LYRICS:- 

Feels like I'm in pain like no one,
Feels like I'm dyin' like no one,
Feels like there's no one who can save me,
Damn,
I hope you not gon' cry,
After knowin' my life story,
Its not a bloody lie,
I had been thought pains,
And these motherfuckin' memories,
Are still inside my brain,
I'm still goin' with it,
Idk when I'm gon' overcome this bullshit.
Maybe I got 6 or 7 beats,
In my mom's phone's memory,
Everynight I tryna record,my borin' life story,
In my mom's phone with the headsets on,
Fuck this borin' life story,
Never got a chance to make a perfect song,
Cuz its hard for me to buy a mic and a laptop without someone's help,
Fuck life,
And everytime when I tryna record,
My parents use to come and destroy the whole fuckin' spot,
Its hard for me to write and record infront of their eyes,
Sometimes they use to caught and beat me up,
Like I got bad vibes,
But I still hadn't gave up,
Cuz I know oneday everythin' gon' be alright,
Soon this borin' and painful life gon' be a happy one,
Hoping my music will save some one,
Who thinks that his dreampath is broken like one.
Feels like I'm in pain like no one,
Feels like I'm dyin' like no one,
Feels like there's no one who can save me,
Yea,I remember last time,
I had dropped two songs whom I deleted,
Cuz,I was about to quit and just believe that,
Dark days are still with me,
Idk when they gon' leave,
Everythin' hurts like a sharp syringe,
Brain damage is legit.
Many times I had told my mom,
I wanna rap,
To be like them.
But she didn't gave a fuck about my dream,
And she just said,"Quit Hip-Hop its a struggling stream,
Study hard and get a job,
Life will be fuckin' easy,
You don't have to shed tears,
You don't have to beg stairs,
Everythin' gon' be in your hands dear."
Tell me,"How everythin' gon' be in my hands?"
Okay,okay,
I believe if I study I will get a job,
It will help me to pay my bills and do a lot,
But there's not gon' be any happiness inside my heart slot,
Even if I get food I will feel like a poor dude,
And this gon' hurt and left me in pieces.
You told me,"Do rap shit after gettin' a job?"
WTF happend to your brain,
Don't you understand,
Time is runnin' out of my hands,
And out of my life cycle,
Then it suddenly starts raining due to the sad season.
Feels like I'm in pain like no one,
Feels like I'm dyin' like no one,
Feels like there's no one who can save me.





Lel Rex - Like No One

@tobias-kastas-655342695: 

Verse 1(Slush)  
                             
Suicide letter 
Let people know i have it better 
And u dont gotta care about me 
Im mentally ill 
And filled with pain
Dont listen to my Brain

Suicide letter all started
In november
Tought i had it all
But i lost it all
What a bad fall
No one to call

Verse 2 (Meep)

A thousand death notes
I wrote just to take ur life away(oh god)
But now realized i was fuckin wrong
U left cuz u wan me to be more strong
Wan say thanks oh its late 
Dont know where're you
But soon gon meet thru fate
I still love u my babe

Suicide Letter w/ Slush

LYRICS:-

Babe im just laughin not smilin
how can i smile and be happy
When ur not around me
All i've to say u goodbye my dear sadly 
You just left me on cryin
Dat day i didnt showed up
Cuz was caughted up by something else
But today im feelin so fuckin lonely 
Come back cuz no one's here to show up as real homie
Do u still remember those day we smoked alot of marijuana babe
Ay babe u poured that henny in my cup 
Then we fucked up in the back of the club 
Now outta of luck babe
Life gettin hard now 
How many times im gon fucked up
I can hold dis weight of my chest no more
Everyday im doing great but still feelin low 
Guess im just laughin not smilin anymore(2x)

Im just laughin not smilin anymore(prod.sk8miles)

[INTRO]

You can see they long gone 
I can see you came far too far

[VERSE]

