Addicted 2 U

[lyrics below]

featuring @mch6 and @5starcrys
prod by me

stream on other platforms:
https://auraabnormal.fanlink.tv/panicemoji

socials:
@auraabnormal

lyrics:

(intro)
Just go
My head is gone
Please just go
Please leave me alone

[Abnormal]
Demons in my head, darkness all around me
Cannot feel my face
Keep on running away from my life
I wanna disappear from this place
I just wanna go
Far away from what I know
You don't know what my head holds
You don't know what I think of
My world is so cold

[Mch6]
The world is so cold
And the things all around me
Going up the stairs
And things float behind me
All I gotta say, all the words falling from my lips
I keep them in my mind
I don't like to talk about it
Falling from my thoughts I find myself in my bed
No me siento bien, necesito amanecer
(I don't feel good, I need sunrise)
Falling from my thoughts I find myself in my bed
No me siento bien, creo que voy a fallecer
(I don't feel good, I think I'm going to pass away)

[Abnormal]
Feels like I'm dying
Pick me up right now
Hold me so that I don't
Ever break apart now
Feels like I'm just dying
Help me get up right now
Hold me so that I don't
Ever break apart

[Mch6]
Falling from my thoughts I find myself in my bed
No me siento bien, necesito amanecer
(I don't feel good, I need sunrise)
Falling from my thoughts I find myself in my bed
No me siento bien, creo que voy a fallecer
(I don't feel good, I think I'm going to pass away)

[Abnormal]
I just wanna go
Far away from what I know
You don't know what my head holds
You don't know what I think of
My world is so cold
My world is so cold

Panic Emoji

Panic Emoji (ft. Mch6 & Ayechris)

[lyrics below]

w/ @marymortem

stream on all platforms:
https://auraabnormal.fanlink.tv/nocturnalhallucinations

lyrics:

[Aura Abnormal]
Where I walk
A presence follows by
Lurking around me
Yet I hear it in my head

[Mary Mortem]
It’s got to be the thought of you creeping inside of my head
I know you're there when I’m not
Forever feeling low

[Aura Abnormal]
Far away from this place
I wish to disappear
From visions of the dead
Peering through a glass window

[Mary Mortem]
I see you're on my ceiling
I wait for what you're feeling
Your teeth are daggers in my neck
Over and over again

Nocturnal Hallucinations

Nocturnal Hallucinations w/ Mary Mortem

LET ME DIE [PROD. FORELESS]

im only back on soundcloud for one song because this song is very old, made it while going thru a very dark time

music video:
https://youtu.be/FSAiZYsI1Tg

stream:
https://auraabnormal.fanlink.tv/realityslippingaway

socials (IG, X TikTok):
@auraabnormal

lyrics:

Razor blades right next to me
I don't wanna be alive
Stuck in a trance everyday from all of these demons trapped inside
I cannot breathe I'm feeling high
Eyes tearing like I'm crying
Blood pressure low, feels like on the brink of death
Paranoid so I look around me when there's really nothing to look at
What the fuck is happening inside my head
I must be dead
I don't feel real at all, feels like a nightmare that never ends
Reality I could never grasp
Only try to gasp
Squirm in silence I get quiet
Inside me is a burning hell
That never stops
Inside of which I rot

Swollen eyes bloodshot
Feel like death
Only agony inside no rest
Cuts on to my skin and flesh
Black scars of self hatred
Soul ripped out of the skin
Stripped of all innocence
Left naked and full of hate
Broken soul, full of bitterness
Scorching flames of putrid rage
Rotting deep inside my brain
I was praying for my death
Now I pray for hell to fall upon us
No remorse for a soul
I hate you all, wish you the worst
I am the wretch, I hold no worth

I know you can hear this
I know you can hear this
I know you watch me
I know you can see me
I know you are here
I know how it feels
I know you can see me
I know
What have you done to me
How do you think I feel
Look at me
Girl I'm in hell

