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i dont know why im hiding im just so ashamed thinking bout what happened yesterday i know why youre leaving you were so afraid lost your only reason yesterday yesterday kill it away yesterday kill it away what's the point in asking cuz i already know i cant make you stay after all all the air we're breathing is poison to our heads so dream the night away, ill forget yesterday kill it all away yesterday kill it all away

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Yesterday

its like im disconnected
dont know where it began
im losing battles
i told myself i dont have to win
i tried to get out of bed
and i started panicking
looked at your face
and i froze up just like a mannequin

im stuck
and in the wrong
im fading away
im getting closer to gone
we both made mistakes
but we're still carrying on
ill wait till i break
im good at staying strong

feels like im falling again
its something i want to escape
if im being honest again
idk if ill be okay
and i made a promise to them
that everything would be okay
it feels like im watching it end
or waiting for something to change

i cant put this feeling into words

everyone lies
the mirror does too
evceryone dies
it couldnt be true
cause we're both alive
and dont have a clue
about our own lives
its funny to you

but im terrified
im panicking and falling to pieces
you told me you're scared to die
i told you that its my biggest weakness
its nothing i care to hide
cause everyone knows that its easy
to not be hated by
everybody worth all your sweetness

she was her and i was me

unreal [prod. acey]

elliot smith cover but i changed the lyrics

Haven't laughed this hard in a long time 
I better stop now before I start crying 
Keep you up talking till the sun rise 
Stayed up all week both feel like we’re dying 
Your a sight to see 
Your good to me 
But I'm already somebody's baby
Your a pretty thing 
And you know everything
But your already somebody's baby
You don't deserve to be lonely 
But those drugs you got won't make you feel better 
Pretty soon you'll find it's the only 
Little part of your life you're keeping together
Soon you’ll have to leave 
Till then we could make believe 
But I’m already somebody's baby 
And I could make you smile 
If you stayed a while 
But your already somebody’s baby 
Because your candle burns too bright 
The feeling your chasing won’t last forever 
And you gotta leave London tonight 
So this might b our last time together 
Just know your wonderful 
No1 is as beautiful 
But your already somebody's baby 
And if I went with you 
I'd disappoint you too 
Well, I'm already somebody's baby 
Already somebody's baby

somebody's baby

You Be The Anchor That Keeps My Feet On The Ground, I'll Be The Wings That Keep Your Heart In...

smking to dth - CBMC

luv is heavenly

she’s checking her eyes
for signs of perfection
body of christ
ribs poke through the neglection
needed a sign of life’s lagging purpose
found it in beauty
unattainably perfect

clean off the blood
pour out some water
healing the wounds
on the stomachs of daughters
flesh falls off bone
chew on the carcass
rise from the ashes of the skinny and flawless

can’t fix what's fine
gently she’s trying
the corset of life chokes her breath
feels like dying
pressure inside
become close to nothing
grow back to full
temporarily something

clean off the blood
pour out some water
healing the wounds
on the stomachs of daughters
flesh falls off bone
chew on the carcass
rise from the ashes of the skinny and flawless

bella disorder
bella disorder
bella disorder
bella disorder

bella disorder

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box breathing - pizza fridays

Cold Wet Lawns

rainfield - untitled song

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Thanks

lamprima aurata

you don't fit the mold

west coast, best coast

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blindfolded

bubble bath blues

a letter to fren

yourself - U

sitting in the dark with you
waiting for the black figure to
walk down the traintracks
he would either kiss us or kill us
both
i was quiet until you
grabbed my hand and 
pulled it to you
i don't know if i belong here
or anywhere at all

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