prod https://soundcloud.com/amertm
feat https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey
cover @slothboipapi

Lyrics

Haven't left my room in 3 days
This pain its got me
Procrastinating, like

Sloth really crying to sleep
Cuz loneliness peaks
And I'm a fucking loser

Drown in pain
Hate my days
I'm finna break

Locked inside by choice of mine
Disintegrate

Mental state decay by day
I am afraid

Of thoughts of mine they wondering
I'm finna break

I drink daily
To forget the pain
I want love, not trust issues from past mistakes

I feel hazy
I ain't want this day
Stuck in cycles of trauma I can't escape

Watch me and the bottle slip backwards away from here
Watch me and the bottle slip backwards away from here

Watch me and the smoke hang around the ceiling like a wraith of my fears
A wraith of my fears

I'm going on my way
But I'm here in the same place

I be going on my way
But I'm here in the same place

I'm going on my way
But I'm here in the same place

I be going on my way
But I'm here in the same place

Haven't left my room in 3 days
This pain its got me
Procrastinating, like

Sloth really crying to sleep
Cuz loneliness peaks
And I'm a fucking loser

I drink daily (Dark my eyes)
To forget the pain (As I see the light)
I want love, not trust issues from past mistakes

I feel hazy (Name my fate)
I ain't want this day (As I hate my days)
Stuck in cycles of trauma I can't escape

Trapped

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Trapped w/ SEPHA. (Amertume)

https://soundcloud.com/rivilin
https://soundcloud.com/prod5head

Lyrics AMV featured on IDLEGLANCE: youtu.be/DGNFZz0PoHc

Lyrics

I been sitting in the same damn room
For the last 3 days
This gun be my tomb

New year with the same damn booze
And the same bad news
Rip MF DOOM

I create to survive
Don't you fucking talk

Down on me boy
Bitch you ain't know what I've lost

Ex bitch with the notes gun kill herself
Blame it all on me, like its my fault, I cannot help

If I leave you gun die, hold it over me
Chain me up, like a mutt, ima dirty beast

If I leave and you die can I live with these
Thoughts in my head telling me pull it to the beat

Your abusive
You manipulate
All these thoughts in my brain got me in a craze

I'm the object
That you want to stay
Tryna leave but your gripping me to fucking stay

Cus I don't fucking get, don't fucking get it
What did you mean what a minute no fuck it forget it
I deserve better then this, your taking the piss
Another bottle down is this bliss, you think ill be missed, I know I wont

Waking on the edge of fucking suicide
Teetering from left to right you know its fucking do or die
All we got's this music shit man we lie and say were fine
Popping pills just to feel something more then this emptiness inside

How the fuck
Do I stop all these memories
Flooding into me, like a gutter I got rotten leaves

I be seeing every frame in the kitchen sink
Ghosts in my past man I miss my brother Davey G

This some real shit so fuck all you fake bots
I got loved ones in coffins it ain't stop
I got exes that crazy we aint talk
I got problems and they wanna out ya

Ima break it
I can't take it
All these thoughts in my head cuz you crazy

You be gripping me babe
So watch as I take
Off cuz your hate aint got no fuckin weight

SLOTHBOI ain't giving you love
When you only get happy when I be fucked up
I'll see your face in the dust
Cuz I'm moving on from your grip issa bust

Put a knife in my mouth lacerate all round
Until my tongues on the floor, 404 I'm not found
Cus I all I see is your fucking freckles and perfect smile
But every time I look into your eyes you kill me just a little bit inside

So you break the fucking bottle over my head tell my friends I'm better off dead
Yeah I know they're fucking with you more then me
So I cut off everyone stay inside my fucking room
Got the slothboi by my back, don't fuck with you that's a fact

Chains

Chains w/ Rivilin (5head)

written/performed/produced by SEPHA.
mixed/mastered w/ chio
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Social -
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Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA
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Lyrics:

soon as we learnt to use
we were fated to use up
fated to use up
x3

soon as we learnt to create 
we were fated to end 
we were fated to end
we were fated and 
x2

when i felt the beating sun
as we made out
it was more precious 
then all the plans my mind made up
and laid out
as goals and measures
x2

oh
the only enemy is ur mind
only yourself u can destroy
only object u own is ur kind
only u will become ur toy
the only enemy is ur mind
only yourself u can destroy

soon as we learnt to be restless
we learnt to sell it up
sell it all up and
x2

soon as we learnt to create 
we were fated for death
we made hopes that end
we were fated to
it's 
what u create
you behold
what you hold
you imperfectly control
imperfectly can

when i felt the beating sun
as we made out
it was more precious 
then all the plans my mind made up
and laid out
as goals and measures
x2

oh
the only enemy is ur mind
only yourself u can destroy
only object u own is ur kind
only u will become ur toy
the only enemy is ur mind
only yourself u can destroy
only object u own is ur kind
only u will become ur toy

the only enemy is your mind

LYRICS:

