when i heard this song 14 years ago.. i was suicidal and wanted to hang myself, but when i heard this song. i became a self-made millionare and have wife and kids now. Thank you 3six0

like im CHosen 🎶🎶🎵🎵🎼🎼🎼🎼

my life is in ruins

https://spirame.bandcamp.com/album/lifewaste-demos-unfinished

Lifewaste (demos/unfinished)

spira me - Hide

https://genius.com/Spira-me-cherished-lyrics

spira me - Cherished prod. with3r

prod me ++ #3six0
project file @ https://payhip.com/b/Xi0MD

lyrics:
when the bands all back together i wanna see them 1 more time
i got problems with attention always reading past the signs
i keep telling myself everythings alright but its a lie
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight

u kept ur friends and stayed the same i wonder what its like
i been holding onto nothing i just wanna feel alive
screaming at myself he wont answer when i cry
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
i know what u want, i know what u 
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

i dont need a reason bitch i been moving reckless
everyday i wake up with a target on my chest
they tell me its just a phase they tell me that ill regret this
i dont need a reason move like i got a deathwish
i look in the mirror i see a stranger
if i lost control of myself would it even change ya
eyes blacked out i got too used to the danger
if i tap out would they just write off my anger

when the bands all back together i wanna see them 1 more time
i got problems with attention always reading past the signs
i keep telling myself everythings alright but its a lie
if u hate urself so much why dont u end it all tonight
fucking up my body cause im never satisfied
im a psychopath when i walk in im carrying a knife
dont get influenced they told me but i never even tried
if u hate urself so much why dont u end ur fucking life

deathwish >c

prod @cruseyyyy + @lynyou

shoutout the oboe for being a fire classical instrument and helping me cook this melody

lyrics:
I guess we fell out of touch
is it crazy that I want you back?
i guess ur not one of us
guess its up to me to make it last
cuz I heard it thru the grapevine
tell me how u want me to act
I don't even know why I try
can you tell me when it all goes back

I been happy since we fell out of love
nowadays I don't who to trust
smoke away the pain I need another blunt
I cant feel my face yea its fucking stuck

and she did me wrong
but I'm staying touch
bitch I'm ten feet back
bitch don't hit my phone
x2

I got problems don't think I could solve them
they be looking up to me they at the bottom
I got what u need bae I could get u prada
I been superstitious guess that is my problem
none of this shit make sense
I gotta repent
the way u moving got me thinkin that u envy me
take some pills n ecstacy 
yea I can feel it when I sleep
I got demons under me

out of touch

prod @lynyou
cover art @trustt

@lynyou
i got 2 racks on my body i got 2 racks for my twin
i cant switch up on nobody thats a mf sin
i feel like im chosen bitch all i do is win
dropped a bag on these jeans then i do that shit again
i just walked right out the bank boy i dont gotta play pretend
i got money coming fast bitch i cant even count to 10
i just walked right out the bank boy i dont gotta play pretend
bitch dont hit me up again boy im not ur fucking friend

@trustt
if i cut you off throw you out and you still complain
this is why i dropped you little bitch  don't taint my name
showing my true colors i hope god decide my fate
breaking through the canvas when i spray em i see paint
i got jewels on my body and especially my waist
that percent of hating i got all of in my bank
all that time you wasting i can tell you got no play
im so done with winning i got nothing left to say 

@deepinparis
if you cant catch all this shit im saying you not listening
how am i supposed to count these racks when i cant count to 10
i just took a break to come back better than ive ever been
ive been going too damn hard i need to ease it up a bit
i got so damn rich remember the day it clicked
you said you think its out of reach i know it never is
maybe you wouldnt sound so bad if you put effort in
when i get up on the mic im leaving an impression bitch

prod me

lyrics:
how much did i miss
had to catch my breath
its not enough
had to put it to the test
my life is bliss
cant handle that
I reminisce 
I'm still stuck inside the past
no it cant be fixed
I hope it lasts
you're what I miss
sometimes it feels like a trap
its hard to quit
I still don't know how to act
I hope it sticks
wanna know whats on ur mind

yea
been too much time I've had it
had to break my habits
you should know this shit get tragic
disappear from ur life like its fucking magic
ha, money spread elastic
some shit u just cant imagine
yea she try to play me I just catch my breath
I cant get like that, this bitch in my fucking head
I've been so upset, tell me when the bullshit ends
its getting tiring, have to play pretend

yea, its not my fault I go mia
u say u forgive me its just not the same
I'm done with this shit I'm not playing games
u said that u love me u don't know my name
I just got my paycheck I just hit the bank
I don't wanna talk to ya squad filled with lames
I don't wanna go outside I still see the rain
tell me if its going down all in vain

reminisce

prod me art by me

lyrics:
feel so malnourished
cuz i cant get you out my mind
things i do for I lost my mind
what'd you do for it?
its a crazy way to end our lives
should've known, there's no surprise

hold me close
let me know
I'm not the same
you know what I want
so please let me know
its hard to go home
its getting old
the story's told

