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Listening to the audio this scene holds in the OA. 2nd time seen/heard but 1st time listening/feeling the episode as if I was there. Due to the fact this fictional relationship was the closest to a version of  ours I’ve witnessed due to the relation of career paths. Of course the Hollywood one is blown a bit out of proportion as usual. Moments which open up my imagination to roam free from the realization I am unable to soak up the rain of reckless love with my one true companion take me to a polar opposite place the moment grey dull reality without my love, my life, my loyalty kicks me in all the wrong places seeming to never repeat the same aching like the next tattoo. Some pain is numbing and some cons with thoughts of laying dead in my tracks ready to be finished off in moments ticking closer by the second. As hours have slipped away unaware of a path to strive ahead shocked in belief the end has yet to come. In disbelief a treasure requiring some peoples lifetimes to reach/obtain has exited not just the room ,state or even better country. no no that treasure transcended knowledge we the living cannot even try to understand because it falls into place as other things in our life are displaced just like all matter. Delivering hope proving free of all bounds. 
Crawled to sprint in blind faith my whole life theory seeking an infinite love came to be true.

Recently I was asked the question “if you were to see her today what would you say?” 

It took me several hours to find an answer due to storms of feelings matched with a wave of numbness to everything due to survival instinct with every positive and negative atom in between + inside & out this woman Alyvia deserves more appreciation than I have yet to understand yet or might not ever due to it being a timeless love for me/ 

I’m more grateful to have experienced our time together than 95% of where I was the rest of my life. I can or any of you can understand.

 xo jtr

p.s. 

  I Hate You Lyv but only you get it and that’s more than perfect with me, 
  I’m fascinated by you completing a lost part of me each other we were searching for this whole life thus far.

 ♥️🐘 as I Cherish your genuine true unconditional love I’m just now coming to understand a loyalty that doesn’t run dry. My inverted twin…

  i never could imagine what it felt like to die for love. I just know, the more pain that comes the less it hurts and its out of a pure connection that's felt nothing less than romeo and juliet but wayyy better since that day we met. 2/21/19
 
~ Fa7hom Fang

thank you ♾️

Ephesians 1
New King James Version
Greeting

1 Paul, an apostle of Jesus Christ by the will of God,

To the saints who are in Ephesus, and faithful in Christ Jesus:

2 Grace to you and peace from God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ.

Redemption in Christ

3 Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly places in Christ, 4 just as He chose us in Him before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and without blame before Him in love, 5 having predestined us to adoption as sons by Jesus Christ to Himself, according to the good pleasure of His will, 6 to the praise of the glory of His grace, by which He [a]made us accepted in the Beloved.

7 In Him we have redemption through His blood, the forgiveness of sins, according to the riches of His grace 8 which He made to abound toward us in all wisdom and [b]prudence, 9 having made known to us the mystery of His will, according to His good pleasure which He purposed in Himself, 10 that in the dispensation of the fullness of the times He might gather together in one all things in Christ, [c]both which are in heaven and which are on earth—in Him. 11 In Him also we have obtained an inheritance, being predestined according to the purpose of Him who works all things according to the counsel of His will, 12 that we who first trusted in Christ should be to the praise of His glory.

13 In Him you also trusted, after you heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation; in whom also, having believed, you were sealed with the Holy Spirit of promise, 14 who[d] is the [e]guarantee of our inheritance until the redemption of the purchased possession, to the praise of His glory.

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