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lyrics:
I said I was far from where I wanted
I went and held restart
But it wasn’t what I thought it’d be
I never stopped running, cause I
Knew you would never come back to me

Now I’ve been awake for two weeks
Running, tripping and falling
Cause I miss the days
Where I didn’t feel the fear in them
When I wasn’t mirroring
So caught up, tripped over
I can’t believe I didn’t see it yet
Didn’t see it yet
Even when sunsets had lined all our days
We never stopped, cause we’d find a way
We never halted, we faltered the waves
Take me back to when I didn’t see it yet
When I, I, didn’t see it yet

When I get fast, the world gets slow
I didn’t see it yet, no
I didn’t see it yet
And when I get slow, the world gets fast
I didn’t see it
I didn’t see it
Mmmmm

//•//

i didn't see it yet

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lyrics:
Two, two, three, four

Slipped out of focus
Weight of the stars
One thousand locusts
No, we aren’t getting far
Tried to reach, I really did
Dreaming of the water’s edge
Where I lie
A fear of flight, and a leap of faith
The winding roads, and the summer rain
I fell in love
Sky came crashing down
Hell from above
But impassive now
Moved on, somehow

So this is how it feels
To be somewhere you love
Unsure of where you’re going
Yet you know enough
Oh I’d do anything, please don’t go
Hardly anywhere, feels like home
So celebrate it, the life I’ve left behind
From the moment you walked in
I made up my mind
I’ve come too far, don’t let me down
Six thousand miles, I lost what I found

You were the muses in my head (In my head)
Still, I find some things better left unsaid (Left unread)
Tried to let it go
Yet I fall right down against
I lied and said I won’t
But I felt my knees give in
Laying down by the lakeside, I
Tried to stall but it ain’t worth my time
And I was in heaven then
My dream was irreverent, no
Somewhere so familiar
I stand, and stare
Like “how’d I get here again?”

So this is how it feels
To be somewhere you love
Unsure of where you’re going
Yet you know enough
Oh I’d do anything, please don’t go
Hardly anywhere, feels like home

So celebrate it, the life I’ve left behind
From the moment I walked in
I made up my mind
I’ve come too far, don’t let me down
Six thousand miles, I lost what I found

Yeah, that sounds about right
Yeah, sure
Whew

Hazy views of peaks
I rocked myself to sleep
Swing-set dreams
And it’s all that I really need
It’s all that I really need from you
I been up for too long
Tried to find where I went wrong

Empty parking lots
Nose bleeds from vertigo
Visions idolized
Hurricane, over the coast
Soil swallow me whole, I don’t wanna go home
Garden on the wall, don’t take me away from you
I’ll be back someday
I don’t wanna fade out
I fold under the weight now
There's something in the way now, oh no
I’ll be back someday

Tried to shout, but I can’t talk
Higher cliffs, farther drop
“It’s hard, isn’t it? Letting go, I mean. Whatever.”

You told me “it won’t be forever”
Yet I’ve been wasting forever away
Told me this “wasn’t a goodbye”
And “I’ll see you another day”
Those were the last words you said to me
And they’re words I wish you didn’t say
Though time heals all eventually,
It’s time I’d rather waste
Waiting for you

//•//

garden on the wall

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lyrics:

Hello, please leave a message after the tone

It’s almost a past life, outlined in gold
Goodbye for the last time, swallow me whole
Wide-eyed, bawling, bursting at the seams
Naive, raised by confidantes and a dream
Dressed all in white with a crown of roses
Thorns hold your eyes, too ingrained to close them
World’s bigger than us now, dear
Arms wrapped around me
The hills swallow the trust out here
Closed off surroundings
Hazel tears line your eyes
Fixed on the skyline

Flying down the road
Chasing dreams we left alone
Or are we still running
Scared of things we’ve always known
There’s something about it
You said you’d call but I doubt it
Should’ve known how it sounded
When you left me all alone

Ever since I left that town
I see your face in the mirror
If every single second counts
Then why am I here?
Does it all disappear?
Am I wasting my life?
Am I all out of time?
Yeah, pick it apart
If you want it perfect take a look at my art
Few days off and I’m backed up
No I don’t take breaks, I don’t act up
No, but I need the rest
I won’t play a fool
Cause I see the best
In you more than you do