I lost my way
I cant find my face
its hard to misplace
am I going insane?
i cant get you to stay
I cant choose who to save
x2

I've lost my train of thought 
I've lost my brain in an instant
if I tried to talk it out
would you even try to listen?
hold on again
just wait til may
you'll feel again
just one more day

malnourished

prod me n advxrse

the long awaited @deepinparis collab

lyrics:
you wanna see who goes the farthest
i done fucked up my whole life i wont restart it
got your girl in the whip she push the start in
why do the fuck do i end back up where i started?
do it when u want girl i know youre a poser
i said i wanna be different but im a loner
nothing special she wondering why i chose her
 need to get my shit together bitch im older

I got gas inside my lungs I'm never sober
I'm still waiting for the weather to get colder
fucked up one too many fucking times, like is it over
yea just know its not ur fault that's what I told her
why ur squad they always do the most bruh
how the fuck u 25 and wear a choker
yea I'm in her bed but I don't really know her
yea u wake up and ur hating do ur homework
want a feat u cant afford it
sorry I cant answer ur call I'm too busy I'm recording
please do not hit my line if you got no gas I'm in a shortage
my bros ride around the town we run it up like we some tourists
I might follow u on ig just know I wont view ur story
I cant hang with no one new cuz I think they all boring
I don't keep up with ur music cuz that shit it got me snoring
crack the seal we circle round just know that my squad we gon pour it
we got good ass fucking gas u know we get that shit imported

restart

project file https://payhip.com/b/oK2GL

prod @lyn_u @2rel
featuring @cruseyyyy

lyrics
[@me]
ima keep on runnin
yea my bank is filled wit hunnids
new friends ya they keep on frontin
i take drugs becuz i love it
cut that btc off i aint cuffin
i dont rlly do that love shi
ima need another substance 
shoot shi like im andre drummond

yuh
rolling a wood, taking that shi to the face
cloning me boy you is copy n paste
i got a pole n its tucked in my waist
cartier spent a rack on these frames
old friends keep saying i changed
fuck that i just cut off the fakes
whole lotta guap and its coming my way
free my twin out the cell
unlimited money don't tell
she wann a tell me she love me (love me)
i said btc, oh well
i cant kiss and tell
wipe my tears w half a mill
i got lean i crack the seal
shoutout twin we in the field

free lil mikey out the slam
you want a feat thats gon cost you a band
8 figs ya we counting up m's
broke boys tryna get on the trend
posted w twin in the benz
fuckin that btc and she bringin her friends
do what i want, and you do what you can
hitting a lick than im hopping the fence

[@cruseyyyy]
i just made a bag im goin state 2 state
me n trin up on the block we ballin in the paint
i wont do yo verse boy dat shit just a waste
yea im goin mia they all know my fucking face
yea no complaints no i can not relate
ur stuck up in my brain u still act like ur a saint
i try to runaway shoulda know i cant escape
i want a cleaner slate dont know how much more i can take

[@me]
free lil mikey out the slam
you want a feat thats gon cost you a band
8 figs ya we counting up m's
broke boys tryna get on the trend
posted w twin in the benz
fuckin that btc and she bringin her friends
do what i want, and you do what you can
hitting a lick than im hopping the fence x 2

love it ft crusey (lyn_u & 2rel)

Now on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6bqM7kPXrsyBnNRQmqodYI?si=f9941c1c5d93463e

first half prod @erdo + @jaseybounded
second half prod me + serenity

lyrics:
yea i keep it tucked
yea u talkin all that shit
lil bro u doin what?
yea u know i got a temper
boy dont push yo luck
mac11 get to sprayin
jus to teach him sum
im a blind man
keep that cane (K) (caine) and dat stick for fun

glock9 get to pinchin
why they hit me up for fts
i got no interest
fuck what they been sayin bout me
bitch they out my business
i been steady up
bitch lets talk wit my statistics

check, huh, check it
im too fuckin reckless
ha, got designer on my jacket
ha, yea i dont like no fakes round my bread bitch
ion make shit personal
i like to keep it seperate

ha, po po po pour another
ha yea ha po po po pour another
one
ha yea ta ta tab on my tongue
ha yea fu fuck dat function
up

i dont like no extras
boy jus pay attention
i dont like no extras
please jus pay attention x2

yea
i dont care bout brokies
boy what u say dont affect me
i dont got no patience for ts
boy do not test me
im laughin
a&rs be watching all my moves
im attractive
if u were them you'd wanna sign me too
im fuckin active

pack dat blunt
idc if u pass it or catch it
groupies tryna fuck on me
idc they too ratchet
its tragic
take another tab up in the lab
i been crashin
blue bills in the bank
i fuckin walk in and cash in

