a collection of feelings from over the years

all demos and unfinished probably

lazy songs

lost 02.12.24

erohw gang 04.28.24

intro to summer 2024

June my beloved
Gift their hearts to me
Leave me their conscience
So I can can keep it clean

Two years go by
Hope you’re all still doing fine
May the beachside family give us clarity
Lonely waves that bring fish fertility

Oh June
Oh June

June shine your eyes on me
It hurts, it hurts
Clarity rises up to feed
It hurts, it hurts

It hurts, it hurts
It hurts, it hurts

sequel to "Summary" or something

june song 06.01.24

Find a face hidden behind the curtain
Crawlers that pick on the dead
Scream for more, what’s that boy made for?
Service assemblies of blood

Leave your liver to me
Take a second to breathe
You don’t stop ‘till I see
Your devotion to me

Clean all the stains
No time to complain
You have no place in our reign
You’ll be here to stay

Aaah

15 07.28.24

Never really finished this :(


It was something I said
It was something I dreamt
Dropped on these spikes
Too pale to go head to head

It wasn’t what you did
It wasn’t how you spoke
The potential bleeds
Just another dream that broke

It’s fine to fend for yourself
Especially when nothing was there
A memory of the distance
A memory where I cared

Too late to let go
Maybe I could let you know
Remove the trap
Plug the seal that made you sad

something (i said) 04.27.24

I didn’t know it was me
Accidents happen accidents happen

Smiling with her cup
Then it fell and started tapping

Nonstop screaming
Abandoned ship for my demons

Not my place to say if they deserved it
I just wish I got to meet them

Their masks were so heavy
Served up a cup of something pretty

It’s got a special taste
Your pipes got filled with toxic waste

I love my filter

was it toxic waste that flooded the water fountain pipes 01.25.25

Beautiful mourning at your nursing home
We found him in a deep sleep
Lying in the leaves
Softer bed than he ever would have had
Nobody left to remind them of him

Sand
Dusting off
Across the lands
Said it was just a cough

My best sleep, my best sleep
No other pillow that I would keep
Evenings, evenings
Look forward to when its fleeting

The dog’s head, rests on its paws
Head empty, no thoughts
Couldn’t believe what it saw

Goodnight reality

leaf bed 03.31.25

Unconscious for weeks
Thoughts won’t string together
The yarn has fallen to the sleep
I just hope it lasts forever

The world spins fast
Just like these chains, look at them go

I’d enjoy a slip and slide as long as you’re not hurt
Or maybe you already know

I’m just sliding on

slip n slide 04.12.25

This heat wave advisory
Taking all the fight out of me

Trying to keep up
Trying to keep my head down

Lost my grip in so many ways
Making up for these past days

It wasn’t the things that I did
Just feels like I couldn’t

Stone statues aren’t meant to drown
Locked myself in the tank
With the sharks all around

Look out for the fish that stares blankly
Haven’t felt like that lately
But that’s all you seem to feel

Bring me the key or bend the bars

Bring me my head after I’m gone

heat wave advisory 06.05.25

bombs

Not quite finished just decided to drop

bleached headfirst dive 06.18.25

Remaster of an old song from early 2024

I’m so tired of coming back to this stupid ass demo

lazy songs

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