💔☹️

perc
this might be the last night youll evr see me
its not a big deal jus nevermind me
need 2 sleep w the lights on
cant sleep at all :/
now i sleep w my phone on
but u nvr call

and my heart is running all night
ur the only reason y i dont cry

put me thru all of these trials put me thru all of this pain
swear 2 god that i got wall hacks but thats jus how i aim
gotta synthetic gun got blood on my face
synthetic love can not b replaced

i wake up trembling its jus another nightmare
i kno ur lying 2 me at this point tho i dont care
all the planets aligning the stars disappear
it would b so much better if u came here 2night
i want u here 2night

spiral<33

smiles in her laughter
forming into words so bitter
taste it when i kiss her 
every gift she gave building dust its a reminder
i could never hate u none the less think ur a fighter
whyd u run so suddenly we stopped loving eachother

its the only thing im waiting 4
and i gave everything u thru me in the gutter
ur like no other
ill miss your friends ill miss your mother
im under covers
but its so cold like last december
u made it better
u made it fine in any weather
u make my head hurt 
did me wrong do u feel clever
do u even remember

perc + spiral

this might b my last night
running outa daylight
honestly i like u but it doesn't feel right
dying like an old rose bury me with gemstones
thought i never lose u guess that i held too tight
this might b my last night
running outa daylight
lie jus 2 forget u i just let it pass by
dying like an old rose bury me with gemstones
feel it in my chest now i can barley breath right
this might b my last night
running outa daylight
i see u in my dreams telling stories of a past life
dying like an old rose bury me with gemstones
ill nvr forget u think of me under the moonlight

last night +spiral [lil biscuit]

lyrics:

miscommunication is all i ever seem to do
when i see you
i wonder if they’ll see you live
when they saw me i was riding on the skyway
everything is stuck in a genuine fur
(X2)

skyway

body_armor (luv armor x flesh)

2X
Don’t try to track me down 
I don’t wanna be found 
You can follow on behind me 
My impression on the ground 
I don’t even mean to show it 
But it ends up right there 
Better moments on ahead 
Why should I care 

Inclined to what I say I ain’t done with the meaning
And get the selling point this currency defeated 
I’ll make a trade it’s only fair I hope that’s fine 
Sick of everything this steadily decline 
I say take a break for a minute now 
Reserve a little bit of patience alright 
And we made a mistake letting this allowed 
Uncertainty always finds the wrong time 

Finds the wrong time 
And what is uncertain 
I think I need a purpose 

2X
Don’t try to track me down 
I don’t wanna be found 
You can follow on behind me 
My impression on the ground 
I don’t even mean to show it 
But it ends up right there 
Better moments on ahead 
Why should I care

better moments (dead spyro)

Lyrics: 

everything you said to me 
turned out to be a lie 

im a mess 
i need to clean up my act
dried blood keeps attracting the flies 
no ones perfect i get that 
but with you i guess im ill-advised 

were built on shaky ground 
inside are the memories that we once had 
now they're burnt to the ground 
ashes on ashes 
black char adorned on our bedroom walls 
burned out thoughts flashing
but the spark we had wont light no more

I cant believe
what have you done
you didnt help me 
I cant believe
what have you done
you didn't help me 

BREATHE
whilst i cut on my lungs
BREATHE 
what the fuck have i done?
let it burn
let it collapse tonight
until there's nothing that can set alight 
BREATHE
BREATHE

were built on shaky ground 
inside are the memories that we once had 
now they're burnt to the ground 
ashes on ashes 
black char adorned on our bedroom walls 
burned out thoughts flashing
but the spark we had wont light no more


𝔟𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔥𝔢

@rhine1k
sample used: Yutaka Hirasaka - Eternal Moment

see the whole city from up on the roof
im in that zombie that green color coupe
im in the booth gonna pour me a deuce
i need a blue cuz im feelin real blue
i got a hunnid inside of these trues im
tryna go up and be big than a moose im
stuck. cuz i just been smoking on glue
you place a beat and start acting brand new
im in that panda seat covers bamboo
u got a problem w me we can duke
maison margiela it says on my shoes
im in the crib rockin dsquared 2
just cuz im coolin dont me that im cool
you always foolin and acting a fool
you keep a tool but dont know what to do w it

