I hope my songs bring those of you whom discover me, the healing you need. It is my Honer to try to be the voice of the unspoken pains we all carry. You'll be ok. I Promise.

A Liars Conclusion. #FAVORITE-1

PUT ON ME  (4)

i really dont have the time

produced by @killedmyself

and i guess thats alright

i cant help myself 
but you're in love with someone else
i wanna let u go 
but u make my heart melt 

whenever ur around 
i fall in love with something new
i cant breathe without u
i dont know what i should do

you wanna leave u wanna stay 
but u can't have it both ways 
u wanna be with be w her w me 
why it's so hard for u to see

I'm the only one you need 
the only one you'll ever crave 
so take a chance with me
save your problems for another day 

I've fallen down many more times than ive been getting up
and i've tried to shove the feelings down but I cant get enough 

I'm in need of your love, in need of everything about u
I've been waiting for so long n i'm not gonna live w out u

I'm not gonna 
live without u 
I've been waiting for so long

and i wont let u 
slip away from my hands 
casue I've been dying for yours 

I'm not gonna break your heart 
i wont let u fall apart

whatever you dreams are
I promise I'll make em happen 

I promise i wont let u go
nah u will never be alone

I'll stay w u through thick n thin 
this is where our story begins

Fall In Love (prod. Horus)

lyrics:
you've got my heart tied in a knot right in your grip 
can I ask you why you keep on breaking it
I was a fool for all your lies 
you stab me in the back as soon as I close my eyes 

I thought you loved me 
I guess I wasn't enough 
I guess that nothing was enough 

nah

baby why you so shady
why you so cold 
baby why you so heartless 
why are you acting so cold 

holding in all my tears as i fall apart 
i try to stay away from making many scars 
babe why would you hurt me like that.        
i do everything for you I've always had your fkn back 

baby why you so shady
why you so cold 
baby why you so heartless 
why are you acting so cold

Shady (prod. 4ever Falling)

@sorrow_bringer

Everyday I wake up, look out the window
Climbing to the top, but I’m spinning all the way through
Fading in the dust, nowhere left for me to run to
Yeah, nowhere left to run to

We aren’t our mistakes
We may bend or break
But no ones too late
To fix what they ain’t

Whatever it takes
To fix my mistakes
Through shattered earthquakes
There’s blue in the lakes

There’s no way I can blame her
I’ve always been a stranger
I cannot breathe
Please, someone help me

Twin size mattress on the floor
Fuck drunk love that life's a chore
I built this house off the liquor store
I'd rather be a slave for the child support
Count my bread with a loaded gun
My only friend is the 211
See my son so the case was won
And I'm counting days till it's time to run
My hair's gone white I'm getting old
Keep your head you lost control
Old friends still search for a pot of gold
Held my hand but it's time to fold
Their up all night to the crack of dawn
Bank accounts are overdrawn
Won't go to bed till the bag is gone
Or end up passed out on the lawn

Ain't been the same since you went away

Its a price to pay and it's hard to say

You left me out here like a stray
I've lost all hope in yesterday
And I'm counting days til it's time to go

MUSIC VID

nowhere - ft. gxxdbi (prod. sorrow bringer)

engineering @kvnny
produced by useless (i’ll link him asap i’m on my phone and can’t find it lol)

crash (p. useless)

AVAILABLE EVERYWHERE ~ https://song.link/gb/i/1450311581

~ Night Time

@tantubeats

Going insane
Won’t say my name
Cannot get out my brain
Fire burned until the rain

Stay with me
Searching desperately
Wanna see
What makes our perfect chemistry

Body numb
Fearing what I may become
What I’m from
Is not enough, not enough

Happiness so far
As I’m searching through the stars
Yeah I’m riding out to mars
Cut me deep and left a scar

Give me something to decide
Running until I tell you why
Every moment in your eyes
Like I’m flying through the sky

Stay within my memory bank
Hold me when my body shakes
Ship assail until it sank
Never knowing what it takes

Scraping through my mind
Watching time go rewind
Only made one of a kind
All the shadows have designed

Forget where you stand
I’ll carry your hand
Arise from the sand
Pretend it was planned

So if you recall
I can’t be involved
I don’t wanna stall
I don’t wanna brawl

I’ll tell you it all
As we’re standing tall
Unbreakable wall
I won’t let you fall

Stay with me
Searching desperately
Wanna see
What makes our perfect chemistry

Body numb
Fearing what I may become
What I’m from
Is not enough, not enough

trouble music video

chemistry (prod. tantu beats)

"Abandoned by my love, so I keep my cage shut" - van
(Long Distance EP)

Night Prayers: @nightprayers
Mix/Master: @nightprayers
Prod by: @prodby2k6

My Spotify playlist: https://tinyurl.com/yx9xprau

"Night Prayers x yung van - Half-Hearted”

Long Distance

Half-Hearted

Half-Hearted (Prod. 2k6)

VISUAL: https://youtu.be/LtrqLXKPUvg

LYRICS:

I keep a vision of her, she keeps a switch in her purse
angel in disguise, she puts the ritalin first
she pops another pill if she can't think of the words
I drop one in my drink 'til I can't think about her

she walks around the city with a blade by her side
she holds it even closer as the day turns to night
its the same razor used to cut her K into lines
on the same leather sofa she would lay on to die

nosebleed angel with her face to the white
the blood drips down, it makes the tabletop shine
she got a pink glock nine, to her brain, its held tight
once they're blown out, she'll spread her angel wings wide

paint my room red so that you're always around
now i don't think I'll ever step outside this small yellow house
every night I go to sleep on our leather couch
comatose until the sun comes out from the clouds

but its been dark ever since, I think i lost track of the time
the hour hand spins, the lightning cracks in the sky
i cant tell whats up or down, another addy, I'm fine
another half and I'll fly, I just lost track of what's high

Down In my casket I lie, got too much baggage to fly
the teardrops drip down the bags of my eyes
i still have the necklace that you had on that night
i hold the gem up to my heart in case I happen to die

the sapphire shines when I imagine your eyes
the way that they would glint when u look back into mine
i grasp it tighter than the grip felt from the overgrown vines
im trapped inside this cycle like you're trapped in my mind

your ashes look like stardust, when they're spread on the lake
the tidal waves come in and out, then send you away
I know it fucking sucks to be dependant on fate
Cuz every night I wonder if you ended up safe

I hope the angels take you in again as one of their own
I hope they say your name, I hope they welcome you home
on the table by the couch I found you left me a note
on an old piece of paper I once sent with a rose, it went:

"I wish that I could see myself the way you see me through
I know that's the reason you won't think I'm leaving you
You always used to tell me: 'girl, your demons fear you too'
But I'm the only demon for myself, and here's the proof.

I'll never lose the dreams we shared, I hope it's clear to you
And anyone who won't believe in you is clearly fooled
though you'll never be with me again, I'll always be with you
From now until the next life that we share, I'll see you soon."

Fall In Love (prod. Horus)

4ever Falling

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