Switched up
Ah lets go through the word friends ha
Yeah it's like we switched up our lanes
Our friends switched up
It's like we switched up our aims
Our friends switched up
That's how life goes on
Walk through the only solution I knows how to turn on
Yeah i know it's hard
Too hard when you're buddy stops hanging around 
"What can I do for you" just left as an imaginary question,oh no
Yeah that's how we feel lonely doe
Then we tryna step in to the virtual world to call someone homie
But here goes the same your internet friends says
U just a creep they don't want to talk to you anymore 
Even you hate to make new friends
Voices in your head like shame on you man
That's feels your just a dead man around hella guys
Caughted by depression
Now u on drugs praying to die
Your low grades goes down and drown
Parents just yelling giving no instructions how to fight around
Now you hella high in this dark night
Hoping for a bright light
All a sudden you're cell phone's screen turn white 
You grabbed and seen another artist blowed up by rappin'bout how he being mean
Now u started,created your own scene
Pretending you're better then these regular human beings around ya
Became part of habit ya, hard to switch ya
Again the circle repeats 
This time you ignored someone who needs your piece of advice i mean mental peace type shit
Now u realized everything happened was just good for your our own life
Now ya accepted as a gift of Christ 






Gotta lot but still feelin lonely(prod.hills)

[VERSE 1]

Blue skies turning grey
Shadows tumbling down
It's end of the era babe
Oh happy hours
Stucked in the corner of a brown
God said present life is ain't real one,hope so
Cuz when adolescent hitted
We started feeling low
We started feeding demons 
Now we can't let them go
We started killin nipples 
We started stealing prides
We started lying just to stay for one night 
I commit I was one of 'em 
Who adopted these bad sights 
This cruel world gave birth to my bad side
So I'm gonna dig a grave for me
It's better to die early
Before I hurt someone badly 
For one more time(2X)

[VERSE 2]

Yeah, I'm a destructive guy
Should live an idleness life
No grace, no brace, no prada, no gucci on my flesh 
Everyone judges achievement when you wores that
I'm speaking absolutely correct 
Wrap my words so you can taste 'em
In sorrowful moments of your life
yeah nothing gross it's gross cuz you make it worse
Why everyone just want to complain 
Why noone working for their aims
Is anyone left there who hadn't shutted down his or her brain
If you wan come out from gloom just run thinkin you a fast car 
You're not a inferior 
Don't repent to break the barrier 
If somebody afflicts you
Do such a impactful thing
They he slits his own throat 
Shiver his mental peace 
He isn't aware of the hoard you're searchin
I got an instinct I'm making an harmonic impact on who is listening 
So step up in a wax indignant way
It's hard to cope
Just believe in yourself you will get the power I hope
Don't reproach just run through it
Misery will always hang around you 
Illegible life will form the true shape of you
True shape of you

[VERSE 3]

There's so much junk attached to my brain
What I'm trying to do
Everyone sayin has no aim
Ain't no fame
It's a transient ecstasy 
Later you will blame yourself
When I said stop
I became a rogue 
A rogue to everybody in this non solitary house
oh man

It's better to die early(prod.jeid)

(@prod. bloom X Teej)

(Intro)

Heyyo everybody guess its an another asshole track from me u felt dat huh

(verse 1)

I been (yeah)
Fallin everyday(why)
Idk but its true dat ion lie
Okay 

White tee went grey 
Thinkin how will I deny the weight of my chest(do u know how to) 
Then i saw an angel her smile became my heavenly drug 
Now i cant get rid of it , coz im addicted towards it (u know what i mean bitch)
Hopin her smilin pics and videos gon heal me,yeah
Now i just wan fly(high)
I know i cant so i took som percs and got high
I wan get more high(high and high)

(Chorus)

I just wan fly so got high
Puffed and became happy 
Coz felt like 'll never come down(okay)
I wan lost in dis fake world 
Which is better than the real one(world)
Hopin todays sunlight on my skin is last 
Coz my existence gon end and dats best
No no noone gon miss miss me
For even one night in thier fuckin bed
(Damn im goin mad in thier fuckin bed)


(Verse 2)

Uff...im on top of my lungs 
Producin sound like a bass drum 
But dis fkin world is so deaf 
Dat it wont heard at once(at once) 
O fuck im sick of dis
O fuck im sick of dis
Wish i was never born
Wish i was already ded
Wish i was(Wish i was never born)
Wish i was(Wish i was already ded)
Damned my wishlist ohh endless

(Chorus)

I just wan fly so got high
Puffed and became happy coz felt like
I'll never come down(okay)
I wan lost in dis fake world 
Which is better than the real one(world)
Hopin todays sunlight on my skin is last 
Coz my existence gon end and dats best
No no noone gon miss miss me
For even one night in thier fuckin bed
(Damn im goin mad in thier fuckin bed)

 

slipped into reverie [altenative demo](@prod. bloom X Teej)

[CHORUS]

Yeah 
yeah yeah yeah yeah
Oh oh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
The sky above me is ain't right 
It's always dark upon my life
Don't afraid I been telling myself
Both in day and night

