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cal scruby - WORST DAY OF MY LIFE (official music video).mp3

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Anxxiety's debut album "Anxxious"
Release date - July 9, 2021

1. H8 U
2. BELIEVE ME (feat. Fresco Trey)
3. BINGE
4. DENIAL
5. RUIN MY LIFE
6. HOLLYWOOD
7. i owe u the world

Also available on major streaming platforms (Spotify, Apple Music, Youtube, etc.)

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BELIEVE ME (feat. Fresco Trey)

ADDICT

SATURN SKIES🪐

Zwall- WIDE AWAKE

Written by - zach t
Produced by - Starbeats, Codii, zach t

- LYRICS -

[Verse 1]
There’s a voice in my head, and it lies to me
Thinking everywhere I go, people eyeing me
Feel like everyone I know is looking down on me
When all I ever wanted was them proud of me…
Been waiting out the weather, but there’s more to come
It’s never really better when the morning comes
It’s hard to hold my head up for the morning sun
I’ll keep it all together if that’s what you want
Cause that’s what you want and I’m sick of it
Hear this voice in my head I’m a hypocrite
But you can’t understand what this feeling is
Supposed to be a man, why am I feeling this?
It’s hard to get help when it’s in my brain-
Is it better feeling nothing or to feel the pain?
Every day I wake up and just pray for change
And I see my old friends, but it ain’t the same…

Said “life is a blessing” yet it’s killing me
Not a thing in the day that feels real to me
Hope the words that I write bring clarity
Cause I can barely breathe, or even rap this verse
So just bury me, and then crash the hearse
I can’t bear to see this life getting worse
I can’t seem to think of what I learned in church
I can’t seem to be the person you deserve
I swear this hurts I feel it in my bones
And I wear this curse, I’m better off alone
I can’t find the words I’m picking up my phone
It’s like I tried to search, but now my hope is gone
The devil got a grip, now he’s holding me
I down another swig, what is wrong with me?
But I always push away the ones close to me
Now I hate this person that I’ve grown to be…

[Interlude]
It’s in my head (in my head), I need you (I need you)
It’s in my head (in my head), I need you (I need you)

[Verse 2]
A new day, another night, here I go again
Hear the same old voice in my head again
If I had the choice, would I make amends?
I go back and forth, and try to play pretend
But there’s so much more to me, it’s who I’m born to be
These songs not a chore to me
I could keep going on start recording me
Start telling my story for the world to see
I’ll take the pain, and use it as a weapon
I’ll point and aim, and shoot in your direction
I had to change, to look at my reflection
If I stayed the same, then I’d still be stressing…
Spilling all the things that I feel on my notepad
Not gonna dwell on the things that I don’t have
Need something real, my thoughts they get so bad
You don’t really care how I been, so just don’t ask…

There’s a voice in my head, and it lies to me
Thinking everywhere I go, people eyeing me
Feel like everyone I know is looking down on me
When all I ever wanted was them proud of me
Been waiting out the weather, but there’s more to come
It’s never really better when the morning comes
It’s hard to hold my head up for the morning sun
I’ll keep it all together if that’s what you want
Cause that’s what you want and I’m sick of it
Hear this voice in my head I’m a hypocrite
But you can’t understand what this feeling is
Supposed to be a man, why am I feeling this?
It’s hard to fix something that you can’t explain
Is it better feeling nothing or to feel the pain?
Every day I wake up and just pray for change
And I see my old friends, but it ain’t the same…

[Interlude]
It’s in my head (in my head), I need you (I need you)
It’s in my head (in my head), I need you (I need you)

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