I don't think I'll be pursuing music for a while (it's already been a while since)
here's something I think won't ever see the light of day
the raspy brass synth is supposed to sort of a guide for an undetermined vocal

Gods Of Their Own Worlds 2

here's another
motivated by a song of same name by atcq

Hot Sex

End Of Search

throw away attempt at neon-pink joy-ride-towards-the-sunset shades-on laid-back drop-top don't-call-mom aesthetic-mewing type beat

Selfmade

this one is pretty solemn
tbh i am embarrassed by the orchestral attempt
but i am not afraid to be vulnerable anymore

Selfpity

to my past love who thought this was cause for concern about my doubting myself,
i was confounded at the time but now have grown to appreciate your concern, albeit aroused by something totally unrelated, as should have been illustrated by the resolve in the last chord of the 2nd bar.
I was not well at the time, but this was an honest attempt at getting over the self-doubting, enigmatic inner machinations of my mind.
--As should have been delineated by the 2nd bar resolve.

speaking of wellness, i was most unwell at the time of releasing 「corona」

Selfdoubt

i tried to force this one to fit in with the whole "self" theme and name if self-contain but it just could NOT be CONTAINED!!! [spit fire emoji chain]

Who We Are

the tree and the force are strong on this one

STILLYET