need a face behind this beautifull voice ♡♡

Away

always fucking gone off the drugs i keep
if u feeling really down i got what u need
i am feelin really numb and thats all off weed
girl im feeling really dumb whyd u make me bleed

always on the grind and i keep it real
never even tried to get fucking seen
to anyone that listens i know how u feel
they know i tell the truth so they come to me 

ive always had some issues and they cause me pain 
i cant give a single fuck now so i fry my brain
bitches fall in love now cause i make it rain
people hit me up now but i stay the same

and ive been wondering
what is all this coming from
one day we are mad in love
one day you just want me gone

i just make another song
nothin more that i can do
put some hashis in my bong
take another hit and flow

stay the same (prod. kuroime)

scum – no heart

@4ever-falling @lilhappylilsad @poppytears

prod+mix: lil happy lil sad
cover art: @coverartplug (instagram)

4ever falling:

i keep on thinking bout the things you've said n how youve hurt me 
i keep on thinking bout the scars you've made n how it taught me
not to listen to a thing you say if we're gonna last 
and to forget about the things I've listened to in the past 

i keep on trying to forget what you've told me 
i keep on trying not to cry when you hold me
i keep on trying to stay strong when I'm lonely
but im dying on the inside like the old me

lil happy lil sad:

im waking up n i break down
drugs up my nose n i go numb
I'm off the dope like all the the time
i feel I'm slowly going dumb

pick me up when im fallin
I'll pay u back when I'm balling
don't wanna die but death is calling
u know how i am i go all in

i know i shatter to pieces
smokin some weed as im weeping
smoking the weed like i need it
i try to live ion feel it

seems like I'm rather in pieces
than tryna work on my issues
I'm second guessing my feelings
im not even sure if I'm living

poppy tears
maybe soon

October 17 w/ 4ever Falling & poppy tears (prod. lilhappylilsad)

baby ive been tryna fix my fkn life
tryna tell the wrong from the right 
tryna see the world from a different side
im fine during the day, its worse at night

babe i really miss u forget what i said
I'm tired of this fight let's move on instead 
you don't wanna hurt me 
you already have 
what's done is done 
forget about the things we said 

everything is different from the way it was
every fkn action has its own cost 
a single thing can turn a person upside down
turn every situation right back around 

theres always different ways to see the same things
sometimes it's hard to understand how people think 
don't waste your time worrying bout old things 
let go of the all past see what today brings

baby tell me how you gonna see a bright future 
if you keep looking at the past 
babe i know that everyday's a fucking struggle 
but it won't always be like that 

everything is different from the way it was
every fkn action has its own cost 
a single thing can turn a person upside down
turn every situation right back around

Upside Down (prod. lil happy lil sad)

@xam @lil_yung_pharaoh @cxldblxxd

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4Ug4VQPXCGxNfqMIxwh2xd
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/album/bad-thoughts-feat-lil-yung-pharaoh-single/1464634124
YouTube: https://youtu.be/qjjQ49p3xmY

[Verse 1: XAM]
I’m gettin worse by the minute just admit it you don’t even know
What is going through my fucking head right now and what is wrong
Why I’m locked inside my room and writing all these songs
About these bad thoughts, about these bad thoughts

I’m counting down every minute time is moving so slow
Everything’s in slow-mo, every night feels so long
Where is Dora when I’m lost and I don’t  know where to go
Nobody knows me but they telling me to stay strong

I can’t swim but I’m going for the deep end
I can’t win I’ll be dead by the weekend
I got no flowies on my arms and I’m ‘bout to drown
Tryna hold on but I’m going down guess I’m a dead man

Staring at the ceiling of the ocean
Oh shit, feeling sick too much motion
I don’t sleep but I’m dreaming of emotions
I don’t have, I’m broken - the truth’s been spoken

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m gettin worse by the minute just admit it you don’t even know
What is going through my fucking head right now and what is wrong
Why I’m locked inside my room and writing all these songs
About these bad thoughts, about these bad thoughts

[Chorus: XAM]
I don’t wanna lie, I’m a human and I cry
Myself to sleep at night, there’s a reason I don’t smile
I’m about to tell you why, sometimes I wanna die
Sometimes I wanna be alive, I got one life out of nine

[Verse 2: Lil Yung Pharaoh]
I ain't never been happy try to pretend
OD and get high on the weekend
So low I don't even got no friends
Can't swim but I'm headed for the deep end

Got a feeling I won't make it till next year
So you can put a knife through my chest here
I'm a human so it’s natural to shed tears
Living life alone that's my worst fear

And I'll be loving life next day I wanna die
Just to numb the pain I'll get so fucking high
Laying on the couch I can't open up my eyes
First I wanna die but now I love life

And I just want someone to understand me
And yeah I got problems that they can't see
So you can put a knife through my chest now
And Imma lay down to rest now

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m gettin worse by the minute just admit it you don’t even know
What is going through my fucking head right now and what is wrong
Why I’m locked inside my room and writing all these songs
About these bad thoughts, about these bad thoughts

