My first ever mixtape!! hope you people enjoy.

Clouds

Lost Prophet (Prod. JOHNNASCUS & Killing Spree)

su for alt boy cock w/ styx river (prod. wxrryx)

PROD: JohnnyTaxEvasion (@johnny-tax-evasion)
MIX: Nyhtmare (@666mare)
ART: PUPPYBREATH

STRETCHING BUT I'M ROOTBOUND
ROTTING FROM THE WATERING
CARVING OUT MY FORM OF CLAY THEN SAY YOU ARE THE PARAGON
BLAMELESS WITH NO ANTECEDENT 
DISPEL ALL THOSE LABELED REJECTS
ARBITRATION ENDS WHEN ALL THE RUMORS OF ABUSE ARE VANQUISHED

STRIPPING OFF MY BICEPS
SO I CANNOT FEED MYSELF
CRAWLING ON MY HANDS AND KNEES
TO TRACK THE DARKNESS THAT IT BRINGS
RAISING UP A SPITEFUL ARMY JUST TO CRUSH MY FRAGILE BREATHING
SO YOU COULD THEN FEEL LESS GUILTY WHEN YOU'RE FACED WITH YOUR OWN ACTIONS

KEEP COMPACT
COMPRESSING ALL THE CARE YOU LACK
I'M FREEZING ON THE DECK
WHEN YOU CAN'T SEE BEYOND THE MASK I PUT UP TO DISTRACT
THE EFFORT IS NOT PRESENT
AND THE WIND BLOWS OUT THE GARBAGE
TO REVEAL WHAT WASN'T BOLTED
TO THE FRAME OF MY ENVIRONMENT

SINKING IN THE SEDIMENT
BLARING SIRENS TO COMPOSE THE CASE AGAINST MY OWN EXISTENCE
SUFFERING IS ONLY KISMET
FOR THE LIFE I CHOSE TO LEAD
ONE WITH MEAT BEYOND THE COVER
BURGEONING WITH EYES AND KIDNEYS
MEANT TO FILTER ALL THE VISIONS

SUCK NUTRITION FROM MY BRAIN STEM
YOU WILL ONLY DROP FROM POISON
SHAKE LIKE BABIES, PUKE THE FIBERS
THAT I USE TO STITCH TOGETHER
WHAT WAS LEFT WHEN I SURRENDERED
PASSED THE TEST BUT I STILL FALTERED
WHILE YOU'RE KEEPING YOUR COMPOSURE
HOW CAN YOU KEEP YOUR COMPOSURE?

WHEN YOU PULLED THE RUG FROM UNDER
STRIPS OF RED HAVE MARKED MY ELBOWS
LISTLESS MOTIONS TO PROVE VALUE
WHILE YOU'RE LACKING ALL FORBEARANCE
SCREECHING LIKE A RED HOT KETTLE
FILLED WITH BLACKENED TAR-LIKE SUBSTANCE
CRUSTING ON THE COILS
POURING YOU A CUP OF BILE
SO YOU CHOKE IT DOWN AND CATCH THE IMAGE OF WHAT I'M CONTAINING

IT'S SALACIOUS HOW YOU FOCUS ON MY BODY PARTS YOU NOTICE
IF IT DOESN'T FIT YOUR CODING
MY NATURE'S SEEN AS CONTORTION 
CUZ YOU COULDN'T SEE THE PROCESS THAT BROUGHT ME DISCOVERY

EUREKA, EUREKA!
THERE'S ANOTHER PATH FOR VIBRANCY
TO FORM MYSELF AND SCRAP THE MASK
THAT NOBODY COULD DO FOR ME
ABIDING BY YOUR STAGNANT EXPECTATIONS ONLY BROUGHT ME EVER CLOSER TO WHAT CUTS MY FEET BEFORE IT PULLS ME UNDER

I WAS BEATING ON THE DOOR AND HOPING YOU WOULD GRANT ME ACCESS
BUT NOW I KNOW THE ECHO ONLY MADE THE TASK SEEM LARGER
WHEN I COULDN'T FEEL MY FINGERS, LEAVING BLOOD UPON THE ALTAR
YOU WOULD LAP IT UP AND TAKE THE FORM OF WHAT YOU THOUGHT COULD ALTER
WHAT GAVE AIR IN MY LUNGS, TAKEN BY THE ONE WHO MADE THEM
IN YOUR GUT, TIED TO A MONSTER
BUT I CAN'T ABSORB COMPASSION
IT'S THE ACTIONS THAT YOU LACK THAT OVERCOME THE WORDS YOU BACK
YOU'RE HOLDING PROGRESS AT THE NECK IF IT REFUSES TO COMPLY

CLIPPING AT THE STEM AND PRAY THE BRANCHES CHOOSE TO MULTIPLY
THE LIFE THAT'S SET BEFORE ME DOESN'T HOLD SPACE FOR ERASURE
CAN'T CONTAIN HER
YOUR DISPLAY OF HOW YOU VIEW ME ONLY ROLLS OFF OF MY FEATHERS
HEADLESS MARTYR FORMING BLISTERS
THAT WILL BURST WHEN I COME CLOSER
MAGNETIZING LIKE I'M COBALT
THROWN INSIDE YOUR HOME COMPUTER

