nicopatty vibes (butterflies and couldn't be anyone specifically)

this MIGHT be better than useless 🤤🤤

yo dawg how do u make your beats hit like that

prod @ddertbag

lyrics

i lost again ig u just live and learn
i'll play pretend while everything will just burn
but everytime i try it doesn't go so well
so i just gotta hide (it's hard to reach for some help)

do i really have to know wanna stay where im at
can't reach where i wanna go ig im always last
nothing else to do so im wasting all my time 
i can't let it go cannot get it off my mind

scared of what's to come so i just sit back in the background 
scared of messing up so it just almost never works out
does it really matter, nothing feels the same
still i can't remember, can't recall my name

i've been stuck don't feel like going outside my comfort
i have no one else there is no help yea to be offered
slowly losing to myself im having these delusions
it just felt so real yea i fell for the illusion

#LiveAndLearn (ddertbag)

Yes the cover art was made in paint
@negativecreeper @erdo
Lyrics -
Don't wanna see you so I'm ducking
You gon cut me out, you know I do better, no discussion
it's not even realistic you can't do this shit without me
Got too many fuckin problems, now you trying to surround me
with your bullshit
I don't wanna do it
I would do it later, but my time spent on my toolkit
acting like a kid
you're hypocrite, and you just won't admit it
Got so many other things you could be doing
but you're missing me

I'm just so burnt out
I'm just so stressed out
I can't handle my jobs
I can't handle my doubt
I'm just so burnt out
I just get turned down
It just don't make sense
Why I get counted out

But I can't say I care at all
I'm alone all the time, it's a blessing and a curse
Maybe I could learn to love myself
But every time I make progress, it turns for the worst
I'm in pain all the time, I just don't talk about it
I lack the talent to create, it's driving me insane
Needed something, so I went inside my head and found it
I can't help but wonder if that was a mistake
Cause I know
I'll always fall alone
There's no way around that
But I don't know if
it's something I can take

And I was never one to talk down on a person
But I'm done with your bullshit
got double standards and more shit to go around
cause just so incapable of what you're meant to be
I don't want
To do this
But you leave me
With a bullet
And your name
etched to it
and your face
you tried to fool it

(repeat chorus)

Curse (Negative.Creeper + erdod)

prod. me

lyrics:

ima take some shit then i'll pass out
3am pics got me blurred out
when u look at that shit in the background
u can see me there, i'm a no one
when i put on my shit, it's the best ones
when i look at myself, i don't know him
when i take some pics, i don't post them
then i trash them
never seen them
(x2,,)

and i wish i stopped myself
and i wish i stopped myself from letting go
i stay in the background
u can see me there i'm a no one
(x2,,)

i don't wnna change myself
i don't wnna change myself
for nobody but me i know i have to.
(x2,,)

3amPics [[[LEAK]]]

amv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JcUDlJRnp1w

if it's from the heart, it's always good.
3/4

@domerrz
@owtiss
@yashio20k

instagram.com/01domerz/
instagram.com/owtiss1/
instagram.com/yashio20k/

[@domerrz]
I know I promised I'd give it my all
to restore the pieces I once lost
our stories broken up in parts
can't recover the pages that I lost

I think I'm living a lie
look me in the eyes 
"I hope it rains again, it hides when I cry"
I know our story never works 
cause I take things to heart I don't deserve

[@owtiss]
did I rly deserve that?
tried to make u happy
now I think I regret that
hundred texts u sent me
I just don't wna read them..
throw away the pieces of my heart when I need them

I haven't learned my lesson
all the same traps u lay down n I just fall in
its the same laugh I hear every time I'm crying
always said the best things with the worst timing
I just need a rest
I cant do this buy I'm trying ;/

this is a double drop ep kinda thing go listen to the second song on @owtiss's page :D
https://soundcloud.com/owtiss/out-of-luck

SPOTIFY

restore w/ owtiss (yashio + me)

@prodkirian @kyoakyo ^_^
amv! - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PSfzd9EE4ng&pp=ygUGYml0ZWtp

listen 2 my heart
all my pain is real can u see all my scars
tryna better myself everyday but dunno where 2 start
i miss ur hand on minee
just tell me everythings okay jus look me in my eyes
yea its getting hard
i cant do this alone
i really trusted u i cant believe u left me cold
i really really loved u more than u will ever know
its such a shame
its down the drain
now i sit n i cryyyy

cause i
cant decideee
if i really need ur love or not
this loves a tragedy
ill let it rot
cause i
cant decideee
if i really need ur love or not
this loves a tragedy
ill let it rottt

