I wanted you to know I love you but you know that 495

Sum shit from the heart, XIII to the grave luv yall. 

[Verse 1: Lil Blue August]
My heart is calling but my head don't wanna follow
Stop talkin down to me I'm not the one to try hoe
Better watch yo back
Pulling up all black with tints and tahoes
The fuck was I talking about?
Tension

Oh woe is me
I'm in a hole, I'm sinking sippin dirty soda geekin
I need a moment can't keep up with all these omens
It's hopeless
Just to breathe, breathe, breathe

Work for the winnings
But I get the pickings
Even in the dirt I shine like pearls when I feel it
Been at my limit 
But god wasn't finished
Maybe there's a lesson to be learned thru all this sinning

But they don't know what sin is
I grab my blade n get to hunting so they know what fear is
And anybody tryna stop me might just lose they dearest
I think I'm rising from my bed I'm floating toward the ceiling
Finna make a killing

Petrichor (Prod. Sasha's Dying)

doing wrong i ain't never do right
whose that at the end of my knife
oh shit it's me that's lit 
cause i hate my self lil bitch
49 to the godamn 5
prolly why i be crying at night
oh fuck wanna tear my life up
gather round as i try to pick it all up
wake up in a rage wanna break myself
wake up in a rage wanna hang myself
later that day got a brand new belt
fuck you lil bitch i ain't asking fo yo help
say they want the old me back
never gave fuck what they said
got me boutta relapse
never gave one fuck bout my name no.

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Imgoingbacktoharddrugs (prod. aogiri)

produced and engineered by @saturnslament

cover art by @saturnslament and @joziehaze

lyrics:

[Intro: oh gasm!]
Yo, it's lowkey dead

[Chorus: saturn's lament]
Your soul‘s been damned
Struggle, but I got your fucking dreams in hand
I don’t give a fuck about what anyone says
Washed out, worn down, shinigami drop dead (shinigami drop dead)
Your soul‘s been damned
Struggle, but I got your fucking dreams in hand
I don’t give a fuck about what anyone says
Washed out, worn down, shinigami drop dead (yeah)
Your soul‘s been damned
Dreams in hand

[Verse: Jozie Haze]
'kay!
A last look at the aftermath
The aftershocks that happen when I feel I have to rap
A beat like this can force us to explore this actor’s breadth
The verse I spit could probably signify a rapper’s death
But let's not talk about it
Show, not tell, I guess I'll start by drawing chalk around it
A bitch brought hell to earth when I saw what the gods amounted
To my surprise, I learn their total is nothin'
I put my gauntlets on and reach into their throat, where their tongue is
And rip it out
I toss it on the ground where dirt belongs
I'll be lightyears away by the time they’ve heard this song
Soaring all through space, I got my bass and yellow Vespa
Mortals told me what I already know, “theyll never catch ya”
I’ve been selected as my planet’s best specimen
Evidence provided in the envelope this message in
Somehow still depressed, as I'm trekking to the precipice
My heart as cold as metal and as black as what I'm dressin'-

[Chorus: saturn's lament]
Your soul‘s been damned
Struggle, but I got your fucking dreams in hand
I don’t give a fu-

[Outro: saturn's lament]
Your soul‘s been damned
Struggle, but I got your fucking dreams in hand
I don’t give a fuck about what anyone says
Washed out, worn down, shinigami drop dead (shinigami drop dead)
Your soul‘s been damned
Struggle, but I got your fucking dreams in hand
I don’t give a fuck about what anyone says
Washed out, worn down, shinigami drop dead (yeah)

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SATURN'S LAMENT x JOZIE HAZE - AFTERSHOCK [prod. SATURN'S LAMENT]

all platforms soon 
@scales495

never wanna feel like this again
tired of never feeling good x2 

ok last time i was fucking up 
ok ok ok last time i was fucking up x2 
but u ain't never give no time to be getting up
and u ain't never give no time and no fucking love lil bitch shut up

last time w SCALE$ (prod skkady)

Lyrics:

Bitch I woke up pissed
I don't give a fuck about your life
Get off my dick
Dumb bitch end your fucking life
And make it quick
Fuck with me: assisted suicide
Chug some fucking cyanide
I woke up wanting shit to die

