the girl in the magazine.

goin thru it lately so i wrote a short song

v: 
i dont like thinking about you
so i try to find something new 
but i, i find it funny 
how the last thing you said was "i'm sorry" 

c: 
i'm waiting for the knob to turn 
for a chance you might return 
and i wait over and over 
cause you told me it was forever 

end: 
im done, i'll get up and leave
i'll leave the key so you won't come back to me

lemon voice memo

i rlly tried, but what can u do yk 

v: 
2am my thoughts call out your name 
"not again" i say now i'm wide awake 
i pretend i never played your game 
you count to ten but it's me that you blame 

c: 
it's hard to see you 
did i play the fool? 
you would never follow the rules
and i can't be there 
so tell me you still care 
i knew you played so unfair 

v: 
half past ten i still want you to stay 
am i insane i hear your laugh on replay 
you defend while i change my aim 
you count to ten but it's me that you blame 

c: 
it's hard to see you 
did i play the fool? 
you would never follow the rules
and i can't be there 
so tell me you still care 
i knew you played so unfair 

b: 
i'd loved you at your worst 
i'd given you my best 
i know there's nothing left 
i can't let myself forget 

c: 
it's hard to see you 
did i play the fool? 
you would never follow the rules 
and i can't be there 
so tell me you still care 
i knew you played so unfair 
and i can't be there 
tell me you still care 
i knew you played so unfair

i wrote this song a little over a year ago when i was reading the song of achilles, i finished the book and i only started to relate to the lyrics about 8 months after i wrote it, here are the lyrics: 

v: 
you'll continue to shine like gold in my memories 
but fade away every time i hear the ocean waves 
every time i feel a slight breeze 
i'm reminded that you should've been here with me 
though i seem to keep on moving on 
i'm always half-hoping that you're not really gone 
and anytime that you seem to respond 
i forget it's just my memories from before you were gone 

pc:
i stand at the shore 
where you and i once stood before 
again you're gone, take me back to the start 
what's worse than you and i being apart? 

c: 
you were my escape 
the perfect place where i could run away 
you feel so far away 
i'm always half-hoping that you'll come back another day

eri

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