sorrow i know
although u dont show
pain on ur sleeve
ill never leave u

where the wild things go when im talkin
feelin stuck home alone cully caulkin
wanna link w u baby bluetooth
not a body that u can get used to

i dont wanna pretend
i dont wanna be friends 
we can wait till ur sober
we can try it again

cross the globe
round the world
never let u go
here or there
anywhere
wish u wouldnt go

Bluetooth [prod. Lover]

u dont have to start
i know what ur all gonna say
guess im doin fine
long as i dont see ur face
no use empty flirtin
with death so certain
i dont wanna be ur burden
when im still hurtin

i guess

i would use the word spectacular <3

running out of drugs
need to sober up
feeling so in love
with the shit i get to do
getting over u

long time coming
catching up is overdue 
i been feeling great baby
how the fuck are u
left me out the blue
sick i got the flu
blink and then ur gone
we were stickin like some glue
act like u dont know me 
ur a stranger to me too
acting stupid get a clue
dont know who ur tryna fool

thought this was forever
now ur someone that i knew
make a damn scene 
honey darling i enjoy the view
golden hour hue
funny how u want me lately 
every word is true

Getting Over

in order from oldest to most recent, all prod by me unless indicated

track names in order:

[2020]
1. blinding
2. mess up
3. angel
4. team
5. funny
[2021]
6. lemonade
7. razor
8. blue velvet (prod. OK NO)
9. little things
10. grade a
[2022]
11. live with myself
12. snowflakes
13. over it
14. hand
15. awful
16. gone
17. a way
18. buddy
19. hard for me
20. bite

this feels like posting my diary lmao dont listen too close!!!! motherfucker!!!

Throwaway Unfinished Haven Songs 2020 - 2022

they do these things to spite me
i wonder if they like me
i focus on my breathing
theres poison in the air
i think about u nightly 
i wake up and im crying
a dream about u leaving
my mind is never fair

visit while im dying
and treat me very kindly
dont understand the feeling 
i like that ur still there
done with being broken 
repeat it like a slogan
ur loving stops the bleeding 
not going anywhere

Poison

hollywood honey feeling good 
went to put the bags in the back
but the trunk is in the hood
talk that shit like u should
if there was a chance they would 
take it
cant believe that they made it 
tough luck on the hand u were dealt lets face it
thats the high that theyre chasing
its easy for them its so basic

//

im walkin to the corner store girl
are u coming
i gave it all i had
in exchange i wanted nothing
somehow u gave me less
add some pressure on my chest
ur a mess
and i love it

pretty face  
tiny waist
bad attitude for the weekend
u got me fucking tweakin
leave my brain matter leakin
when i

Hollywood Honey // I Love It

ignoring what they say
driving in the rain
playing with my life
just to live another day
u dont have to stay 
staring at me glazed
ur the one i want baby
i dont wanna play

Driving In The Rain

to tell the truth, if i was you
i'd want me dead
i grow without you
in my head

i cant take it
i cant take it
i cant take it
i cant

they always ask what happened
i say people grow apart
i apologize for lying
and tearing out your heart
now the girl i knew is missing
she's not showing off her art
and i wish that i could help her
but i don't know where to start

Grow Without You

listen when im talking
had a good day 
now im skipping while im walking
im about to say it
youre sick of fucking living 
so youre chugging robotussin
but every time the reapers knocking 
boy youre fucking runnin

go head explain that

see its the way
(its a problem)
every day
(im on the way)
its the way
(im afraid) 
that youre in pain
(im on the way)

count the losses on my fingers
middle
pointer
ring 
thumb 
and the other one

hit the mall and im spending 
like this moneys not an object
keep my mind busy
always working on a project
popping pills getting dizzy
thinking its my time next

its not my time yet

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