I woke up pissed
Don't give a fuck about your life
Get off my dick
Woke up wanting to see something die
I'm fucking sick

I'm getting sick and caught in my bad thoughts
Temper beginning to get lost
I'm fucking ticked off
I wish you stupid motherfuckers could just Get lost
No not again not again
Having bad thoughts

Bitch I woke up pissed
I don't give a fuck about your life
Get off my dick
Dumb bitch end your fucking life
And make it quick
Fuck with me: assisted suicide
Chug some fucking cyanide
I woke up wanting shit to die

I woke up agitated that I'm still alive
Can't lie it's eating at my insides
Same fucking wish
Same fucking wish every night
Pray to be Schuck down
By whoever the fuck is in the sky
And I'm still fucking alive

Uhh why (why)
I got a Deathwish
I just hope death could suffice
Now and then I don't mind that I'm still alive
And then my bad thoughts get me every time

Ugh
How much of a fucking waste of life am I
Take a life or take mine I can't decide
I think I'm forsaken
Cus I'm not fucking Christlike
Stay the fuck away from me
And have a nice life

Hhmm
Bitch I woke up pissed
Got her begging every day
Haven't seen my face
But I made her cum insane
Mask on mask off rumbling in hate
Sliding on my dick it is way too big to take

Run run run run run
Run from my faith
Hide hide hide hide
Hide genocidal age
Die die die die
Die dancing on my grave
I collapse I collapse since I cannot even -

Rip your face bitch I cannot can't resist it
Put him in his grave till his motherfucking kids come
By my side genocide is in my system
Motherfuckers cannot realize what I'm the best in

Bitch I woke up pissed
I don't give a fuck about your life
Get off my dick
Dumb bitch end your fucking life
And make it quick
Fuck with me: assisted suicide
Chug some fucking cyanide
I woke up wanting shit to die

Bitch I woke up pissed
I don't give a fuck about your life
Get off my dick
Dumb bitch end your fucking life
And make it quick

WOKE UP PISSED FT. ATRXX

I AM MY BIGGEST OPPOSITION

BERNIEMACELEVEN - UNCHARTED (PROD. BM11)

lyrics:

Fuck I failed suicide again 
Fuck every time I try 
I wake up tryna die again 

thought I'd visit Hell
Feels like I'm already there 
what's between life
And the afterlife
i'm halfway there

where am I again?
fuck I failed suicide again 
fuck every time I try 
I wake up tryna die again 
fuck I rather be covering blood 
Thinking about suicide again 
I know I just tried 
but I think I might just try again 

thought I'd visit Hell 
it feels like I'm already there 
plenty of reasons why I shouldn't die 
but I don't fucking care 
what's between life
And the afterlife
i'm halfway there
i'm alive 
But I don't feel alive 
I'd rather not be here 

I'm a suicidal failure 
it's like every time I try 
I feel like such a fucking pussy 
just can't seem to get it right 
where am I 
Last thing I remember 
I was tryna die 
had a gun by my side 
but I was tryna use a knife 

murderously 
The thoughts in my head 
only thinking about one thing 
that's murdering me 
sometimes I pick up a gun 
And pointed to my face 
When the thoughts controlling me 
sometimes I like to go up 
Against my skin with a blade 
When I really wanna bleed 
Ashing a cigarette 
on the top of my tongue 
to see how Hell taste 

where am I again?
fuck I failed suicide again 
fuck every time I try 
I wake up tryna die again 
fuck I rather be covering blood 
Thinking about suicide again 
I know I just tried 
but I think I might just try again 

Please don't make me
Don't bring me back don't wake me
Just let the demon take me
No need to resuscitate me
Kill me for the plug
Oh what a dream
What the fuck
Prepare me a seat in Hell
Don't think I'll make it up above

Fuck I failed suicide again 
Fuck every time I try 
I wake up tryna die again

FUCK I FAILED SUICIDE AGAIN?!?!

prolly gonna delete later

sicko insta: @elveekae

SICKOH - The Deeper Meaning (Prod. WXRST)

Texture [Prod. ZCR]

jump the roof

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bidness email: kyothedemon666@gmail.com

last time w SCALE$ (prod skkady)

kyo (@495kyo)

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