alone again
i cross the hall with a bottle in my hand
life is not the same since you left 
and I’m alone again
smoking a blunt again 

just tell me why you left 
because I wasn't ready yet
you never said goodbye
you left me drowning in my shit

i see the blood became 
a senseless way to pain
and I feel how my life is leaving
just like you did  
you know I’m insane 
i mean it 
you know
 
i’m not the same 
i'm not sober during the day 
and the nights are longer than back then

and i'm alone again
so I take a knife again 
i cut my wrist again

and I don’t know if it is the alcohol on my blood 
or i just have the worst luck 
(i hear you call my name across the door) 
but it’s too late now

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