vent (ash58)

victor wembyama

I don’t know why I’m awake I think I’ve been good for nothing 
wearing a fake smile I know that they can tell I’ve been bluffing 
engaged in water works I’ve been letting them fall on my cushion 

I’m so used to limbo like a hanged man 
dioxins plaguing me I’m smoking out a banged can
I’m a hikikomori Im a shut in
praying for some changes getting scared when it’s sudden 

terrified of being stagnant 
life paused like an iron on a broken magnet
I’ve been on my own I’ve been left in fragments 
truth scattered up inside all of my encampments

overwhelming feelings wish that I could detach 
miss the set of eyes I hate that I’m attached 
organs on my sleeve I don’t really like the patch 
should I stay or should I go I feel like the clash 

I can’t tell what’s true 
I don’t got a clue 
crave peace it’s overdue 
I lack the follow through 
I lack the passion
hate my shell I’ve been hating my inactions 

I’ve been going up and down I fucking hate it 
no matter side I’m on I’m too complacent 
put my soul out there I need embracement 
I always try but I’m scared of a replacement

complacent ‧₊˚🖇️✩ (mercyyy)

something different
psych
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(Verse 1)
Thas yo bitch, but she tell me stretch her
Demons in my room, tellin’ me to press 'em
Nvm, I’ll just catch 'em
Had to use her for the once
My heart was broken

(Verse 2)
Told KP slide up on 'em
Yeah, he on it, he wan' catch up—better run
Haa—AR on me, I got a gun
TF? Bitch on me, she wanna (f***)—I know

(Hook)
Takin’ swag? You lame asf
Run, run, run
Talkin’ on me? Yeah, you’re done
Cashin’ out, yeah, just for fun

(Bridge)
Nigga talkin', but you smokin’ boof
That ain’t no Runtz
Demons in my room
They tellin’ me to grab the gun

catch up

me, me, me w/Bhoofy @1kpw

yeah we outside
really hate drama
take that fucking bitch outside

and im looking fly
got my dress shirt on
yeah we air on live

i wasn't brought up with money no
im not lying

you call my phone up
then ghosted why

and we stranded in the city
im not buying

yeah i want to know your purpose
where you hiding now

where you hiding now

yeah im lost in the city
lost in your eyes
lost in you

where you hiding now

yeah im lost in the city
lost in your eyes
lost in you

yeah i wished i was fly
i got a lot of hope
got a lot of my time

yeah dont care if im right
this shit gonna pay off
i know when its my night

this my night
this shit gonna pay off
this shit gonna pay off

this my time
this my night

this the city
this my life

this my shit
this my high

this the real
this my vibe

lost in the city

becoming again

becoming again (feat. 3ri.xs)

The End (sped up) *i like this version better*

weirdo

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