Flying down the road
Chasing dreams we left alone
Or are we still running
Scared of things we’ve always known?
There’s something about it
You said you’d call but I doubt it
I should’ve known how it sounded
When you left me all alone
Crying through your phone
Telling me you won't let go
If this is all that you wanted
Why am I still on my own?
Know you love to waste time
Nothing you can say to save mine
Cause now when I call
All I hear is your dial tone

Tell me, do you really care?
I swear that we went nowhere
Or have we been heading down?
Time warps and film burns
Shutter speeds and light curves
Nothing else, ever learned in the end
But I was there for you
When winter ends I’ll be right there holding you
Longing for summer blue
Dreaming isn’t something new
When the snow fades out I’ll be reaching too
I believed in you
I heard you screaming through your phone
Your phone

I tried just a little bit longer
A nosedive isn’t making me stronger
And I know that silence isn’t what we wanted
But I skipped town, ever since I’ve been running

They said I’ll know in time
That I’ll grow into my own
Treat it like it’s do or die
And I’ll do it all alone
You got me wrapped around your fingertip
I’m here for nothing, if I’m not another ego trip
Cause that’s why you had me around
Put that on God, on my crown
Put that on life, on my sound
I know you’re cutting ties
But you’re all that feels like home
Got me fiending for a life
Something greater than my own

So I became what you saw in me
It’s a damn shame that you aren’t with me
Looking for blame shouldn’t start with me
When I left you there I lost it
Left behind my sense of conscious
Should’ve left you all alone
Cause I’m tired of all the talking

Yeah, I tried just a little bit longer
A nosedive isn’t making me stronger
And I know that silence isn’t what we wanted
But I skipped town, ever since I’ve been running

//•//

there are so many people to thank for this song’s completion. Lucy, Ellie, Pat, Noah, Aero, Amita, Emma, Paige, Niztopia, Jackson, my parents, the list goes on and on. most importantly though, i need to thank Jimena for the constant motivation. this song wouldn’t have seen the light of day without you. thank you for lending a hand (and your vocals lol) to me <3

dial tone

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lyrics:
The sunlight through the curtains
The shadows dance on the wall
She said "Boy are you certain?"
I said “It's nothing at all”
I know that the days don't last
And when hindsight's past
We don't know it all, no
We don't know it all
We don't know at all

So tell me how do you feel now that you're older overnight
(Older, ol- ol- older, older)
Cause it doesn't feel real now that you're not on my shoulder, by my side
(Shoulder, sho- sho- shoulder, shoulder)
And don't say you're leaving here when it's over
Cause I stared at you as I walked out the door
And you looked at me like I'd be back before
You'd gone

But I'm such a know it all
Always gotta have the answers
I don't wanna know at all

There's nothing held against you
I just don't know what I want to do
You said you'd be here for me
But I don't know what you want
Even though I’m such a know it all, oh
I don't pretend to know it all

She said "Are you alright?"
I said "Give me a minute, I'll be fine"
Let me get back to you
Is this just an act to you?
Something don't feel right
You said 'swear' too many times
And I just don't know
Still don't want to believe you
But I could swear you're see-through
And I can't let go
I can't let go
Ooh, I can't let it go

And sometimes I wish I didn’t know
How you feel about it
Sometimes I wish I’d known
How to deal without it
But I guess that I should’ve known

That I’m such a know it all
Always gotta have the answers
I don’t wanna know at all

//•//

Know It All

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lyrics: 
Do you know how 
How to give it a rest 
Something tells me you want next 
Trust me I want the best
 For you 
But I get it now
 I'll simmer down 
If you know how

Don't tell me you're fine 
You want it outlined
 Cause you're needing out

Tell me how do you feel 
Now that you got what you wanted
 Are you head over heels 
Or do you feel like you're running 
Cause I don't really mind
 If you wanted out of that place
 I can't in good faith say that you'd be wrong
 If you don't wanna try
 I promise I won't lie to your face
 If you need me I'll be already gone

And even though I'm gone
 I hope you know I meant well 
I heard you're lying in bed now 
Something tells me you don't wanna know what you'd feel like
 If you had taken my advice 
And thought this out 
You're struggling now 
You stopped working all the way 
You should've watched the daylight 
Now it's gone and tucked away
 If only you had made time
 To say you're running late

I know it seems slight

Tell me how do you feel 
Now that you got what you wanted
 Are you head over heels 
Or do you feel like you're running 
Cause I don't really mind
 If you wanted out of that place
 I can't in good faith say that you'd be wrong
 If you don't wanna try
 I promise I won't lie to your face
 If you need me I'll be already gone
Gone, gone, I'll be gone

//•//

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