oooo, fyree - just wish ya put the lyrics in the descriptions

Addiction is a real problem :( i hope u doin better now. 

lyrics -

i apologize if i don’t seem like i’m here
been high for like a year
seeing everything unclear

laugh in my face when i tell u how i feel
you don’t have to think it’s real
please just give me time to heal

decisions all up to my brain 
who i’m gonna be today 
everlasting type of change
but it always ends with pain
life is like a mystery
but i don’t really want to see
i’d rather die, honestly 
i don’t want you to follow me

i can’t eat
i can’t sleep
this life feels sickening
i don’t dream
entities 
live in me
they’re whispering
fucked up things
baby please
tell me that you’re listening 
everything 
i believed
lost life right in front of me

i apologize if i don’t seem like i’m here
been high for like a year
seeing everything unclear
laugh in my face when i tell you how i feel
you don’t have to think it’s real
please just give me time to heal
( give me time to heal )

anhedonia

grey goose w/whatafuckingbitch (prod. lil biscuit)

jackie: https://m.soundcloud.com/jackieplatinum

confidence and carelessness (feat. Jackie Platinum) [Prod. HXRXKILLER]

Water ft. Flesh Golem

Biro - Rock Out

uno black

[𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐊: WeepingWolf]
And We all stay inside our room
staying inside to avoid the pain
the only time I left was to go to school
or to see her face in the pouring rain

And my mum thinks I'm a lazy shit
even tho she loves me I ain't good for shit
I'm a product of my father and he's a lazy prick
Guess I don't know how to be my self

Guess I don't know how to take your help
And I push them away
Because I'm too afraid
Of failing.. for the last time

Will you take me for who I am
or will change me for your plan
I'm having dreams of taking xans
I'm paranoid but smoking grams

[𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄: Sleye @forestafire]
I got no hope I'm so alone need you to know
I get so lost inside my cup
I know it's wrong
but I can't help it need a spirit or a soul
yeah imma steal it from you come next to me close
all of this shit in my head I been sipping it killing it still
I'm sliding my wrist with a pen when I write imma stick with the script
and I wanna live
I never feel anything real
call me you know what the deal
I ain't pick up when it rings
want nobody talking to me

[𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐊: WeepingWolf]
And We all stay inside our room
staying inside to avoid the pain
the only time I left was to go to school
or to see her face in the pouring rain

And my mum thinks I'm a lazy shit
even tho she loves me I ain't good for shit
I'm a product of my father and he's a lazy prick
Guess I don't know how to be my self

Guess I don't know how to take your help
And I push them away
Because I'm too afraid
Of failing.. for the last time

Will you take me for who I am
or will change me for your plan
I'm having dreams of taking xans
I'm paranoid but smoking grams

Avoid The Pain ft. Sleye (Prod By. HKFiftyOne)

If you want to support me further my paypal is: x4everunknown@yahoo.com
Thanks for the support. I love you all sm.

leave me alone

Produced by @uglyjabronifony

Pink pills make my face red
i never wanted to feel and im slumped like im playing dead
they told me this shit would kill
i tell her 
girl im done i can't make emends
just to see if she's real and im hoping this is where it ends
i might do  it for the thrill

eyes closed but im wide awake bitch im gone like a holiday
runaway i don't wanna stay 
with the fam like its modern day
pop a seal take the pain away
i don't wanna feel again
wanna turn my broken heart into a bankroll 
but im bummy in the same clothes
pockets getting tangled
got me running round in circles
but when im with you where the pain go 
now i wanna stay close
im at the gates but they stayed closed 
i wanna cry ina range rove
tears in my fago
when i get the bag imma lay low
cause when they see you w the bag they got feen to be on payroll
it get mixy like some karo
now she growing devil horns i thought she hadda halo
but baby girl you were my bae tho
i thought you would stay down 
ride like winnebago

BLEMISH (FACE RED)

@prodbybrody @sainttomorrow

featuring screams from @imnegativezer0

you can hit me when the times right
half an ounce in a couple weeks might
keep my mind at bay
and my head underwater in a city of flames

let me go
you know that its better this way
feel my pull
i wont answer, i wont call
by myself and im evolved
keep ur distance
u wouldnt wanna miss this
i cant leave no witness
feel my heart 
beat out of my chest
when ur talkin to me
im so cold
yeah i cant feel a thing
with this ice in my veins
keep ur distance
you wouldnt wanna miss this
i cant leave no witness

all of these faces look the same
who knew itd be hard to forget a name?
dark thoughts come grey like the city sky
hung up like a wallflower every night

will power got me thru
everything i had to do
bet youd break like every bone
if youd walk in my shoes
even if it's just a step
i think u should reassess
or consider other options
its in ur interest
that u run and get as far as u can
unless ur free from attatchment
then ill be ur best friend
with a loaded hand
and a lot to say
for someone lacking attention
im inconsistent at best
well versed in tactfulness
and every line that i write
might put ur heart to rest
i think the time has come
so tuck me into my death bed
you've got ur life to live
and ur own shit to work thru
so leave me 6 feet underneath the ground

all of these faces look the same
who knew itd be hard to forget a name?
dark thoughts come grey like the city sky
hung up like a wallflower every night

you wont need anybody else
no, its not the same
since i broke that door
light my flame
ur air sign's my fuel
seal our fates
and throw away the key

Follow me <3

when the time's right (ft. Negative Zero) [prod. brody x saint tomorrow]

prod. @user-597676997


Lyrics:
Everyday im on this cold shit
All on my own i cant fuck with this
Look in the mirror cant fuck with him 
I hope one day that im something

Its special with you when im fucking 
I drink it down till im bluffing
Cause usually i feel like nothing 
Lately im so bad at trusting

Oooh 
Everythings so
Cold, alone, no one to hold,
Smoke, a, bowl, eyes they closed
A pitiful soul, let go

Eh its hard, to feel okay
The pain, the this, the that, im drained
The stress, depressed, the cuts and scars
The drinks, fucked up, under the stars


Everyday im on this cold shit
All on my own i cant fuck with this
Look in the mirror cant fuck with him 
I hope one day that im something

Its special with you when im fucking 
I drink it down till im bluffing
Cause usually i feel like nothing 
Lately im so bad at trusting


I feel like everyone hate me
Wonderin who i am lately
All these feelins drive me crazy
Time is the only thing changing

I know its not so easy
Old memories receding
Do you wanna see me
Laying here still bleeding

This ways only gonna make me drown
This pain, my blade, let it rain down

leave me alone

4everunknown

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