(i miss u more than youll ever know but this loves a tragedy)
(js know ill be here when ur feeling down even though its not meant 2 be)
(oooh ohhhh ohhhh x2)

listen 2 my heart
all my pain is real can u see all my scars
tryna better myself everyday but dunno where 2 start
i miss ur hand on minee
just tell me everythings okay jus look me in my eyes
yea its getting hard
i cant do this alone
i really trusted u i cant believe u left me cold
i really really loved u more than u will ever know
its such a shame
its down the drain
now i sit n i cryyyy

cause i
cant decideee
if i really need ur love or not
this loves a tragedy
ill let it rot
cause i
cant decideee
if i really need ur love or not
this loves a tragedy
ill let it rottt

tragedy (kirian, kyoa)

kurse11:
half dat shit i did, u cant even see
said im full of what? said im full of it, full of me
infact i dont fw u
u got my trust on E
half dat shit in me, u cant even be
id make it up tnite
make it all seem better off
but u dont gotta slide
u ain even gotta ride, no
i might j sip on dat cup, feel right
i shoulda put more sprite
look how da time flies
i think i need peace of mind

pray for all my bruddas
stab me n i hit u wit dat- leave him like a floater
im still tryna let go her
they still shadow watching
lemme get my swag back
i didnt wanna backtrack
backpack, greens whites n browns, dats wat up in my backpack
swag back
backpack, greens whites n browns, dats wat up in my-

@aftrrs:
everything going up like crescendo
watch the rain fall and im staring out the window
they say nero next up yeah ive been known
skrt side whippin in this bitch like its a rental
u ran away found urself a new home
cross that bridge look back and u watch it burn
cross my name out ur mind but still i watch u grow
they ask why i still cry and i lie so its no concern

kurse11:
half dat shit i did, u cant even see
said im full of what? said im full of it, full of me
infact i dont fw u
u got my trust on E
half dat shit in me, u cant even be
-swag back, i didnt wanna backtrack
backpack, greens whites n browns, dats wat up in my backpack
swag back
backpack, greens whites n browns, dats wat up in my-

@00calder:
hate me
i dont want to lie if you date me
i dont want to give what youre taking
i dont got the time to keep waiting
i dont want to live if you (hate me)
what the fuck
i thought i was enough
i guess i never expected to see another one
but if its now or never i guess hes the better one (2x)
i was never the one

(prod. @curtainss @recyclexbin & me)

full of myself w/ aftrr & calder (curtains, recyclebin, kurse11)

hey im back, again :D
@k4rson, @yashio20k, @neohnq <33

lyrics:

and i got so much trust i dont know what else
these feelings fake i dont know myself
my heart break drugs i cant play pretend
unblock my love
i gave all that i have
x2

@k4rson
i gave all that i can
i never thought that it would end 
do u think we could pretend 
i wanna be more than friends 
i wanna be more than friends
but you let me on when you said it'd never end 
so dont act so surprised when im gone i meant what i said
i dont wanna miss you 
dont know what's the issue 
i think i cld fix you 
i dont wanna hit you up 
girl i miss you, fuck
imma come around by 8 
n i'll pick u up

@luvpika
and i thought we was forever
but it just feels im being lied to
thought you fucking ment it
cant believe i even tried to
crying in my face all the time
i couldnt even say goodbye
im running fast out of time
this time i never felt alive

(bridge)
i can say so much but i keep quiet
its like i never been myself anyway
and i dont care what you say
i try my best everyday

@k4rson
(outro)
i dont wanna miss you
dont know what the issue
i think i can fix you
i dont wanna hit you up
girl i miss you, fuck
i will come around by 8
n ill pick u up

trust w/ karson (yashio, neohn)

@owtiss
prod @owtiss again lmao

dawg like idk what happened but shit man something happened
like i went nuts DO YOU HEAR THESE 808s?????

i dont wna wake up
idk why ;/
everything is hurting
why am i alive??
care ab my feelings
did i get that right?
i dont wna see u anymore
im fine

barely tell me anything ive had enough!
its just one thing, then the next..
think im done with love :)
dont have to remind me
im not enough
im just tired of fighting
im giving up!

an apology?
i dont rly want it
now i rly cant breathe
on the ground
think im dying ;-;
did u even rly love me at all?
when u said i love u did u rly mean it?

why am i alive?? (me)

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!
@resolve1k

@victxrw
would you take it back if you had another chance 
"would you be upset if i found another man"
did you do it all to hurt me?
was that the plan?
cuz i feel like you cursed me
and in my head 
staring a the ceiling, something has to change
something has to move, need to rearrange 
dont know what's the difference between love and pain
maybe its no different its just all the same

@arid
i dont wanna change for you 
leave it all behind
over again its corrupting my mind
tell me im insane
then ill lose my brain
do it everytime you would call my name 
i know everytime that i wasnt aware
i know everytime you would look and stare 
in my face, i dont wanna talk like it wasn't erased
i dont want to stop i keep losing my place

@k4rson
i know you hate me, i know its all my fault
i swear im changing, you didnt change at all
when i dont see you, i go through withdrawls
just to get another chance, you know i would risk it all
i would do it all again, howd we let it fall?
girl im a fucking mess, you dont wanna see me at all
just get out of my head, miss those nights when we would call
was it something that i said?
i know its all my fault, i know its all my fault.

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