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prod me

oooh it'll be hard to let u go but
im tryin to move on and
i know u dont love me so
ill write it in this song
i know that i did like everything wrong
but i tried my best to not see u gone

run n hit the ground i fall so hard
baby tell me why u had to break my heart
know its nothin personal u just played ur part
but i rlly wish that we could just restart
x3

break my heart

thank you all so much for listening <3<3<3

who is he too dumb
to miss out on fun
1, 2, 26, 50, 81
when is it now, where is the yellow grass

now that here here he rest 
all squeeze out
me who left
with my doubt

give a wave from up there to the petals in  the crowd

hey hi how can i take the damage off
this is
heavier than love
eclipse
catcher in the crop
oh well glitter on the gun

until i take the damage off
this is
happier than love
eclipse
catcher in the crop
oh well glitter on the gun

eclipse

Borrowed Voices

The Love I Found in Space

Crumbling

This Is The Song

i love the taste of perfume

Vomit Covered Denim Jeans, by Elijah Kealy.

this album was created in only a few weeks, with each song being made in one day. I set out to record, produce and master each song in less than 24 hours, some only being a 2-3 hour long session. I wanted to make a project that was more creatively fulfilling for me and this definitely did that and helped me to not be as much of a perfectionist and to just have fun.

All tracks were written, recorded, produced, and mixed by Elijah Kealy.
All instruments and vocals by Elijah Kealy.

Standin' Around

Lyrics

I cant get you out of my out of my head
But I got no feelings left 
And I’m filled with eternal dread 
When will I wake up

I can feel you watching stalking 
Tell me are you listening 
I can feel it when I’m with him
Tell me do you feel the same

Now I’m stuck here tryna figure it out 
Can’t remember the last time 
That I cried and let it out 
I hope you get the message 

I want you to change my mind 
Say this happens all the time 
Even though I know it’s a lie 
Say you’ll be different this time 
I want you to change my mind 
Say this happens all the time 
Even though I know it’s a lie 
Say you’ll be different this time 

And now everywhere I go I know
You’ll find a way to come along 
In my head
Don’t you wanna know who’s sleeping in my bed
Ill act like it’s my biggest regret
While I’m yearning in secret
Maybe I’ll tell someone I just met 
Wonder if you feel it yet 
I can’t remember how to smile
My paranoias driving me wild 
Hide under blankets like a child
I’m trying not to make a sound

I want you to change my mind 
Say this happens all the time 
Even though I know it’s a lie 
Say you’ll be different this time 
I want you to change my mind 
Say this happens all the time 
Even though I know it’s a lie 
Say you’ll be different this time 

I want you to change my mind 
Change my mind

change my mind (prod. fantom)

Midnight Floor

на юг

“She Goes” draws you into the pull of the unknown — hypnotic repetition and haunting melodies create a dreamy, emotional atmosphere that lingers long after the last note.

She Goes

Produced by leonxr, SANIKWAVE, MARLOW, HEYARNOLD

/papercut

laying in bed
covered in bruises
tightened up
id show u again
i wear you down
slowly tore apart
i fell down for you
i held on your hand
i promised again
it happens
touch me while im here,
make me wish that there was more
between us
light me up again,
u fill the darkness in my head,
for now
take me with you

take me with you

Verse 1]
Flashlights on my leather jacket, I walk in slow, the room turns static
Every eye just starts to follow, like I’m the sin they wanna borrow
Smiles in gold and lips of danger, strangers whisper, I’m no stranger
Promises I never keep, hearts I steal then leave to weep

I know the game, I wrote the rules
Got girls who treat me like I’m jewels
But when the lights fade out to blue
I got nobody texting, “You?”


---

[Chorus]
I’m that playboy, baby, breaking hearts for fun
Dancing in the fire, but I still feel numb
All these pretty faces, but I can’t find one
Who’ll love the man behind the smoke and rum
Yeah, they want the fame, they want the thrill
But they don’t see the scars that never heal
Oh, I’m the bad boy they all choose
Still crying to my own playboy blues


---

[Verse 2]
Gucci shades hide the truth I’m missing
Perfume ghosts from lips I’m kissing
She says she loves my mystery,
But baby, even I can’t read me

VIP and lonely bottles,
Fake love models, broken mottos
Every night I lose a piece,
Every morning—same old peace

I told her “Don’t get too attached,”
But she still did, and now I crash
Every “good girl” turns to pain,
And I’m the thunder after rain


---

[Chorus]
I’m that playboy, baby, breaking hearts for fun
Dancing in the fire, but I still feel numb
All these pretty faces, but I can’t find one
Who’ll love the man behind the smoke and rum
Yeah, they want the fame, they want the thrill
But they don’t see the scars that never heal
Oh, I’m the bad boy they all choose
Still crying to my own playboy blues


---

[Bridge]
Midnight hits and I’m alone again
My phone lights up, but it’s just pretend
Every “Hey you up?” feels hollow,
I smile today, regret tomorrow

Mirror, mirror, tell me true,
Why do hearts look best when new?
I could have love, but I choose pain,
And lose again, and lose again...


---

[Verse 3]
She said, “You’re cold, but I’ll make you feel,”
Guess I forgot that hearts can heal
But I ran off before she knew,
That I was broken, through and through

Now her name still haunts my room,
In the dark, I hum her tune
Guess the king of hearts still bleeds,
Behind the fame, behind the greed


---

[Final Chorus]
I’m that playboy, baby, breaking hearts for fun
Living fast but coming undone
All these diamonds can’t outshine the sun
When the morning shows what I’ve become
Yeah, they want the thrill, they want the chase
But no one stays to see my face
Oh, I’m the bad boy they all choose
Forever singing my playboy blues


---

[Outro]
Oh, yeah...
All the girls, all the games, all the lies I use...
Still alone with my playboy blues...
Playboy, playboy... just a lonely muse.


This Is The Song

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