SO MY BRAINS BEEN ROTTING AND MY BLOODS BEEN CLOTTINGGG

i love you man you're not alone pills killing me too

"fuck a love song get high then I drift away" shits a fucking mood.

Featuring @sendflowrs
Produced by @hellahaunted & @sainttomorrow
Mixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Logo by Dead & Detached

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


and ive been smoking too much like every day
since fifteen think it's rotting my brain

i got my windows closed but i still hear the rain

i don't like myself anymore

think i've changed

and while you sit there drunk on the side of the pave

do you ever think about those times in the cage

with your friends in the sun oh those times they have changed

now i'm sitting on my own thinking of life on a stage


thinkin of life on a stage

these days i'm alone 

take 3 blunts to the face

spend my days blazed just thinking of life in the states

shoutout jj
i'm tryna record everyday


i think i'm going straight to hell for those two years

if you didnt know im sad you must be new here

cliche dyed hair
i'm a loser

forever screaming on my own at a computer


i'm a loser and I know it
got it tatted on my sleeve just to show how much i own it
stay glued to my computer
writing sad songs and playing first-person shooters


watch me self-destruct

catch me yelling "nerf this"
while i'm rolling up another blunt


i used to do this for fun

now i do this on account of all of my bad luck

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled

i don't even know what i'm fighting for



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Loser w/ sendflowrs (Prod. caves & Saint Tomorrow)

Lyrics
she so sad but she makes it look so good
take a shot and a drink like i knew she would
she so mad so she pout just like she should
take a puff in the cold while she walk through the hood

break it down now its xannies on the dance floor
waking up got evicted by the landlord
take no shit she believe in what she stand for
change the world if she only werent so damn poor

thats what she tells herself
thats what she tells herself

she light the blunt in her room, gettin high while we dance
cause i look into her eyes, and she put me in a trance
i been feeling like im gone, gettin lost in the romance
when we wake up in the morning tell me do we got a chance

shes a, sad girl in a, mad world with a, big heart and a blunt she can burn
gotta bottle full of henny empty bottle of the jack, we forget about our past but it's always coming back

blowin smoke up in the moonlight
sippin whiskey its a new fight
baby i just wanna do right
ask me if i gotta new light

know we hurt yeah cause baby we're the same
feel your heart baby i can feel your pain
fuck our past we dont wanna hear their name
staying lit so i never feel the pain

thats what i tell myself
thats what i tell myself

she light the blunt in her room, gettin high while we dance
cause i look into her eyes, and she put me in a trance
i been feeling like im gone, gettin lost in the romance
when we wake up in the morning tell me do we got a chance

shes a, sad girl in a, mad world with a, big heart and a blunt she can burn
gotta bottle full of henny empty bottle of the jack, we forget about our past but it's always coming back

Sad Girl

feat. https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7
prod. https://soundcloud.com/user-597676997

Lyrics:

I've been waiting for the day when I fall apart
I've been steady grinding in room no I don't care
working in the silence, I can't help but feel the stare
looking right upon me
smoking palm trees in the air
I don't know where to go, where you at babe?
I can't get their quick I'm stuck up in the traffic
up a couple days making tracks now
turn up the attack think I'm gonna snap wow
thats shit hit, jump in crowds getting lit
like down another bottle of the gold bacardi quick
pop out to your party but I'm sad asf
I can't find no fucking end I never get enough
~
I cannot fight that
feeling so I sit and zone by myself again
In love with creation
Taking my mind to a different location
Fill up the spots in my chest that lay vacant
It's like a drug cannot refuse to take it
Exhale all the vapor I've been holding in ...
Use it as my Medicine ...
Frequency Irrelevant
Vision going black, back to the past now
Got all of our pictures on the wall
Slowly watch us fall
this winter the end of it all
~
Unknxwn
I've been waiting everyday but you don't call
I don't think I can be saved from the snowfall
I don't feel no love inside of my heart no more
If this only the start than I dont' want to know more
All I really wanna know it where you at babe?
Got my heart trapped stuck inside a damn cage
I don't like that baby don't you damn play
This getting old, Don't hit me up anymore
bullshit again I can't take this
Fucking with me and I hate it
Can't give a fuck no not no more
In the cold I've been stuck I done got so cold
Lost all my trust I can't cope no more
Mind filled with love that I can't show
Anyone what I feel inside
Anyone get what that feel like?
I can't let no one get inside
Of what I like to call my mind
I've been waiting for the day when I fall apart
I've been steady grinding in room no I don't care
working in the silence, I can't help but feel the stare
looking right upon me
smoking palm trees in the air
I don't know where to go, where you at babe?
I can't get their quick I'm stuck up in the traffic
up a couple days making tracks now
turn up the attack think I'm gonna snap wow
thats shit hit, jump in crowds getting lit
like down another bottle of the gold bacardi quick
pop out to your party but I'm sad asf
I can't find no fucking end I never get enough

where you at babe? w/ unknxwn [prod capsctrl]

THIS AIN'T MY FIRST RODEO
.
.
.
now if any dumb fucks wanna talk shit
go on and talk a bit, then suck my dick
cuz im straight fucked as it is no need for klonopin
thanks, depression!
im a cold heart in a bad kid
without a fuck to give
that’s how it is
fuck this earth
if you eat dirt
no need to panic
that’s just my whip

imma end myself before i hit 30
(yeah imma end my fuckin self bitch)
in too deep, my drink too dirty
i got 20 unfinished tracks on me
(imma end myself bitch)
and none of ‘em will ever get released
yo where the goths at?
no really, where the fucking goths at?
cuz they the only real ones
bring the goth back
why everybody so fake?
that’s a setback..
nobody i can relate to
fuck that

i take 
a sip
my hits
they lick
i cut
my wrist
it bleeds
a bit
my bitch
i miss
she want
a kiss
i bite
my lip
and give
her it

full force & a bottle of JDT
dysmorphia when im on MTV
haven’t ate in about three whole weeks
the fuck..
oh shit..

GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY ROOM IM PLAYING MINECRAFT
☆*:.｡.o(≧▽≦)o.｡.:*☆

now if any dumb fucks wanna talk shit
go on and talk a bit, then suck my dick
cuz im straight fucked as it is no need for klonopin
thanks, depression!
im a cold heart in a bad kid
without a fuck to give
that’s how it is
fuck this earth
if you eat dirt
no need to panic
that’s just my whip

KLONOPIN

SPOTIFY

Produced, Mixed, and Mastered by weepings

Lyrics
Drown in my emotion drink that potion just to come down
Flow like Oxytocin, Think I like her keep my guard down
Used to getting used a lot so I'm too scared to lockdown 
Bruises on my upper chest a masochistic fuck, wow
~
I can't fight this off the feelings that you make me feel
I can't fight this off the feeling that this isn't real
Dissociate I'm feeling great, you know the deal
~
Lately I ain't been feeling right
No I cannot sleep at night
I flick that light to feel alright
In my headspace drown, I cannot fight
~
Drown in my emotion drink that potion just to come down
Flow like Oxytocin, Think I like her keep my guard down
Used to getting used a lot so I'm too scared to lockdown 
Bruises on my upper chest a masochistic fuck, wow
~
What in the fuck did you mean 
I got scars from my neck to my jeans
Blowing stars out my pipe I'm a fiend
I got bars I ain't talking no Z's
These flows, Switch up like hoes
Knife in the back, my blood drip on the rose
Yes I am sure that you know how it goes 
Love me one day then the next on the road ...

Oxytocin

Blood Clots (w/ popularreject) [Prod. Shxdy808]

somebody 2 hold pt 2 (skellington)

1 I Could Love U Like I Hate Myself (prod. Kuroime)

https://open.spotify.com/track/0NPrRpo8Z66KgBroH22hE2

produced by @fantom-instrumentals
featuring @seejayxo

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
all i see is dead faces
in my room by myself, i can't take it
call my phone, say you love me but you faked it
i don't care anymore, im too abrasive
and bitch you basic
(x2)

[@seejayxo]
why you act like you aint see thru?
thought i told you that i need you
i was steady bleeding
you were so deceiving
baby, i just wanna know if you believe him

i see faces on my wall
i still be waiting on your call
but i know it wont come thru
know that it wont come thru
why even i gotta love you?

im better pickin up a gun
smoke all up inside my lungs
baby i just gotta tell you
gotta tell you the one
fuck it, i just gotta run

[@lottaheart]
all i see is dead faces
in my room by myself, i can't take it
call my phone, say you love me but you faked it
i don't care anymore, im too abrasive
and bitch you basic
(x3)

dead faces w/ seejayxo [fantom]

LYRICS:
Please don't leave me waiting 
Got thoughts in my head and they never fading
Please don't leave me waiting 
Got thoughts in my head and they never fading  
Okay break it up I want the balance
No way that you think you acting valid
Challenge every time we go through this
All ballads how I tell her let's risk
It please don't leave me waiting 
Got thoughts in my head and they never fading
And our playlist of songs they  just keep replaying 
I wanna make this clear I'm always staying 

Give me every little bit of your emotion 
Know when it comes to love you're loaded 
I don't wanna run I think you know it 
I told the stars and I think they'll show it

Okay break it up I want the balance
No way that you think you acting valid
Challenge every time we go through this
All ballads how I tell her let's risk
It please don't leave me waiting 
Got thoughts in my head and they never fading
And our playlist of songs they  just keep replaying 
I wanna make this clear I'm always staying  

Yeah please just hear me out 
I wanna know the things that you think about 
Please please just hear me out 
Run away then back to me I'll be around  
And if wanna walk under city lights 
So close with your hand just next to mine 
Hit me up I know backways even to your heart 
Wanna start again that way
Give me every little bit of your emotion 
Know when it comes to love you're loaded 
I don't wanna run I think you know it 
I told the stars and I think they'll show it

Okay break it up I want the balance
No way that you think you acting valid
Challenge every time we go through this
All ballads how I tell her let's risk
It please don't leave me waiting 
Got thoughts in my head and they never fading
And our playlist of songs they  just keep replaying 
I wanna make this clear I'm always staying 
Please don't leave me waiting 
Got thoughts in my head and they never fading
Please don't leave me waiting 
Got thoughts in my head and they never fading

leave me waiting (prod. IOF x King Theta)

Discontinued.
[October of 2019- March of 2023]
Members at time of discontinuing 
-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x- 333 -x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-
@xipz_sad - lil XipZ
@lilnkno - Nkno
@olivernichols - Oliver Nichols
@shxdy808 - Shxdy808 
@reject333 - popularreject
@lilrymer - Lil_Rymer
@mxlatonin - mxlatonin
@heylee-manzeron - Heylee Manzeron
@pxnit - pxɳιƚ
@soulfadexo - Soulfade
@bradeyn-bennett - løstcause
@vengfulvalentine - Valentine
@slimyyyyy - XSLIMEX
@dannysadventures - Danny’s Adventures
@heartlessarik - HeartlessArik
@sadboigoyard - GOYARD SAD BOI
@capkyle - Cap.Kyle

Blood Clots (w/ popularreject) [Prod. Shxdy808]

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