dinner plate

@dylanlongworth

lyrics:
(GREAVES)
five shots, i took to the face because
i'm not, the person to blame
for all the things you said i did
its really taking a toll on me

and you fucked up
live and learn you said
that you might come
around again
to haunt me in my dreams
i'll never fall asleep again

hold blame and it's adding up
let the record show change 
but i had enough of you
hurt myself and it's all for fun
now i'm at the other end of a loaded gun

hold blame and it's adding up
let the record show change 
but i had enough of you
hurt myself and it's all for fun
now i'm at the other end of a loaded gun

(dylan longworth)
i'm not someone to be saved
girl you're like a loaded gun
and i'm at the other end of it
save shots and spare me the aim
i know that it was all my fault
i don't wanna lose a sediment
of what we had
girl don't be mad
'cause i'm down bad
trying to find a way to sleep
but eyes won't close
i wish time froze
'cause what i chose wasn't really helping me
'cause i ain't ready yet to pack it up
i feel you speeding up
i ain't got on a fastener uh
i don't think that i could pass the love
i thought that i had been the problem now it's adding up
yeah

(GREAVES)
hold blame and it's adding up
let the record show change 
but i had enough of you
hurt myself and it's all for fun
now i'm at the other end of a loaded gun

hold blame and it's adding up
let the record show change 
but i had enough of you
hurt myself and it's all for fun
now i'm at the other end of a loaded gun

hold blame and it's adding up
let the record show change 
but i had enough of you
hurt myself and it's all for fun
now i'm at the other end of a loaded gun

hold blame and it's adding up
let the record show change 
but i had enough of you
hurt myself and it's all for fun
now i'm at the other end of a loaded gun

loaded gun w/ dylan longworth (byCian)

yeah you should slide4me
i’m tryna make sure you gon really ride or die4me
you looking good but you know you don’t gotta try4me
i’m waiting up all night just hoping you gon slide4me
is you gon slide4me?

you got me stuck my mental
i’m writing to instrumentals
to take my mind off of you
and all the things you do
told you i’m broken be gentle
don’t listen to what i tell you
oh well ain’t nothing new
my fears becoming true

who knows? girl why you
acting like a stranger?, only
call me up for 2 things you need
money or there’s danger, i can’t
keep her can’t contain her, she got
problems and they major, thought if
i could treat her great then one day
maybe i could change her, no cause
you a primadonna, you
carry round too much drama, but i
can’t stay ‘way so give me all your
luvin like Madonna, i’ve been
reaching nirvana, got higher than i had thought of, 
adopting a whole new mantra, i’m
focusing on the commas

sleep next to my F&N, case
your ex man come stepping in, itd be
whole lotta red like it’s Carti, they shut it
down think i ruined the party, i
think i’m in my head again, the
xanax ain’t been kicking in, so i
downed the whole thing of Bacardi, i don’t got
time for this shit girl i’m sorry

mm

my meds be leaving me brainless
thought they’d be leaving me painless
no i don’t wanna be famous
i’m not too good w some changes
you took your shot you seem aimless
you couldn’t hit me w stainless
you twisted fucked my life up
i don’t know how you stay shameless

my mom just hit me up on some bullshit
just checking in i ain’t heard from you in a while you must be the culprit
why we doing this again? i’m tired of the games i know where i’m putting my blame at it’s on you
yeah it’s on you

you got me stuck my mental
i’m writing to instrumentals
to take my mind off of you
and all the things you do
told you i’m broken be gentle
don’t listen to what i tell you
oh well ain’t nothing new
my fears becoming true

who knows? girl why you
acting like a stranger?, only
call me up for 2 things you need
money or there’s danger, i can’t
keep her can’t contain her, she got
problems and they major, thought if
i could treat her great then one day
maybe i could change her, no cause
you a primadonna, you
carry round too much drama, but i
can’t stay ‘way so give me all your
luvin like Madonna, i’ve been
reaching nirvana, got higher than i had thought of, 
adopting a whole new mantra, i’m
focusing on the commas

slide4me

i see your body on 
the side of the road
every day when im driving to work

and when i think of stopping
the thought passes quickly 
cuz how could i possibly help 

and all my clothes are ruined
from the guilt and regret 
i cant handle the smell anymore 

and like the rock in my stomach
i thought it would pass
but i think that theyre both here for good

maybe ill see you in winter
covered completely in snow
and as the days get warmer and warmer
the snow melts revealing your bones

its something i need to see
and trust me now i try
but every time it gets easier and easier
to drop the wheel and cover my eyes

fawn (demo)

Pennies (Prod. jackzorana)

glue trap

@jdollaprod 

lyrics : 

Slide go, go, go, go, go
Boy if you don’t get a hint
I don’t know what I can do for you 
Get it, get it, get it, get it, get it, get it 
Get it, get it, get it, get it, get it, get it

I laid it out for you, I told you
You only get one but you want two
You know this greed of yours won’t help you
It might’ve worked with the others and I bet you think me too! 
I laid it out for you I shouldn’t have
Now why did I give the benefit of the doubt
Cut-cut-cut-cut it out
Imma be polite, I don’t wanna hear a sound!

Fuck I look like getting hung up on a guy
Caught me off guard he was plotting on the side
I gave him one chance and he blew it
I gave him a second and then he screwed it
Oh nah nah 

My guy he likes fooling around
And he’s breaking my heart so often
I can’t stand it no
Boy you know I can’t take no more
Though I try to hide it
My face speaks for itself
When you ask me If I like it
It looks like I’ll cry for help (oh no!) 

You you you you know
How far I had to go
To face you alone 
(Still can’t face you no)
You you you you know
The lengths that I’d go
To get you alone

Slide go, go, go, go, go
Boy if you don’t get a hint
I don’t know what I can do for you 
Get it, get it, get it, get it, get it, get it 
Get it, get it, get it, get it, get it, get it

I laid it out for you, I told you
You only get one but you want two
You know this greed of yours won’t help you
It might’ve worked with the others and I bet you think me too! 
I laid it out for you I shouldn’t have
Now why did I give the benefit of the doubt
Cut-cut-cut-cut it out
Imma be polite, I don’t wanna hear a sound!

greedy (prod. jdolla)

On all platforms: https://ffm.to/enterprise

Daniel johnston cover, www.youtube.com/watch?v=TV6LPx1ezYs

I don't think I could ever make something as arresting and guttural as the original, but this is my interpretation of a song that I love very deeply.

Piano, organ : casio wk-1350
Bass and guitar: Squier stratosonic fed through an iRig HD 2, using Guitar Rig 7 as ampsim.

KiloHearts suite and Codec heavily used in mixing.

recorded on reaper,

!enterprise
soundcloud.com/poisonedcheeto/sets/enterprise

Thank you for the continued support on my music.

slide4me

30blond (@30blond)

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