[VERSE]

Yeah 
I can't concealed kinda things
Willing to expose everything like how I feel 
I love to sway but no mojo deals
Sometimes I puff 
Hope the weed will heal
Lemme take you back to 2021,dawg deal
I'm like momma I'm home
Barking Faus come and lick my nose
Now he's gone and I'm feeling like ghost
Fuxkin mane Im miss those old days
Loved to cradle him and kiss his face
Now everytime I step in home feels like its my sinking phase
But the moment I step out gawky stuff pull me into the trench of doubt 
Pleading hey cosmos please reconvened not only Faus
Like everything I had fuckin lost
Ion need a shimmer I wan be a beamer 
I know God playin tick tack toe with my life 
Hope oneday I will win and the sky gon be bright 
Cause abstract thinker's stuff always comes out right 

[BRIDGE]

I don't wanna pick a fight,yeah
I don't wanna pick a fight
So it's the end good night,yeah
So it's the end good night

[OUTRO]

Oh oh yeah yeah yeah yeah 
oh yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah 
The sky above me is ain't right 
It's always dark upon my life
Don't afraid I been telling myself
Both in day and night

iT's AlwAaYs DaRK UPoN mY LyF(prod. eeryskies)

[LYRICS]

we came too far 
not at the edge 
but soon gon touch
that i guess
its summertime's 
sa-sa-sadness
lost lot of pre
cious stuffs
at the vintage
crest inward eyes
keeps on memo ri-ri-rize
the past sights wish I was a wizard
would've gon fuckin back in time
to my childhood days 
I fuckin miss 'em a lot 
Now i realise 
Should I glide on a lucid night?
Leads no clue ya gleam or gloom upon my life
Passed period I want my courtesy back
Since I'd left grace stopped knocking my deck
Sick of everthin' everywhere I go
Gotta see all these motherfuckin dumbass hoes
Wan full my sack back with everything I'd ever left
Wan that shawty back
Wan my old homies with nostalgic mind set
Ride at 30 Speed woo
Bicycles Paddle quick doe
Flirting teens touching links
Are you gettin' horny boner babe?
Watchin gravity falls mixed up wid Phinnes and Ferby
Amplifiers chainsmokers hrvy 
Current mean shawty's
Play's damn all night, damn pink barbie 
Ayyo homies lets go and rest in peace
Nowadays all I beg a lil sort of serenity 
Absurdness makin me a zombie

Should I glide on a lucid night?(prod @eeryskies)

[CHORUS]

Yeah I'll do anything to just keep on walking
By your side , by your side , Ow ohhhhh
By your side , by your side , Ow ohhhhh 

I know , you want me death , you want me death
But I won't cause I love ya , oh ya , I love ya

[VERSE]

Ayye
Whatever it takes really doesn't matter to me, my babe
Whatever I've to fix or whatever I've to break
I would do anything cause you my pretty vanillashake
Who loves to bake sweet vanilla cakes
Yeah I love to have it 
Stfu stop saying you don't love me anymore 
If true then why did ya ever gave me mixed signal back in the lobby , hoe

[CHORUS]

I know( you want me dead ,you want me dead)
I know( you want me dead ,you want me dead)
But I won't (I won't)
But I won't (I won't , cause I just love ya)

[OUTRO]

Fuck you , I say fuck you , fuck you , I say fuck you , fuck you

Whatever It Takes (prod.eeryskies)

[INTRO]

shut the fuck up it's my turn to say 
the truth that your bruises never gon' heal 
cause while dashin' thru the tunnel
you said raise the speed
imma hold ya tight , oh my sweet 
but that heart never came out of your mouth
cause we both cashed into the walls(at 90s)

[CHORUS]

yeah i still remember those 
soft lips and those strawberry tits
ice burst , smokepurp 
yeah I will never forget that we'd bumped on those cool shit

[VERSE ]

aye aye yeah we run outta luck babe
voices inma head 
like shut the fuck up dave
black and white scenes of
ripped jeans , blood schemes
wish i'd never hopped
my Kawasaki in that tunnel
oh now imma feelin' like a freakin' fiend, bitch

[CHORUS]

yeah i still remember those 
soft lips and those strawberry tits
ice burst , smokepurp 
yeah I will never forget that we'd bumped on those cool shit

[OUTRO]

ice burst , smokepurp
yeah I will never forget that we'd bumped on those cool shit




soft lips and those strawberry tits (prod @sk8smiles ) [ALTERNATIVE DEMO]

