LYRICS:

When I look back on my life…


Am I gonna die before the birds on the page fly?

Before I get to tell my kids “This why you should aim high…”

Before I metamorphosize, who wants to die the same guy

Or person that swears up and down one day will change lives?

Gotta show my mom the other side, by my brothers’ side

How we take rain and make waves out of water that’s a puddle size

Dig deep then look up, almost forgot the tunnel size 

Needed for the one’s I’ma pave a way for

The bigger the blessing the longer that you gotta wait for

Get “Kev In A Door, No?!” what else my name for?

If not building with my bare hands what I came for

16 years of 16’s, what!? still I ain’t sore boy!


When I look back on my life…
The hourglass waits for no man or woman
When I look back on my life…
Are you sure?
For sure


Sometimes I wonder what I’m missing, am I smart enough?

One thing I’ll never ask is, if I hit it hard enough

No sex for three months, huh, that was hard enough

Success over sex, I made both heads smarten up

When I first got to LA, by now I’ve hardened up

I’m blunt now, burn’em with the truth, I’m always sparking up 

I can’t look back at my life and say “yooo…”

“How the fuck did I not go for gold?!”


When I look back on my life…
When I look back on my life…
That hourglass waits for no man or woman
When I look back on my life…
Are you sure you still want more?
For sure


Or am I gonna live long enough to feel regret 

Like “How I ain’t put my foot on they fucking necks?!”

“How I ignore my chest for some fucking checks?!”

“How I ain’t go all in on my fucking bets!?”

“How I focus on Credit Karma not karmic debts?!”

“How I choose a job over music to fucking flex!?”

“How I ain’t turn a girl who ain’t believe into a ex?!”

“How I turn a mission with a message to a fucking mess?!”

Uh, When I look back on my life…

None of these things, were ever worth the price 

Yeah, that’s why I rather roll the dice….

And if I don’t hit, having tried will suffice.

Uh, I can’t take no advice 

From somebody who’s a nobody in the book I’m writing

Don’t know what it is, the safe road to me never looked exciting 

When I look back, shit…I better look excited.


When I look back on my life…
When I look back on my life…
That hourglass waits for no man or woman
When I look back on my life…
Are you sure you still want more?
Nigha for sure.


You get one muthafucking life bro - sis…
What you gon’ worry about what THE FUCK everybody else thinks?
When they ain’t even gonna remember you…
We all fucking die, who gives a fuck?
Go after your shit man.

Thank you.

When I Look Back (Prod. by JD x Nile & Scratches by DJ Skaz Digga)

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