i wanna sit there and watch you bleed
hating you isnt enough for me
i wanna make you screammmm

ima superstar
with a stupid heart
im fucking sick of all these lies
fuck this shit do another line

tell mee what ur afraid of 
ill make it go away
ill take you somewhere safe
we're going far away

hating you isnt enough for me

happy valentine's day

if i could change our lives and make it all alright i would
my heart's been chained, you're tied, i didn't mean to come off rude
i'll plant myself inside this home
i'll fuck your life up, give you hope
my lies are set in fucking stone
open your eyes, i'll cut the rope
i'll grab your hand, we'll get eloped
my heart beat faster when you spoke
a perfect life oh what a joke
a perfect life i wish i chose
i hope you choke
i'm bleeding faster, my skins soaked
i fed you lies
i know i know
you want to die
but soon you won't

a perfect life

made april 17th, 2021

i can't fathom the things that you said
i wouldn't do it if i didn't have to
you think i'm better off dead
fuck all your friends man i didn't need you
man all of you see-through
man i cannot believe you
through all our differences man i saw you grow
finding your place and finding your damn home
i catch it then fumble the bag
i wish i was wise like my dad
i did before man i'll do it again
but this time i ain't confident
i ain't be doing this if i ain't had to
aching inside of me i'm on my last screw
no matter what happens i'll be here
increasingly hard this time of year

words (april 17th, 2021)

made back in october

it's always so exhausting,
autumn leaves have fallen
i should've never folded, i know
but all my love has fallen
i can't negate this harming
and i'll repent for all that i owe

autumn leaves

MY BARBIE SONG
prod. joshwa

lyrics:

there's an angel in my sight (oh, hey!)
pure bliss enter my eyes
i looked at you and you smile :) (mwuah)

ugh, but, don't look at me like that!
and so you got me 
(you've got me)

falling in love, falling in love (keep falling)
falling in love, falling in love
falling in love, falling in love

oh, you know i make you shy
and i just want you to know it’s 
you and i

it will not be like the last time
you must have told me a thousand times
that i still give you butterflies

wish we could stay like this forever
can’t name this feeling 
mm, makes my head hurt

yeah i’m just staring into the ceiling
i can't believe you’re what i'm seeing

(hello, hello, hello, hello?)

and i'll sleep over and so i can play with your hair
and i'll wake up next morning holding your hand 

oh i think i’m in love
falling in love
don’t break my trust
falling in love, falling in love
falling in love, falling in...

#lovestory <3 (joshwa)

- Choke u till u feel da painnn

- thanks again to twik for sending me a bunch of beats

FilterFreak (twikipedia)

@kasologyy
@jades714

lyrics:
(jades)
don’t care don’t worry bout me
tryna count money not sheep in my sleep
ima bag getter til my fingers get weak
you bitches know better than to follow my lead
don’t care don’t worry bout me
tryna count money not sheep in my sleep
ima bag getter til my fingers get weak
you bitches know better than to follow my lead

(me)
i kill my brain
eyes roll back, takin novocaine
hit it one time, dont know her name
told you not to fall in love, oh what a shame

tell me, tell me
why the sudden interest?
you aint got no shot, but you puffin yo chest
show me what ur made of, try ur best
no time 2 talk with all this stress

told me a minute,
im reaching my limit
yeah i can feel us getting tense
but i wont fold under pressure
u know imma stand my ground
wont be pushin me around

(jades + me)
don’t care don’t worry bout me
tryna count money not sheep in my sleep
ima bag getter til my fingers get weak
you bitches know better than to follow my lead
don’t care don’t worry bout me
tryna count money not sheep in my sleep
ima bag getter til my fingers get weak
you bitches know better than to follow my lead

bag getter w/ jades

im back >:3
u wanted it, now you'll rest in peace

autumn leaves

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