i wonder what 4am became hope he living his best life rn

what's the original of this it's sounds so familiar

My favorite 4am song may he one day return

https://youtu.be/cvkptQv_7xg?si=_mrWeLX7eAOo62EO

her name backwards

prod @ddertbag

lyrics 

its hard to think
i been thinkin bout you,
its hard to think 
i been thinkin bout you againn
its hard to sleep 
ive been dreaming about you 
didnt think that we would ever end...
went to Sleep woke up to a Nightmare
cold Breeze in the street Feel the night Air 
took a piece of my Heart hear my soul tear
you forget all the time all our time shared

another night at the bottom of a bottle 
gucci on my Belt i got gucci on my Goggles
the Story of our love in a book its a novel
she like how i Swag,, how i look like a model
Tinted coupe wid tha bloody Seats
i start to heal but remember your my remedy
becoming distant.. Now im jus a distant memory 
i try to fix it then i turn into an enemy 
Uggs wit the Bows i got Preme on the bogo
you were by my side now i guess im movin solo
Raspberry kisses Ya ur lips taste like froYo 
tried to forget then i saw you in a Photo

all the memories comeback
my heart fell through my chest
you were Holding on my hand 
i try,, i tried my Best... </3

spotify

nerual [MV IN DESC]

@void @diegointhedark

ib bbg tori

ghosts in the hallways
leave me deader
killing whoever
walking over dead earth
where is my self worth
treat me like a puppet
ill b ur ragdoll
treat u like a princess
build u a castle

shoot til my hands numb
young & im handsome
slavic & pretty with teeth full of venom
pulled out my blade
thts serrated and platinum
carve off urr face
n u became a phantom

ghosts in the hallways
leave me deader
killing whoever
walking over dead earth
where is my self worth
treat me like a puppet
ill b ur ragdoll
treat u like a princess
build u a castle

treat me like im nothing
uur love is special
anxiety impending its existential
i got checks pending
been making transfers
i heard that hes snaking
cut off like cancer

spread my wings n get a lift
crucifixes getting lit
hopping off a flight
bitch idek what state im in
2004 rich
i swear uu lames r not apart of this
pain inside my heart to be unleashed
because i harbored it

tell me all my cards again
i have to play them
blood all on my cardigan
her soul was taken
letter written with urr blood
sent by a raven
every night i miss your touch
because its sacred

Castles (Prod. 7evaa + Hitkidd)

@fozo2 @erdo

find it in your heart 
   to maybe seek forgiveness 
   this is my eternity 
   and you can not get in 
   i see satellites at night 
   wonder if u see thm too
   n im falling through this loop 
   hope it leads me back to you

   im sick again 
   the hospital bed feels 
   cold against , my ashen colored skin
   do you like the way 
   i leave and thn come back 
   by the way i rly miss u 
   but u kno tht

   its not my fault 
   i tell myself so many times 
   buttons on this margiela 
   shirt looking like coraline 
   think of her and prosper 
   your beauty was more thn divine 
   kitchen counter with the lines 
   i snort it to erase the time 

   wanna shave my head change my face 
   let it restart 
   nothing to negate the cause of pain 
   frm my torn heart 
   ive been seeing faces in the rain 
   but its not you 
   ive convinced myself  tht im insane 
   still i love you

@BLUSHXOXO @DIEGOINTHEDARK @444JET

@BLUSHXOXO
psilocybin yea they fucking up my brain bro
pills in my system saline in my nasal
hoe giving good brain we dont give appraisal 
take a xanax half a bar of hazel

made that shit right back
krooked tee wit a prada bag
real shit aye they know my swag yuh
big bands yea they getting packed up
they like what you mean?
baby im tryna get that green
big bankroll made them bands since a teen
yea turnin up the show wit my team yuh

nigga fuck around we spillin shit
damn i aint even up n they all up in my mix
ian give af
n ian givin trust
ion need no luck
got this rap shit on tuck