GROWLING AT THE SHADOWS IN THE ATTIC
I NEVER KNEW DIFFERENT
IT'S CEMENTED TO MY SKULL
MY SCALENES FAILING TO LIFT UP
MY NERVOUS SYSTEM HAS GROWN NUMB TO WHAT I MAY ENCOUNTER
BENEFIT OR SINISTER
THE WORLD IS DARK AND I'M A GUEST
I SORT THE PEBBLES FROM THE PILLS
TO NOT ACKNOWLEDGE I'M A SPECK

SHADOWS IN THE ATTIC (prod. JohnnyTaxEvasion)

Lyrics:
So just take me home cause I don't like it 
 but after every wrong turn there's excitement
And every time that you look at me, I know that I can't help it

I'm spendin every second of this minute dyin I swear that I'm not 
 lyin but I'm too scared to try it 

So just take me home cause I don't like it 
 but after every wrong turn there's excitement
So just take me home cause I don't like it 
 but after every wrong turn there's excitement

It's too late just leave it you know what you are
 I said you broke my heart but since then yeah I've been happy 
 Sometimes I think about the time we spent, but that's all past me
I thought everything was over but now you're coming back again
 Now you're telling me you wanna talk but I don't know 

I've felt this times before but never thought it would stay 
 I never thought It would stay... stay

So just take me home cause I don't like it 
 but after every wrong turn there's excitement

So just take me home cause I don't like it 
 but after every wrong turn there's excitement
So just take me home cause I don't like it 
 but after every wrong turn there's excitement
So just take me home cause I don't like it 
 but after every wrong turn there's excitement. 


                       thx for listening <3

Clouded by Bliss

Produced by MoonLuvsLuna 

LYRICS
————

47 Visions: 

I’m so numb to everything 
Except the pain 
Nowadays I’m only trying 
To escape my fate
I’ve made mistakes
And never learned 
Pray to the sky 
To leave this earth 
I’m cursed 
They say it could be worse 
I’ve had enough I wanna burn 
I wanna bleed 
Just turn me to a peaceful corpse 
This life’s a prison 
I’ve been living 
In a lie with no remorse 

Pain inside my brain and heart
I’ve got this lump up in my chest 
Been slowly running out of breath 
I’m counting down the moments to my death 
When I depart 

MoonLuvsLuna:

And I can feel it in my heart
No place is safer than the dark 

47 Visions: 

No place is safer than the dark
No place is safer than the dark

IM SO NUMB TO EVERYTHING 
EXCEPT THE PAIN
NOWADAYS IM ONLY TRYING 
TO ESCAPE MY FATE
IVE MADE MISTAKES AND NEVER LEARNED 
PRAY TO THE SKY TO LEAVE THIS EARTH
IM CURSED
THEY SAY IT COULD BE WORSW
IVE HAD ENOUGH 
I WANNA BURN I WANNA BLEED

I wanna burn 
I wanna bleed and fade out

h e a r t w/ MoonLuvsLuna

LYRICS
————

47 Visions:

And I can see that everything’s falling apart
I can’t speak, don’t even know where to start 
Thought that everything would change
But I was so fucking wrong so I ran away 

Everything gets better it just takes some time 
I don’t wanna tell you how to ease your mind 
Wasting away inside your bedroom ain’t okay 
I know its hard living you wanna break away 
Come take my hand and baby we can go escape 

Number4luv:

Baby i don’t wanna fucking play no more 
All you do is fucking argue please shut the door 
All you do is fucking bitch please leave me alone 
Don’t wanna be here just wanna be home 
I don’t motherfucking waste time 
Don’t know if i should be fucking dead or alive 
Gonna see the fucking vision 
Gonna see the fucking light

47 Visions: 

And I can see that everything’s falling apart
I can’t speak, don’t even know where to start 
Thought that everything would change
But I was so fucking wrong so I ran away 
I can see that everything’s falling apart 
Everything’s falling apart 
Everything’s falling apart 
Everything’s falling apart

falling apart w/Number4Luv

LYRICS
————

I don’t know what the fuck I expected 
The thought of you leaves me breathless
Now I’m jus stuck second guessing 
Why I wasn’t enough 

Time passes by and people change 
I can’t believe that we’re estranged
Thought that our love would still remain 
I guess I’m just fuckin stupid 

And I’ve 
Got a bad habit of fucking up 
I miss your love it was some kind of drug 

Everydays the same 
Nothings gonna change
I don’t wanna go on anymore 
I’m always suffering 
No one seems to fucking care at all 
Even when they see my pain 
Crying with my head against the window pane
Hoping that one day I’ll feel okay again 
But im so far gone there’s no way to heal 
I wish you weren’t on my mind so I could find a love that’s real

I don’t know what the fuck I expected 
The thought of you leaves me breathless
Now I’m jus stuck second guessing 
Why I wasn’t enough

s k o d ( some kind of drug)

LETHAL (PROD. VYLE)

STATIC

タイキック

アザだらけのケツ
馬乗りで殴られる
今日も家に帰るよ
ただいま、おかえり、タイキック

友達にも秘密
俺誰にも言わず
喋ると涙出る
今、気にせず歌う

恐怖でできたボツボツ
痒いからかじりとる
親友にも秘密
きっとこれが普通

アザだらけのケツ
馬乗りで殴られる
今日も家に帰るよ
ただいま、おかえり、タイキック

夜中に右手に包丁
首元？それとも心臓？
だけど殺せなかった
殺意を殺すよ今日も

アザだらけのケツ
馬乗りで殴られる
今日も家に帰るよ
ただいま、おかえり、タイキック

falling apart w/Number4Luv

47Visions

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