count it up
i love dat bag
married to the fuckin cash
type shit bitch
i made a rack i dont care
fafafa
u not tuff u play the act
talk dat shit u gettin packed
talk shit u wont leave intact
i know dat

i dont like no extras
i dont like no
yea
i dont like no extras
please just pay attention
margiela on my steppers
please just pay attention
no i dont fw extras
fuck outta my mentions

extras (erdo jasey me serenity)

the cycle repeats
with @1crusafix
prod @lynyou @rhekdens

L:
run ur mouth again bring the blade in
u dont like me say it 2 my face then
catch u in the dark no escaping
heartbeat dropped i know u dont wanna face it
(x2)

tell me more about it
i wanna hear ur story
i would never doubt it
i wanna hear ur voice
wanna hear u shout it
always been my choice
always been about it
(x2)

C:
yea i love my brothers n we going up
n yo bitch she said she love me said i am her crush
u cant catch me with no gun cuz i keep it clutched
put my clothes on then i leave cuz im in a rush
tell that bitch she dont know shit
feed that boy them bullets ima empty out the whole clip
n i love this money swear 2 god i love this motion
im a real mf i wont code switch

L:
run ur mouth again bring the blade in
u dont like me say it 2 my face then
catch u in the dark no escaping
heartbeat dropped i know u dont wanna face it
(x2)

heartBeat +crusafix

feat @1crusafix

prod @cruseyyyy & @1crisis

lyrics : 

@deepinparis :
had to get off of my ass before i do it to em
its all a lot for me to handle but im doing it
i think youre better off without the way im moving in
i need a puff of all this gas i think im losing it
if the time runs low would you call me
ive been smoking on this gas its my hobby
if i wanna get it imma get it probably
you can stay cloning my flow but you not me

@1crusafix :

think its funny that they copy me
everything i do is easy that shi take no energy
yeah im with the team we going up i had so many dreams
had to cut that boy cause he stealing my identity, embarrassing
yuh
knew it from the jump
they like trin you up 
think i give a fuck 
2 blades on that shi tucked 
came up from the mud 
diamonds in my blunt
that boy talking tuff
he gon test his luck

@deepinparis :

we're in the studio and we're making some beat clips
i had no one by my side now they leeching
i can feel myself getting close i can see it
had to look for a second find a reason
i just went and walked up like im creeping
they said that im awful i said that i mean it
you say what you want to im the one who needs it
yeah i brought that mop stick for some cleaning

i wouldnt have it any other way ft crusafix

prod me this beat is from twenty twenty four
@omgisai
https://soundcloud.com/forgentoad/pressure
https://soundcloud.com/distrancee/weekends

@lynyou
u wont ever get it watch the way im steppin
mfs desperate get tf up out my mentions
try to copy me im in a whole nother dimension
i was making money u was busy playing genshin
labels in my dms i didnt even pay attention
lucky that im still here man its such a blessing
take too many risks i got blood up on my linen
sorry that yo bros lost u couldnt prevent it

woke up tired asf im still getting paid
i dont even like u it was just a phase
bitch i burned the book wasnt tryna turn the page
tried to shut me out now u begging me to stay

@omgisai
yeah they begging me to stay
i could never switch up on my bros
i will never change
my pockets full w percs & adderall i cannot be tamed
when i hop on the stage they all know my name
they all know my name
theres some kids that i knew way back yeah they still acting the same
if it's a problem w you
whos it right to blame
i aint never sane we put a bullet to your brain

@lynyou
its not what it seems when u see it 😲😲
i got enough money u can keep it
i dont trust u cant tell u my secrets
u dont wanna be my friend u want my preset

u wont ever get it watch the way im steppin
mfs desperate get tf up out my mentions
try to copy me im in a whole nother dimension
i was making money u was busy playing genshin
labels in my dms i didnt even pay attention
lucky that im still here man its such a blessing
take too many risks i got blood up on my linen
sorry that yo bros lost u couldnt prevent it

dimension +isai

Now this is truly just digicore
😭😭😭😭😹😹😹🐱😸
prod @lynyou
@lynyou @trustt

fakeFriends +trustt [bonus]

prod me

.
 i'm so nauseous in here i feel like kafka's prophet

i've been lost in my ways that's why i'm locked in often

used love the way it was till you told me that i lost it

i keep two inside the cellar cause the monsters speaking nonesense

and you're everything i want cause you're everything i'm not

do you still think about those days when we used to one on one

and i know that he's the one but i miss it when we talked

you stole everything i want, you stole everything i wanted

i see you in everyone

is it everything you wanted

i try to hide but it's still following me

now i'm just lying on the floor

is it the same for you

tryna find a name for you

i see it when i'm next to you

take me out don't let me breathe

you can find me at the same tree

been walking in the dark, but you're still guiding me

(i've been trapped in, i feel like i'm trapped in)

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