xiu xiu - apistat commander

xiu xiu - fast car

prod. me

sample from "scars" by @kurai .

wish i didnt hear what u said
"if u leave me lone im dead"
all of the signs unread
i tried to run but i got too scared

know youll leave me on my own 
and my wrists bleed red
caught me crying in my room
cuz im such a mess
i dont wanna hear what you said
im scared to death

scared 2 deathhh 怖がった

prod by aki

skinny little whore i wanna see u do ur dance
rub all on my dick then grind ur ass all on my pants
i know that u like me when i dress up like a fag
cut ur name into my wrist, now spell it out you stupid slag

shes a fiend for my cock
and i love that bitch a lot
throw that ass back in the club
give her facials with my cum
party sex and drugs, thats my kind of fun

if u got an issue go and say it to my face
too busy on the net omg ur such a lame
i'm countin money up, cause im tryna claim to fame
so get the fuck, get the fuck out my way

skinny little whore i wanna see u do ur dance
rub all on my dick then grind ur ass all on my pants
i know that u like me when i dress up like a fag
cut ur name into my wrist, now spell it out you stupid slag

blocked on myspace what the hell
i dont care ull go and sell
ur body like a stupid toy
told me id be ur scene boy

lalalalalala fucking liar (x2)

ft misalive

and baby oh my god 
you might fuck me up
yeah im such a cunt
she want fuck me nanana
suckin on my cock
meet me in the club
abercrombie on me
omg im such a slut


fuck me baby fuck me till you cant
i might kill kill myself 
and i just wna danceeeee

and baby you cant talk
suckin on my cock
meet in the club 
cuz i dont really give a fuck
oxy on my tongue 
i just wna run
baby youre the one and omg i fucked this up

i wanna see u do ur dance ft misalive

can you just hold me. 
can you just tell me

“i miss you, i miss you” 

why  cannot u just help me

im sorry about the time that we departed.

i miss you, i miss you, i cannot disregard it

i miss you, i miss your beautiful face.

we had something what we had, we cannot replace.

and i miss all those piercings you had.

when i tried to kiss you, it was just a fad!.

you told me your problems, you begged me to stay.

and then i woke, i woke up, you pushed me away.

the night you told me, “that it was all okay”

im fucking hurting. 

Your lips, yeah it caused me all this pain.

(and all this pain),

why cant  you help yourself, i cant  help you.

i tried my best for months, whats the issue.

i hurt myself to get it out my head.

i wish you understood, understood how i really am.
(like babi can you)

talking to him yeah its over, i wish you understood how i felt but its over, 

i miss you, i miss you, i wish you were sober.

i forget when we met, it was somewhat october?

oct 31

mixed & mastered by me

she tell me imma be a star and im okay w that,
foreign car going far ain’t no Lookin back 
I light this spliff, not high as this I cannot function 

I cannot make my way home I need a taxi 
taxi taxi, I need a taxi 
this boof up in my blunt got me high asf so im laughing 

laughing laughing 
I can’t stop laughing 
some of u man just be on the same shit so stop capping 


expensive taste expensive hoes
share my winnings with my bros 
we gon be outside, step out AMG we Wearing chrome 

got a couple haters tho, mac11 we gon blow 
watch us pull up to the spot spraying all these bullet holes, 
i do not care what they think
i do not care what they know
smoke a couple ounces at the drop and then we dip and go
looking up at god they tell me things that I don’t wanna know,
but I had to ask if I make it out of this mess alone 
double up my cup, nice change 
I sip from strophone

all these old contacts on my phone I need a new 1 
i dont like sharing baby girl i need a new blunt

she tell me imma be a star and im okay w that,
foreign car going far ain’t no Lookin back 
I light this spliff, not high as this I cannot function 
I cannot make my way home I need a taxi 
taxi taxi, I need a taxi 
this boof up in my blunt got me high asf so im laughing 

expensive taste expensive hoes
share my winnings with my bros 
we gon be outside, step out AMG we Wearing chrome 

got a couple haters tho, mac11 we gon blow 
watch us pull up to the spot spraying all these bullet holes,

taxi [typhelicia]

lil short 1 
mixed & mastered by me

smoke too much sometimes yea I feel it,
yea im highest in the room my heads up on the ceiling 
always talking low but I know u don’t mean it,
this love we have is strong lets see how long we can keep it 

bad luck dip my head under water 
cleansing my soul, save my ass from the slaughter 
way up guess I really fucking want this 
climb thru the mud climb thru hell no one stopping me,

wake up lock in I think it’s time to damn change 
I said fuck this fuck you it’s my way 
I’m coming home to yellow tape around my place
what the fuck I do this time oh its such a damn shame 

smoke too much sometimes yea I feel it,
yea im highest in the room my heads up on the ceiling 
always talking low but I know u don’t mean it,
this love we have is strong lets see how long we can keep it 

I manifest this shit but imma wait in peace 
all this stress up on my plate it’s overweighing me,
I will make it some day they will all be proud
I wont stop for no rain I wont stop it now,
I cant help but feel a constant paranoia 
The way you keep talking real fuck s me more up in

manifest [fiftyzeros]

mixed & mastered by me

I know I lost a couple times 
all those words that you say just get to me 
I know that one day I will shine 
STEPPIN out the ride 
they try and get to me 
red carpet camera with the light 
this life is feeling right 
my brothers set with me 
penthouse with the view we blasting music 
money strong I don’t wanna lose this 

I saw some shit I cannot lie 
put it all aside and go work on some music,
they think that this is all I got,
I got her, my cats my weed so I wont lose it 
talk to me like im just so stupid 
take drugs but I can’t go abuse it 
I’ll let them down 
I’ll let them down
I’ll let them down
like f I’mjust so f'ing so stupid 

make it right 
cuz my worlds falling down
got no time 
busy grinding gotta get out
I guess it’s life close ones they will leave sometimes 
but sometimes they will stab u in the back like if u not watching them,

I got dreams I got dreams,
I woke up not remembering 1, 
I got problems mentally but I know that I’ll find the sun 
I know that find the one ,
busy smoking on this blunt 
I put like 3.5 in this shit 
slurrin all my words right now

lose it [6astard]

~

Reason, why not fall for tricks?
I can't pretend that I don't enjoy it,
I chew on a lie till it bleeds my mouth,
Fever in my spine
(A fever in my spine)
A silent mouse

Reason, why not fall for tricks?
I can't pretend that I don't enjoy it,
I chew on a lie till it bleeds my..

Sinking my teeth in the shame you feed me, break me down slowly
Every step I take feels wired shut
(Shut)

(Braces)
(Braces)
(Braces)
(Shut)
(Braces)
(Braces)
(Braces)
(Shut the fuck up)

braces / #3ndorphins

3ndorphins

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