[Chorus: XAM]
I don’t wanna lie, I’m a human and I cry
Myself to sleep at night, there’s a reason I don’t smile
I’m about to tell you why, sometimes I wanna die
Sometimes I wanna be alive, I got one life out of nine

BAD THOUGHTS (feat. Lil Yung Pharaoh) [Prod. CXLD BLXXD]

a song about past rømance

TRA$H always brings the sadboy beats, check his music @prod-trash <3

VERSE 1
you used to hold me till the morning come
you used to kiss my face and fuck me numb
oh i miss you so fucking much
and now these walls are turning round
dont even want these other girls when they're around
when they're around

oh i miss you so fucking much
just tell me that you're still in love

HOOK
i'll just be lying all alone here
i'll just be lying all alone here
i'll just be lying all alone here
i'll just be lying all alone
all alone
i'm still up
i'll just be lying all alone here
all alone
i'm still up
i'll just be lying all alone here

VERSE 2
checking holes in my heart i been trying to find you
shit's hard to explain i been trying to find you
slept with 2 girls tonight i been trying to find you
driving up in those hills i been trying to find you

BRIDGE
i'm fine now
baby girl i'm fine now
i just need to lie down
oh i swear i'm fine now

baby tell me that you're still in love
oh just tell me that you're still in love

sømetimes i wish we never fell in løve [prød. T R A $ H]

Producer: Masked Man

Cause you know why I wanna be all alone
Deep in my zone
The devil is watching me

These devils are all I know, think they are biting my soul, oooh no no no no
Taking it back to reverse, starting to feel it you hurt, oooh no

I hate to say it but I keep it on the high low, both you and I know why we avoid to fight though
Cause subliminal thoughts appearing when your eyes close thats when the knife goes right into the back
Fucking twist it then you die, you deserve it you a lie, wanna come up with something to escape it fucking try
I will climb over mountains just to see you with my eye then erase you from this world that Mr Jesus did supply
But tell me why

Tell me why 
Why am I so fucking tired
For real, just why?

Cause you know why I wanna be all alone
Deep in my zone
The devil is watching me

These devils are all I know, think they are biting my soul, oooh no no no no
Taking it back to reverse, starting to feel it you hurt, oooh no

You run up, said you gonna, fuck with my bros, you making fun off, you think you on the come up but you wont stand a thought
over me in a stance scraping the bottom again then I slit 'em, I kill 'em, I eat 'em for dinner you don't give about cause
the fear is the winner, Im deadly you sinner you wanna be great

The devil wants a killer

Im not a killer the fuck do you say

Dont care about your feelings

Why would you want me to shed all this blood

Trust me though you want it

Fuck is you talking 'bout Im not a thug 

Im not a thug
But still I, just cant let it go, but it seems like I have to
Huh, god please forgive me

Cause you know why I wanna be all alone
Deep in my zone
The devil is watching me

devil

I look for love
Seems to be hard to find 
No matter where I go
I still can't get you out my mind

My love for you is blind
Though I realize 
Your mistakes
The way you treat me isn't really right

Our love seems to only go your way
Let u do what u want cause I don't seem to have no say
And it's tearing me apart the way u play
But I am slowly fading out and  loosing feelings anyway

I look for love
Seems to be hard to find 
No matter where I go
I still can't get you out my mind

My love for you is blind
Though I realize 
Your mistakes
The way you treat me isn't really right

Look for love 
Look for love
Look for love
I should be looking somewhere else

Look for love 
Look for love
Look for love
I can't find it I need help

I look for love
Seems to be hard to find 
No matter where I go
I still can't get you out my mind

My love for you is blind
Though I realize 
Your mistakes
The way you treat me isn't really right

I look for love
Seems to be hard to find 
No matter where I go
I still can't get you out my mind

My love for you is blind
Though I realize 
Your mistakes
The way you treat me isn't really right

Look for Love (prod. 4e)

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6HOST:
I don’t tell you this enough, I
feel like I’m in luck, like
please don’t wake me up, I’m
dreaming or on drugs, high
seeing double vision
2020’s different
what we’re doing isn’t
me and you are mixin

Drinks are being poured up
drippin from the floor up
lights on ‘till the cords cut
out I’ll order more, fuck
I feel like a nascar
I just made it past start
fuck I hated last year
never thought I’d last here

Hate it when my hands shake
saving pills I can’t take
that was for my own sake
I was always home late
either that or homeless
scared of my aloneness
luckily that’s the old me
now I’m never lonely

CØZYBØY:
Said it’s just medicine
take it deep let it in
I thought I was alright
if you hold my hand tight

we were never lonely
you and I were I were hoping
we would make it in spite
everybody’s insight

I know I’m falling but I fall so slow
I’m calling everybody that I know
I’m popping bottles let the champagne flow
black beamer with the black windows

Blacked out in my fantasy I’m
two deep in these leather seats
two door and my baby riding
lone wolf but you come with me

New titties she could never hide em
bad bitch so it’s fine with me
double shots seeing double vision
drive fast through the city streets

Look for Love (prod. 4e)

4ever Falling

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