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Tell me I'm wrong
Tell me you're leaving
Tell me it's fake
Try to deceive me
I know it hurts
So I believe it
And you choose to stay

Calling it even
But it aint fair
Everytime I needed you you weren't there
But I dont even care no more
I became numb
I'm used to being  hurt

Replay every play in my head
Am I the foolish one
For buying everything that you said
Cause everytime you used to hurt me
I'd take you back
Now I feel ashamed

Gave you every piece of my heart
Just so that you could take it all
And then just tear it apart
I wish that I could tell you off
But i'm in a blur, I see begginings

Let me down
Take it all
That's the end of me
Pick me up
Tell me that
You want the best for me
I don't fall like this
But I think I'm loosing my mind

Replay every play in my head
Am I the foolish one
For buying everything that you said
Cause everytime you used to hurt me
I'd take you back
Now I feel ashamed

Gave you every piece of my heart
Just so that you could take it all
And then just tear it apart
I wish that I could tell you off
But i'm in a blur, I see begginings

4ever Falling & Auram - Tell Me I'm Wrong

Lyrics:
I have no one that's proud of me 
no one listens to my songs 
all alone I cant stay strong 

how can I keep on grinding 
when everything feels wrong 
u can hear it in my songs 

if you'd listen, you'd hear my pain 
I'm too deep into the darkness and too deep into my veins

if you'd understand, u'd give me your hand
I'm way more broken than you think how much further can I sink?

I never thought, you'd hurt me so bad 
somedays I want u gone but you're the best I've ever had 

I don't wanna lose u, but u cut me too deep
you broke my little heart and left me when I was weak 

why do I keep on getting hurt 
by the people that I love 
damn I wish you'd treat me good

tell me when will u show me love 
in the way u should
cuz I know I treat u good 

I can't write any lyrics cause I can't get out of bed
I really wish u'd save me baby 
from the demons in my head 

I'm holding on my blade n nothing feels right 
I might kill myself tonight i really wish you'd hold me tight 

if you'd listen, you'd hear my pain 
I'm too deep into the darkness and too deep into my veins

if you'd understand, u'd give me your hand
I'm way more broken than you'd think how much further can i sink?

Hear My Pain (Prod. Deathgaiden)

@lilhappylilsad

lyrics:

I've lost myself to anxiety
cause I cant find my way out of this hole
I cant believe what you've done to me
you don't wanna see the dark inside my soul 

I'm always dying so quietly 
I know that it's too much for you to handle
my blade takes away my anxiety 
I know u think that this is sad, but it's just a sample 

u really fucked me up, I really wish u knew how much 
you're the reason why my blade has always been crutch
you're the reason why I hate myself a bit too much 
you're the reason why I cant even fkn trust 

I know you see me slowly falling apart 
there are so many fkn wounds in my heart 
I don't ever stop bleeding I need stitches 
but the only way to heal me is if you could fix it 

save my love cause I know you're gonna miss it
say goodbye to my respect and all my kisses
I'm so unstable always on the verge of crying 
I cant deal with my emotions so I'm hiding 

damn I loved you so much and I admired you
until I realized what you've put me through 
I can't believe those stupid words you used to say 
nowadays I think about em everyday 

I'm a wreck can't go a day without crying 
I'll always be this broken so I started lying 
I'll never recover even tho I'm fucking trying 
no matter what I do I'll just end up dying

I don't understand how you can fkn live with yourself 
I ain't done shit like you and I cant even live with myself 
I know you lay awake with anxiety every night 
I hope you're thinking about that you've ruined both of our lives 

I'm filled with emotions that I've bottled up 
I write songs about the things I cannot speak of
there's no point in tryna help me I'm about to give up 
you should blame yourself cause I never felt loved

Save My Love (prod. lil happy lil sad)

baby please don't make it harder 
I'm struggling to breathe 

don't say you're sorry like it matters, cause it never did to me 

you don't think we'll work out but i,  i disagree 
tho i dont ever see no clarity except on lsd 

my heart is beating faster than the lightning in a storm
now I'm as cold ice you were the one who kept me warm

and I've been tryna work this out but ur not helping 
how u think we gonna solve anything with you yelling

i've got trust issues and addictions 
it always feels like somethings missing 
whenever i open up you don't listen
I'm stuck in my mind like it's a prison

i cant stop thinking 
can't get these thoughts out of my head 
i dont ever get enough maybe I'll end up dead 

you can't stop drinking 
look at yourself with sober eyes 
this isn't good for anyone you're ruining your life 

i cant stop cutting 
cant keep this blade away from me 
you've ruined my life, im not doing well u see

you can't stop lying 
when was the last time that u slept 
If i was u I'd lay awake all night with regret

i've got trust issues and addictions 
it always feels like somethings missing 
whenever i open up you don't listen
I'm stuck in my mind like it's a prison

baby please don't make it harder 
I'm struggling to breathe 

dont say you're sorry like it matters, cause  it never did to me 

you don't think we'll work out but i,  i disagree 
tho i dont ever see no clarity except on lsd 

my heart's beating faster than the lightning in a storm
now I'm as cold ice you were the one who kept me warm

and I've been tryna work this out but ur not helping 
how u think we gonna solve anything with you yelling