Gotta lot, (meep)
Stfu, we hadn't achieved anything glorious yet, 
Where's xeng? where's the fuck he at?(dave)
Yo, I'm here, I was havin' sex, fucked some bitches and done crack, 
In the hood, it's freakin' cool to smash divas outta dress, (xeng)
What!!! (meep) 
Wtf is wrong with you and you? You guys remember we gotta dream, don't you? (dave)
Yeah kinda, (meep)
Wtf you mean kinda, your comfortness is killing our dreams, stop cryin' for those mean bitches, they don't give a shit about you, 
If you forgot they murdered you, look at that fuckin' screen, (dave)
Hahahaha, (xeng)
Oh, c'mon you please stop laughin', your just an another piece of shit, fuckin' street bitches and smokin' harmful substance, isn't ain't lit!!! (dave)
Yo you better watcha mouth, don't forget i was the one who beated up that guy in freshman year, bruh, 
Talk to me pricely I'm the reason ur sittin' here nicely, (xeng)
Whatever (dave)
Please don't fight, (meep)
Shut up, (both)
Anyways, what's the plan? (xeng)
Nothing, we just gotta, stop ourselves from doin' something wrong, fam, 
Last night I brought up B on a call, that nigga fuckin' inspired me a lot, 
So now we gotta, work on your visions, our thoughts, our greatest weapons,
We gotta break the system's fuckin' systematic system,
We gotta rise up and conquer the old ass lame junction,
Yeah, it's time to unleash our true potential,
we've to devise, we've to break ourselves and repair twice , thrice , maybe endless times 
U guys remember, every night we use to promise ourselves,
Someday we gon' play stadiums with our beloved companions, (dave)
Yeah I do, (meep)
Yeah me too, (xeng)
Okay, sorry for being rude, but always remember addiction will remain as the root of destruction, for for forever
Yeah media is scam 
Our TV's and phones selling us jokes
Hiding the truth, fr u cant judge anybody or anything unless u know the core 
Think about it man, always follow the truth nor the fuckin' culture, don't care about the fuckin' hood. 
thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you
(dave)









xeng cobra - convo' ofmy multiple personalities(prod. @eeryskies)

[VERSE]

true that I fall in love at first sight,
sure was the most gorgeous night of life,
moment I saw you,
felt like your my hype,
hitted you with ayyo hy,
you hitted me back, I was surprised,
we tried to know us then we became us,

[CHORUS]

I'm so sorry that I hurt you the most,
(that I hurt you the most)
never meant to hurt you,
never meant to harass you,
but I lost self control and i did it to you,
i know my apologies will never be accepted,
so here's a goodbye note , to my babe

[OUTRO]

hope you're happy with your bestfriend ,
givin' head and havin' s** then,
now I'm Max Payne , my love died at smash game 

just hunting pussies,
burning down all memories of you,
of you,


just hunting pussies,
burning down all memories of you , miss
of you, miss


here's a goodbye note , to my babe

[VERSE 1]

girl
when ya love me(3X)
wan'you' to've respect 
wan'you' to've sex
whenever i need your body 
you should be waitin' on ya knees for me
hurry up, i got no time 
for being in this lame lobby
well same goes for me 
i ain't touchin' nobody 
cause this boy only loves one girl at a time
so please unleash your mind
but if ya cheatin'
then im not sleepin' with your kind
ain't no cryin' , me no pussy 

[VERSE 2]

listen
you were skinny dippin' 
when i saw you
but fuck your hot body
i fell in love with ya smile
the way you looked in my eyes 
felt like i've been close to you
for a couple of hundred times
what a god blessed luck 
thought never gon' see you again
but I saw you on a bright thursday noon
in a mesmerizin' satin 
i saw you my moon
standin' at the edge of an old wooden wharf
gazing out at the shimmerin' water 
sun's glitterin' rays sparkled on my astoundin' butter
it was easy to envisage ya radiant beauty 
i remember ya silent approbation left me swayed & shuttered 
oh my comprehension lover 

[VERSE 3]

oh fuck it
I say fuck it fuck it fuck it
listen it was a fuckin' pussy verse
lemme show y'all my real urge
frankly i wan' fuck her hard
wan make her scream 
blood strain march
y'all know this boy good
but if she tryna play wid me 
and fuckin' lies 
sure ima gon' pull out my wood
handcuff punishment for her the damn whole night 
if my insanity rises then gon blow her head
off 
with
glock 9

yung oracle

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