want to be me

RUN IT UP

GO AGAIN (BNYX, YEAT, SUPERHEAVEN) REMIX

I was just a guy who you could say you were friends with
Then I was a girl and fuck that made a difference
I don't care who the fuck you go missing with
But next time don't do it over text

Don't know why it hurt so much to lose that group
Even if we were together since 6th grade 
All because that girl was embarrassed and said rape
Saw one of them recently, friends since 3rd grade

Even she left believing the lies that bitch made
But when she called me up crying 
I answered I paid for that mistake 
She hit her boyfriend he's locked in state
Maybe my company could alleviate some pain 
I took the bait in a funny way 
It was my emotional state
No one but me to blame 

Hugged her outside it was clear she was not the same 
Girl I knew she asked how much more she can take 
Girl no clue I don't know how much she had to drink
By the way she moved with no shame she was playing games

To be fair didn't take much convincing for me to break 
I'm sure if her man knew he'd have some words to say
I don't give a single fuck never liked him anyway 
Most unenjoyable sex I've had in my life
But I came and left right away
Made my escape
But I'll never be the same

Post nut clarity never hit any harder
Been years since the last time I saw her 
and she only wanted sex
Never gave me a thought until she wanted to get off
I was losing rest thinking she

Still cared about me
After she left
She didn't know I was miserable
And that old puzzle
The final piece
It fall

Fuck um all

Yes this happened

Booty (prod.hamburg3r)

lonely at night (snippet) (prod.cross)

| PUSH-IT-DOWN |

Mixing done by Paris Freerun

How could I
Let it out
Be anything you want to be
Don't worry 
You are free
Doesn't it feel good to be seen?
You don't want to leave
You just feel so happy
Can't you see that it hurts right now
and I can't be here with you
Cause it's all about trust
It's all about cost
You don't know about love
The strings between us
You can't be the one
I want to see another sun
I can't be the person that I've wanted to trust
I don't get that enough
I don't feel that with your lust
I wanna feel a touch 
That's not so complicated
Anticipated
I feel you waiting
Please don't say it again
I want I need something better than that
Leave me on read another heartattack
I try
To remember the times
I didn't see through your lies
I don't feel alright
But somehow it follows me around
Like an ugly grey cloud
Makes me stand out in a crowd
"Hey are you alright?"
But my thoughts are too loud
and I can't make a sound
I try to fight
Break into little pieces
and my silly little mind will try to make a thesis
on how and why
and maybe I could have tried a little harder
I get more tired every time I cry
Maybe it'll get better if I pretend I can fly
and get really high
If i see it from the sky
Maybe I'll get some peace of mind inside
I don't feel alright
don't feel alright
don't feel alright
don't feel alright

heartattack (prod.purc)

trust issues

sleep in the ground (Prod. by Rajaste)

Descent into stress
Has me breathing down my neck
Relief triple threat
So give death to feeling less
I won't let it go 
Has things going slowmo
Brings on a debt
Light makes shadows

So i feel more
Take more
Live full
Cradle
Will torn
Hell born
Bell tole
Faithfull

Feeling so full 
So clean
I never had a thought that didn't interrupt me
Living so cold
So clean
I never had a thought that didn't interrupt me

Give me no respect
If I know you ain't a threat
We bouncing?
Baby bet
Cause I know what's coming next
My intuition met
How big a bar to set
Calling karma up
Nothing against love

And does it ever relent
No sir good day get bent
So every day I'm stuck wax to a candle get sent
To forever until I get sick unlit
Why didn't anyone tell me these games ain't paying the rent

Descent into stress
Has me breathing down my neck
Relief triple threat
So give death to feeling less
I won't let it go 
Has things going slowmo
Brings on a debt
Light makes shadows

So i feel more
Take more
Live full
Cradle
Will torn
Hell born
Bell tole
Faithfull

So i feel more
Take more
Live full
Cradle
Will torn
Hell born
Bell tole
Faithfull

letitgo (prod.wsgjake)

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