No Clarity (prod. RDY Beats)

lyrics:
but baby maybe if you'd call me we could work it out 
maybe you'd change your mind if youd hear me out
If u think about the about it all does it feel right?
don't you feel as lonely as i do when it's night?

i cant sleep when you're not by my side 
im not happy without u everything died on the inside

my bed is cold from all the tears I've cried
if you knew how much I'm hurting you'd reply

pretty baby please just pick up 
pick up your fkn phone cause I'm getting sick of
you not replying when i need u all the time
what if Id kill myself tonight would u change your mind 

but baby maybe if you'd call me we could work it out 
maybe you'd change your mind if youd hear me out
If u think about the about it all does it feel right?
don't you feel as lonely as i do when it's night?

i wish you'd understand cause i am fucking hurting 
all the words u said left my heart burning
u always put the fire out and then u light it up again
tell me baby when will this fkn end

i wish you'd care for me like I've always done for u
I'd always help you no matter what you went through 
when you were feeling down you'd know that i'd always bring u up 
and it's the same now boy even though you fucking suck

Change Your Mind (prod. Feelo)

produced by nicholas allan found at https://www.youtube.com/channel/UChXjXO9F6i4O8fnrQc1lpzA/about

lyrics:

mouth like guns
lately all it do is blow smoke
ill never find new love
if im chasing the one from before
fuckings not fun
when it doesnt feel like before
got me checking every newsfeed
as soon as i walk in my door

cold like numb
had to wipe the pictures from my phone
swept up moved on
but i feel her touch to my bones
if i ever blow up
will i see your name on my phone
promise i would never judge you baby
how the fuck could i judge home

watching the process of falling
in love with a person other than me
i dont think i can handle this
but ill unconditionally
love you, even if its not me,
with you, even if you hate me,
i just wanna see you happy
thats been helping me breathe
baby

come back and grind your body on mine
we kiss we hitting our teeth
bit lips until they would bleed
we'd strip and take off the sheets
lights on she said she wanna see love making
youll come round eventually
you can be as late as you please
they can build my grave with two seats
baby

mouth like guns
lately all it do is blow smoke
ill never find new love
if im chasing the one from before
fuckings not fun
when it doesnt feel like before
got me checking every newsfeed
as soon as i walk in my door

cold like numb
had to wipe the pictures from my phone
swept up moved on
but i feel her touch to my bones
if i ever blow up
will i see your name on my phone
promise i would never judge you baby
how the fuck could i judge home

my home (prod. nicholas allan)

@lilhappylilsad 

Ima little fucked up 
just cause it's night again 
babe I miss u all the time 
won't u let me in

babe I even miss you 
when you're with me 
I know that you're in there 
but you're nowhere to be seen

what's life I don't have no motivation 
can I be whatever I want w some dedication? 
I cant get out of my bed but I try to stay on the grind 
every fucking hour is like a year what even is time?

I can't fucking stand all these nights alone 
holding you tight but there's no one fkn home 
and I can't fucking stand the way you look at me 
like there's no one fucking there you see right through me 

what's life I don't have no motivation 
can I be whatever I want w some dedication? 
I cant get out of my bed but I try to stay on the grind 
every fucking hour is like a year what even is time?

Miss You (prod. lil happy lil sad)

soil (prod. boyfifty)

mix/master by Ashton Traitor
https://soundcloud.com/ashtontraitor

3 Ghosts

I'd Die for You (prod. Taylor Morgan)

Vocals: @4ever-falling
Prod: @nciku , @malithmusic

Lyrics:
leave me alone I'm so done with all these feelings 
you're saying words but they don't really have a meaning 
you're saying things like you're truly believing 
that things will get better but i feel like that's deceiving 

baby save me from myself 
do you believe me when I say i I'm in need of help 
my thoughts run in 100 miles an hour 
and i swear they just keep on getting louder

so save me 
please save me 

i know u say I'm not alone 
but that's not how i feel 
everyone here seems so cold
even if it isn't real 

i cant shake the feeling 
I'm feeling worthless 
you say u know my value 
but i feel like that's just bullshit 

everytime i leave my house 
i feel em judging me 
like no matter what i do
it's always haunting me 

i know i'm insecure 
i shouldn't care what people think 
but i hate my appearance 
wanna cover it with Inc

baby save me from myself 
do you believe me when I say i I'm in need of help 
my thoughts run in 100 miles an hour 
and i swear they just keep on getting louder

so save me
please save me

Spotify

4ever Falling - Save Me (Prod. Nciku & Malith)