Reality Slipping Away

R̷̢͗͗E̞͐̍A̳͌L̠ͨI̦̾T̢ͧͮY̼̒̿_̘ͬͫS̟̑ͣḺ̈́̿I͕̾ͫP͍ͥ̏P̻̓̍I̞ͨ̇N͚̔ͯG̩̽ͤ_̜̇̎A̪̅̋W̼͛̐A̰̾̎Y̳̓̈́

two uploads this close together??? nice to see u again :)

lyrics: 

baby cant we take this slow
my loves  not physical
ion even like sex I keep my clothes on
when im sick in bed would u clean it up
when im stuck in bed would u keep me UP
when im feeling dead inside the hospital
would u clean my hair would u be the one   
to keep me loving when the partys done


clothes (prod. tiresss)

On The Line

Mastiff

prod. gidanX3

(Lyrics)
Bitch, the fit is Obnoxious
I'm a bastard
When I'm on the stage
Bitch, I scream like I'm Xasthur
Yeah, you know I'm cheffing up these tracks
I'm a master
IDIO be steady making cash
I'm no scammer

Pull up to the function in a blacked-out whip
My brother on the low cause he just picked up a zip
I be creeping graveyards on the daily with my bitch
We just got a brand deal, now we draped in the knit

Twisted metal black, Black Metal out the speakers
Ion like the winter, I prefer il-ħarifa
Had to find myself, had to look a little deeper
On the darkest path, I just had to meet the reaper

Fuck all these lames, I be curving conversations
Ion play no games, I got murderous temptations
Take my pain meds, I can't lie I loved sedation
But bitch, I kicked the habit and destroyed the foundation

I ain't got no time for no snakes or no liars
I'll always preach that shit, 'til it's busting amplifiers
I'm destroying all these functions
Causing riots, starting fires
Then I'm backing out my knife
New age Michael Myers

Bitch, the fit is Obnoxious
I'm a bastard
When I'm on the stage
Bitch, I scream like I'm Xasthur
Yeah, you know I'm cheffing up these tracks
I'm a master
IDIO be steady making cash
I'm no scammer

Bitch, the fit is Obnoxious
I'm a bastard
When I'm on the stage
Bitch, I scream like I'm Xasthur
Yeah, you know I'm cheffing up these tracks
I'm a master
IDIO be steady making cash
I'm no scammer

Obnoxious (Xasthur)

Lyrics:

Bitch I feel sick from the drugs that I took
I can't even fucking cope with the mess that I made 
All I wanna do is pop a bar to escape from this pain

My nose runs like I've got the flu
But it's really just my body tryna regulate
There's blood when I cough from the tears in my stomach 
And blood from the hole in my septum

My family fucking hates me
I can't even blame 'em
I would hate me too 
If I was in their position

Fresh up out the hospital as I write this
Every time I hear a cop car I get paranoid
I know they aint coming for me but you never know
I can't ever trust my family, anyway...


There's blood when I cough from the tears in my stomach 
And blood from the hole in my septum

There's blood when I cough from the tears in my stomach 
And blood from the hole in my septum

SIKC

Ya everyone knows
That I'm on my own 
Everyone knows
That I'm on my own
Everyone knows
Everyone knows
I'm on my own
I'm on my own 

Months last,
Puttin it up, but she pardon my past,
Hide it out, 
I'ma dissolve, walk on my toes,
I'm gonna last,
Bringing this all down,
Fuckas been pull up and dash,
They pull up and dash,

Big spending didn't ask,
Quick solving with the cash, ay 
Where they going, where they at?
Have them hoes in they bag, ay
I'ma dead you with the past, ay
Bundle down, I burn it fast, ay
Burn it fast ay,

I ain't goin chase ya,
I'm gonna break out
Keepin her face up,
I ain't goin chase ya,
Giving my place out, ya,
Giving my place out,ya,

Ya I'm on my own 2x

Gotta lose my ways,
I ain't leaving my fate,
She goin live in my way,
Gotta lose my ways,
Caught up she might cave,

Don't touch that,
Lose myself, you better bust back,
You ain't sitting where the gas at,
Anybody could of guessed that,
Lose myself and get it right back,
Lose myself and get it right back,


Ya everyone knows
That I'm on my own 
Everyone knows
That I'm on my own
Everyone knows
Everyone knows
I'm on my own
I'm on my own

Video

knight

Transcending misery through tormented screams.

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I love you all.

🖤🦇💉

SIKC

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