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formally known as 'Boy is Princess'

self prod. n mix n everything :-)

ill take any feedback!
should've used a de-esser hindsight 20/20 :(



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her name alfie
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they name it be alfie
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Lyrics -
I been pushed to the edge so many fucking times, I can't think
It's fine, I'm okay, gotta keep up that illusion
You said that it's over, tell me what you mean
I knew I was nothing but a loser
I know that I'm nowhere near perfect
I feel loved, but I don't think deserve it
I might cut these ties, fucking drop off the face of the earth
Nobody gonna miss me anymore
Getting tired, think I'm walking through a cycle
Every day's just another fucking trial
Reconsider (just think)
Do you really (love me)
Is this my reality
Or a product of my memory
I can't ever put an end to the overthinking
Know I'm elastic
Bend and break like plastic
I'm too nice, I get stepped on, why am I like this

Illusions (Forzen)

In my head

;|~ there's still time to grow ~|;

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hi I'm back again,, sorry 4 congestion, am sick :P

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Lyrics:
Last month was a whole damn show,
Who cares? No one needs to know
Where did all the time go?
Garden died, it’s a field of snow

You melt my heart again,  
I think of who I was back then,
Fall back, I’m scared of restarting,
Don’t get attached, I’ll end up departing

I’ve been feeling numb to the pain,
But baby when you hurt me, it’s not the same 
Blow out your smoke on my face,
One spark, now I’m caught in the flames, and it’s
So dumb, how I fall for you,
So blind, can’t tell the truth,
Make me feel some kinda way
I-I-I-I’ve been feeling numb to the pain

One more text, for me to get by
To be alone with you
One more chance to make an alibi
I still feel the bruises

Last one got me messed up,
Ghosted me, now I act up
Doubt myself and I lost trust,
Sorry babe, but you're not enough 
to get me through my withdrawal

And it’s awful, how thoughtful
You get when you think of me,
Then I get shots of dopamine
Extra sips from the bottle

My head spins, blurry vision,
This high puts me on a mission,
Sober me is my enemy
Try to talk to her but that -- never listens
(listens)

Never listens
I’ve been feeling numb to the pain,
But baby when you hurt me, it’s not the same 
Blow out your smoke on my face,
One spark, now I’m caught in the flames, and it’s
(So dumb!) How I fall for you,
So blind, can’t tell the truth,
Make me feel some kinda way
I’ve been feeling numb to the pain

pain! (p. klimlords x sadpra)

@hrtshpdbd @m2monroe
lyrics

Im scared of this art, what it exposes bout my brain
Sure it tears me apart, but i love it all the same
Dont beg for a second ride, im already in another lane
Swerved away when we sparked, im gonna hide away our flame
Im scared of my heart, loving dancing in the rain
Overanalyze my art, waiting for another day
So stuck in this world i built far from society
I dont wanna return someday
Im scared of my art and what it says about me
I end up tearing me apart, reconciling with some grief
Forget how we started, now i wanna be me
Im living in her twisted heart so i can set myself free

Dont let him go
Just let him go
Dont let him go
Plsss let him go

Taking pills everyday
That bring me to reality
Exhausted by the onslaught
From the oligarchy

And i'll sleep in my car
Where i can see the stars
Only going out alone
Cus i cant love the guy i wanna
Streaks, theyre all goners
Friends no longer know ya
Lets sit down and talk
About what happened to my mirror
Was dead from the start
Didnt know how to listen to my heart
So i grew obsessed with it

Im thinking healthier at 21
Swallowing my pride a little better than ive ever done
Dbd, these hooks got me fighting for my life
But i ghost all these faces before i put a name to em

Sit down, discuss
Your friend in the mud
Covered in leaves and sticks
And traces of your blood

Im scared of my heart, loving dancing in the rain
Overanalyze my art, waiting for another day
So stuck in this world i built far from society
I dont wanna return someday
Im scared of my art, what it says about me
I end up tearing me apart, reconciling with some grief
Forget how we started, now i wanna be me
Im living in her twisted heart so i can set myself free

A song about how i Murdered myself and then wrote an album

Till Im Turning Blue

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