Give Me A Sign (prod. skrobj)

my skin is cold cause i've been sitting here for hours 
drinking at the table looking at the flowers 
my eyes are tearing up but I don't feel like crying 
don't feel like doing anything but dying

know you'll come back but I don't feel like i deserve u
ive never done u any good I only hurt you
you left a scar in me, sometimes u rip it open
swear this one won't heal but u still keep on hoping

I know that time change
nothing will be the same
but I'll remember how 
you always made me feel
like I was someone who was
worth loving and u did it so well, so well

I know that time change
nothing will be the same
but I'll remember how 
you always made me feel
like I was someone who was
worth loving and u did it so well, so well

baby know its hard
for me to keep it up
cause I've been feeling low
but I don't wanna drag u down this empty road
so I'll just keep my issues to myself

I know that time change
nothing will be the same
but I'll remember how 
you always made me feel
like I was someone who was
worth loving and u did it so well, so well

I know that time change
nothing will be the same
but I'll remember how 
you always made me feel
like I was someone who was
worth loving and u did it so well, so well

Change (prod. 4ever Falling)

lyrics:

all the vision i lost 
light flashing behind me
dead animals
hard minerals blind me
i feel it now
i feel u beside me
dont leave me now
its horrible timing
blowin gas pack
big cup this shit is slimy
big birkin bag
big louis print nikes
off white the shell
winter molecules blind me
dont leave me now
its horrible timing

match on the belt and the burberry scarf
its a lot to ingest you should eat in the car
250 the dash and im going to mars
lungs filled with ash and im speaking in tar

now its 5 in the morning and where r u at
off the pack im gettin loose at the flick of the match
i hear voices in the phone i could swear this shit tapped
soon i slam down a fifth now she throwin it back

i bet u do this all the time
said im special
thats a lie
said im city
ya i try
i got ice
in my eyes
all these words
outta line
can i stay
another night
no u cant
in the lyft
floor the gas
hit the box
now she stamped

we know its all new
i should never have phone u
shit i barely call u
i hate u
im spose u
but somethin bout the old u
intrigue me
its easy
to ghost u
but photos we takin
remind me i love u

all the vision i lost 
light flashing behind me
dead animals
hard minerals blind me
i feel it now
i feel u beside me
dont leave me now
its horrible timing
blowin gas pack
big cup this shit is slimy
big birkin bag
big louis print nikes
off white the shell
winter molecules blind me
dont leave me now
its horrible timing

dead animals (nevrfall)

lyrics:

I knew she would break my heart
I knew she would but I let it happen I'm hopeless in many ways
guess it probably wouldn't of worked out anyways
sick of holding back tears on the better days
all these people thru my window start to look the same
all this damage on my brain act like its novocaine
who am I when playing god I shoulda known my place
22 its the after party
breath slow baby girl
we still try to keep composure in this broken world
I watch rain roll off my roof on to the flooded grounds
I could always hold myself when I need calming down

tell me if I take too long
I just wanna turn you on
turn you on

tell me if I take too long
I just wanna turn you on
turn you on
rip thru the phone books she grip by my heart
plenty left me broken but the way you do it
turn me on
why's this summer so long

turn u on (nevrfall)

======== VERSE 1 ========
couple girls hit my phone but i just want you
facetime in the late nights get me through
oo your body like a flower babe watch you bloom
you said you been hurt before i have too

======== HOOK ========
but i dont wanna hurt you
i wont curve you
if you wanna stay the night
oh then i’ll stay too
some girls on the side
but i want you
i just wanna try
i dont wanna hurt you
dont wanna hurt you

======== VERSE 2 ========
pretty little girl from LV
show me what it’s like to feel complete
i been up late working OT
how the fuck did she end up with me?

======== HOOK ========
but i dont wanna hurt you
i wont curve you
if you wanna stay the night
oh then i’ll stay too
some girls on the side
but i want you
i just wanna try
i dont wanna hurt you
dont wanna hurt you

======== OUTRO ========
for you to notice me

i won't hurt you

Prod. Zane98

Lyrics:
I wish you would take my yes as a no
Cause I do stupid shit when we're alone
As the stars light up and the moon
I see you
I feel you

I wish you would take my yes as a no
Cause I do stupid shit when we're alone
And you're lighting up all the room
I see you
I feel you

Wish I was
I wish was alone
I can never stay far away
I wish I was alone
Cause I'm
I'm just wasting my time

Wasting my time
I wish I was sober
Anything else
Would be fucking golden
I can never learn
And I'm letting me down
And you don't have to say a word
I end up in your house
As usually
I wish alone
I want it until I'm there
And then I wanna get out
And you can always try again
But I'm not leaving my couch
I wish you would

I wish you would take my yes as a no
Cause I do stupid shit when we're alone
As the stars light up and the moon
I see you
I feel you

I wish you would take my yes as a no
Cause I do stupid shit when we're alone
And you're lighting up all the room
I see you
I feel you

I wish you would take my yes as a no
Cause I do stupid shit when we're alone
And you're lighting up all the room
I see you
I feel you

Give Me A Sign (prod. skrobj)

4ever Falling

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