@DIEGOINTHEDARK
ain no one inside this school bus but me
   pussy boy u cnt fuck wit us 
   suffer gang the team 
   pretty jeans on my ass 
   imma stuff em wit a beam 
   how the fuck yo brotha lack 
   bru we caught him at the green light 

   tell me wht it feels like 
   to hve empathy 
   nowadays i load another clip 
   & get to emptying 
   these clones r multiplying 
   but theyll nvr get ahead of me 

   feeding my girl ecstasy 
   she wna take it all off 
   thumbing thru the commas 
   to cope w all the problems 
   remember whn my momma said 
   please get off the drugs 
   i dnt want the pills nowadays 
   i just need a hug 

   bby if u need a friend 
   u cn call me 
   yearning for touch 
   seeing love & im longing 
   talking on the net 
   bitch my brother keylogging 
   lying said u love me
   u dnt evn want me

HTL NO COMPLY @BLUSHXOXO @DIEGOINTHEDARK PROD 444JET

its still hot in the fall 
   cnt dress up emo 
   i feel so alone
   beside all these people 
   cnt stand toe to toe 
   i step to evil
   we hit and go ghost 
   thre cnt b no sequel 

   nostalgia hits today 
   just like lightning 
   miss my bros 
   disbanded by fighting 
   forfeit goals we had 
   so unlike me 
   shake they hand,
   next day they despise me

   freedom calls 
   and still i cnt answer 
   i need my chips 
   my mommas got cancer
   i feel eclipsed 
   the mist it grows thicker 
   dust falls and sits 
   the problems grow bigger 

   we was 2oo4 
   now it transcends history 
   nights looking back 
   reminisce abt everything 
   stabbed you in the back 
   gotta match tht energy 
   n yea i hate u back 
   but u my brotha more than anything

diegointhedark - 2oo4 Prod Skoolio

Produced by @diegointhedark

darken my light 
   exhausted cnt fight 
   waking up thn die twice 
   angels watch as i cry 
   nd she wna b like me 
   i tell her rethink 
   evrytime her teeth bite me 
   i cnnot get sleep

   my whole life ive been a no one 
   see her frm a glance 
   i could take u to my heaven 
   if ud give me a chance 
   off a bar it got me frozen 
   i snuff it off my desk
   every night been so depressing
   u make me feel again

   spread urr wings & take flight 
   into the night sky 
   yea i watch her fly by 
   tell my shawty bye bye 
   past is coming back to haunt me 
   blood inside my sink 
   if thres nobody to love me 
   ill make my wrist bleed 

   my whole life ive been a no one 
   i cnt breathe 
   grab the blade nd split me open 
   let me die here
   if ur looking for a romance 
   it cnt b 
   theres no one to wipe the tears off 
   whn uu cry 

   nd i try 
   to make u realize tht u changed me 
   ure all ever think abt lately 
   call me in the morning 
   u kno ill b waiting 

   bitch say u hate me 
   scream it in my face 
   all the pills tht wre taking 
   i hope we dnt get laced 
   on the freeway im racing 
   carving thru the lanes 
   got my knees weak n lazy 
   i think theyr fina break

spread urr wings & take flight 
   into the night sky 
   yea i watch her fly by 
   tell my shawty bye bye 
   past is coming back to haunt me 
   blood inside my sink 
   if thres nobody to love me 
   ill make my wrist bleed 

   my whole life ive been a no one 
   i cnt breathe 
   grab the blade nd split me open 
   let me die here
   if ur looking for a romance 
   it cnt b 
   theres no one to wipe the tears off 
   whn uu cry

Tears (diegointhedark)

pelo momento

prod saesix

scrapped song from the album, he said i should just drop it on sc

take my time @ewo

@mkne
prly last song ill do on beat like this

memory (maknae)

4am - trauma (prod 4am)

4am - boulevard of broken dreams (prod ddertbag)

4am Archive Discord Server:
https://discord.gg/4EZSNdKgX8

2nd account:
@4am-archives

only following 4am's official accounts (and cheg who is not a 4am alt, but a cool ass dude)
(@demi2e is 4am's current account but he blocked me)

4am - boulevard of broken dreams (prod ddertbag)

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