Verse 1:

Hey there
Me again
I thought I’d let you know that
I made it
Are you proud
I wish that you were here now
Why the fuck do I try
I can’t sleep why can’t I die
I’m cursed to live here
Wondering what I did
What did I do
Just tell me
Just call me someday
I’m so alone I can’t breath here
The walls are closing in let me
Out this place
I’m begging 
Please just let me out of this place
Let me free
Lose the chains
I don’t know if i will make it

Hook:

Save me from myself
I don’t wanna be here
I don’t miss you
But I can’t get you out of my head 
Save me from myself
I don’t wanna be here
I don’t miss you
But I can’t get you out of my head 

Verse 2:

You found me
And told me 
life would get better if I
Held onto what I loved
Now I lay here with shattered dreams
Same thing new day
When will I feel something new
Same pain all day
Broken heart and fucked up wrist
I don’t miss you
But I can’t help but long for what we had
Why did I waste all this time
Searching for myself and I
Cant take this pain away no
This pain won’t let me go

Hook:

Save me from myself
I don’t wanna be here
I don’t miss you
But I can’t get you out of my head 
Save me from myself
I don’t wanna be here
I don’t miss you
But I can’t get you out of my head

I DON'T MISS YOU

I DON'T MISS YOU [prod. CRCL]

https://soundcloud.com/anticonnbeatz

Lyrics

I dream of days full of laughter
I feel like our time has passed yeah
Too long since your touch has burnt me
I feel the pain we were after

You hate me
I love you
You scream that I'm a damn fool

I'm drinking
You're thinking
How can you fuck with my mood

Girl
What the fuck do you want now
Tell me I'm trash and that all of this my fault

Fuck all my pain when you want something you shout
Sitting here crying like what did I do now

I'm losing my mind
One day at a time
What the fuck am I to do with this life

Leave and you die
Suicide ties
Me with you, cuz of yours threats ima cry

I dream of days full of laughter
I feel like our time has passed yeah
Too long since your touch has burnt me
I feel the pain we were after

You hate me
I love you
You scream that I'm a damn fool

I'm drinking
You're thinking
How can you fuck with my mood

Toxic Lover

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Toxic Lover (Anticøn)

Depths (Prod. ERLAX)

Ecstacy

Remix of wdym? (Prod. Minimum Wade X Solsa)
https://soundcloud.com/lildurt96/wdym?si=9db2e3bf7b7f4dbd9cb4b9ca59cde86f&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

https://soundcloud.com/lildurt96
https://soundcloud.com/minimumwade

It's Okay

It's Okay

It's Okay (WDYM Remix) w/ RAZEGOD x Minimum Wade x Solsa

prod @crcl

No way
Working 40 off a day shifts
No shame
Pushing 80 in my own shit

No fame
Boy it ain’t the motivation
Tell me that I ain’t shit
Induce a revelation

Ima aim
Ferda flame
Ima chase it

Ain’t no shame
For the blame
That it came with

Fuck a party
Ima lurk
Ima paint shit

On a track
Had to dash
If it ain’t this

40 in my hand
With the gang
We deface it

Dirty in the pound
Wearing black
Cuz the paint thick

Dirty in the mound
Not a the frown
When we face it

Dirty in the ground
With a crown
I ain’t basic

Down with a ship
Down with a bitch
Drowning

I found innocence
Round bit sin
Naughty

Divine imminent
Thrive in min
Stories

Divine in the sin
Die with a grin
Sorry

If it ain’t this
Hope you tryna live a bit
Living and existing ain’t the same, don’t you get it twist

Giving and forgiving keep you sane
Outa the abyss

Kindness to each other
Hit the bank, issa dividend

Yuh

Get your funds up
Watchu want son
Show some kindness to your devil
And the angels won’t run

Watchu find until you settle
Be the real tough love
Till the flower showing petals
And full moon sun

Revelations

MUSIC VIDEO

$LOTHBOI - Revelations [Music Video ↓]

Youtube link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ke84PZSt6_c




Shout out to everyone involved my lazy ass took forever
https://soundcloud.com/kamaara
https://soundcloud.com/rottingroots
https://soundcloud.com/jonlemonsucks
https://soundcloud.com/trashgawd
https://soundcloud.com/renob
https://soundcloud.com/endoindigo
https://soundcloud.com/freshtwofresh

DEAD LIKE THE REST FEAT. KAMAARA AND JON LEMON PROD. INDIGOENDO

ILL MENTALYST:
https://soundcloud.com/illmentalyst

prod. Three AM Fuxk

Artwork:
https://www.instagram.com/___artikka/

On My Own (feat. ILL MENTALYST)

hi
HMU for collab in the DM or
3amfuxk@gmail.com

On My Own (feat. ILL MENTALYST)

Three AM Fuxk

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