you're gonna be soo big, for a few u already are tho LOVE YOU!!!!

Everything is gonna be alright baby ,we night be sad and fked up all time. Even tho i got nothing left i lost fucking everything,but im livinn for your music . Don't stop makinn it,or my heat will stop beatinn

Remnants

This is a project i made with one of my closest friends @jj-meri ! i really hope you guys like it, this is not the type of music i normally make so i understand if it blows you away! also sorry for my language, love you all, more sad music coming soon <3
Thank you @collidingwithmars for the artwork!

Sorry Gang w/ JJ Meri (Prod. TRISTAN CHILDS)

I've been tryna get myself back up on my feet
but so many fkn people keep on hurting me deep
i cant live with myself when I'm alone i wanna die 
i have no fucking friends nobody likes me but i try

I've tried to stop my bad habits for a while now 
i keep on falling back but at least i try now
i keep on thinking bout my weight like it matters 
but when i was just bones my thoughts were even darker

why even care if something doesn't really matter 
why even bother feeling sad, u know that it gets better 
don't waste your time cause you've only got one shot
and remember to appreciate the things you've got

don't get me wrong you've got every right to be sad 
but sometimes youve gotta pick urself up 
don't get me wrong I'm sad like all the fkn time
but i write songs to vent n pick myself up

you can't rely on others to solve your issues 
even though it feels like they should 
sometimes youve gotta solve em on your own 
baby for your own good

Try (prod. Feelo)

lyrics: 
never knew where i was going
Cause i had no way of knowing
wish she would console me
Forever broken, hold me

(x4)


(verse)
Ice chunks stuck in my core
Theres nothin im meant for
Life goes round, take detour
Happier, i been more

But she still keepin score
Wish she knew she meant more
Ive never been so sore
When im gone, youll endure

she looks in my eyes, nothing else matters
I forget the pain, my heart no longer shatters

be here forever, no matter the weather
Pick up the pieces, put em back together

twitter

broken - ft. john cardiff (prod. cashmoneyap)

Guitar, vocals, production by me ♡ 

lyrics:

I see the waves x 2 

I feel the waves rushing over my head 
and I feel my body filling up with the lead
told me I had it told me it's for the best
Ima blow it out blow it into my chest 

they're coming for my neck with viscous intent
they're looking at me funny when Im cashing the cheque
I keep on losing lighter and guitar pics 
I need them for my vices gotta make it all click 

I see the waves x 2 

the god of sleep and dreams x 4 

I feel the waves rushing over my head 
and I feel my body filling up with the lead
told me I had it told me it's for the best
Ima blow it out blow it into my chest 

they're coming for my neck with viscous intent
they're looking at me funny when Im cashing the cheque
I keep on losing lighter and guitar pics 
I need them for my vices gotta make it all click

✞ spotify ✞

I feel the waves

COVER @buffalobang

Prod. 2xU

@d1vv

Lyrics:

(Always see you/ passing by
Never asking/ are you fine
you know there's nothing/ for you to hide
but i can see that/ you're terrified
winter's leaving/ but im as cold as ever
hearts are breaking/ so crushing it wont matter
there's no stopping/ the process, let it shatter)


I'll be away
for a while
Can't make me stay
my father tried

outside

🌹I HOPE YOUR BEAUTY NEVER DIES🌹
                        JUST ME
https://soundcloud.com/antongxldn
                              X
https://soundcloud.com/babyboicr00k

Drowning in emotions Ft. Anton Golden x cr00k (PROD. antongxldn)

lately I dealt with alot of rejection
the girl I always hoped for was just a projection

@sushisai ♥

produced by @oceanonthebeat

Lyrics:

cruel life:

She told me I was never lonely
Why was it so hard to believe
x2

why do lead me in the wrong direction
There was a time
where I thought you were perfection
You always wanted
To change me like a correction
I was foolish
I  thought there was a connection

Fuck you girl lately I dealt with alot of rejection
The girl I always hoped for was just a projection
In your novel I was never even part of a section
So it's all over yet there is a shadow in my mind
FInally I understood pretty girls are the ugliest kinds

SuiSai:






cruel life:

why do lead me in the wrong direction
There was a time
where I thought you were perfection
You always wanted
To change me like a correction
I was foolish
I  thought there was a connection

fuck you girl I had enough of you
Dont deny it cuz all I said is true
You showed me love's hard to construe
I never knew how to

there was a time (ft. SuiSai) (prod. Ocean Beats)

WellFed is Love WellFed is Life please go follow him his beats are fire @lilduckk

Lyrics:
Imma stare at the moon while im dying 
Imma come back soon, stop crying
I dont gotta lot of time, keep smiling 
Keep smiling, im dying

Im dying, Keep smiling
Keep smiling

I aint gonna lie, i ain't gonna lie
Im afraid of the otherside
Im afraid of whats in my mind
Im afraid imma fucking die

Feel it when im high, running out of time
Gotta get my mind right, im losing all feeling inside
Losing myself i cant hide
I cant even fucking cry
Tears never leaving my eyes
Ask myself why, pain in my heart never leaving my side

Imma stare at the moon while im dying 
Imma come back soon, stop crying
I dont gotta lot of time, keep smiling 
Keep smiling, im dying

Im dying, Keep smiling
Keep smiling

Kiss me when the moonlight shines on my skin
Im the only one for you, you know thats it
And when i die, hold onto me and give me a kiss
For the last time
For the last time

The Otherside (prod. WellFed)

14 Love Songs (Prod. XANAX)

Prod. by Me

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Put my heart and soul into this album. 

Thank you @jakobgunnarsson, @yungcortex, @dyzphoria, @nodlebeats for producing on this album. 

Thank you to user @Willijeschar on instagram for the amazing custom album cover artwork, and for working with me until it was perfect. 

Thank you to Julia Borelli for mastering the album. 

Thank you to everybody that supports me as an artist and as a friend, and to those of you that actually take the time to listen to my music, i owe you everything. 

This album is about heartbreak, complicated situations, and feeling love despite pain.

Try (prod. Feelo)

4ever Falling

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