i fw my plug cuz he always come through w it
i fw this sweater so hard i need two of it
i talk to my dawg im like why am i doing this
i fw slime like a ipad kid
up in ya head no bright ideas
gmg got the right idea
im higher than Everest
i make it look effortless
im pourin some shit in my beverage
i been in this shit like a veteran
cops come i aint gon let em in
roll up some za its my medicine
its the thought that counts its the sentiment
she move that cake like entenmanns
h gang up 10 to none
money callin like im 911
what would u do for a honeybun
rlly in my bag like some funyuns
im one real deal son of a gun
im one real deal one of them ones 
under the sea smoking pineapple runts
im rockin louis vuitton
im rockin vetements
im rockin saint laurent
im rockin issey Miyake
i move the chicken like jockey
stick and a mask like hockey
so stuck off this drank and broccoli
i dont even think u can stop me

see the whole city from up on the roof
im in that zombie that green color coupe
im in the booth gonna pour me a deuce
i need a blue cuz im feelin real blue
i got a hunnid inside of these trues im
tryna go up and be big than a moose im
stuck. cuz i just been smoking on glue
you place a beat and start acting brand new
im in that panda seat covers bamboo
u got a problem w me we can duke
maison margiela it says on my shoes
im in the crib rockin dsquared 2
just cuz im coolin dont me that im cool
you always foolin and acting a fool
you keep a tool but dont know what to do w it

duke (rhine)

One for me

Gone Off (prod. stripes)

im feelin lost and ion know where else to go now
ion really have a place to call my home now
everybody hatin and i feel so cold now
why do everybody make me feel alone like
x2

ive got so much shit to say 
baby take me from this place
i just really cannot stay 
tears are falling down my face
i feel colder every day
know they want me out their way
ill be gone ill be okay 
i just need some fucking space
i walk by i feel them hate 
wanna die cause i relate
wanna cry i feel insane
i get high but cant escape
would they love me if i change
am i lost am i too late
soon im dead i cannot wait
please dont love me its a waste

wanna die so fucking bad
youre the best ive ever had
wanna die when i look back
cause u always made me sad
cant get over shit im done
i just make another song
nothing helps im fucking numb
ill be gone bitch pass the blunt
ive been hurting for so long
baby kill me in your thongs
ive been dying all along
let me go where i belong
get me drunk bitch get me high
give me pills and let me vibe
when its time just let me die
im so tired of this life

let me die

iTunes

let me die (prod. lilhappylilsad)

@lilhappylilsad

girl fuck who youve become
i still hate on who u were
u would always do me wrong
i was always drippin blood
baby u could never see, how u laid the blade on me
tryna fight the shit i feel, but some scars just never heal

yeah u did me wrong
so i made some songs
tried to numb the pain u gave me but the numbness never lasted long
yeah u did me wrong
w some other boys
and i tried to get me high like all the time but didnt work that long

im sorry, i never wanted u to hurt
like boy, im sorry
its behind us now lets skrrt and write our story
cause i love you and u love me please dont worry
please dont worry

shes like 4 am, wide awake and writing love notes
thats just who i am, i cant sleep girl i just want u
yr my only friend, u just get me like i get u
u fucked up back then, its okay girl know i love you 

make me whole again, i got blood all on my nightstand
im fucked up like damn, im so lost please take my hand and
let our love expand, fuck what anyone think
they dont know what we have, they dont know where we been

numb the pain (prod. lilhappylilsad)

produced by haruhi
with lil happy lil sad

lie to me (with lil happy lil sad)

@lilhappylilsad @teenpregnancy

lil happy lil sad:

imma break down soon
in the same old room
that i always do
i feel so alone 

make some beats and smoke
pray i make it soon
pray they buy my shit
cause im so damn broke

girl im so damn cold
i might freeze to death
rollin up some dope
smoking trees for stress

fuck the life i had
i dont want it back
fuck the friends i had
they just made me sad

now its me and her
bout to fuck the world
we dont need no help
we came up from dirt

i still hate myself
thats a side of me
wanna kill myself
and ive tried im weak

mom would drive me in
everytime i did
i would ask to leave
and theyd give me pills

that shit on repeat
every other week
they would numb me down
till i couldnt speak

teen pregnancy:

lay me down
i dont wanna die
i cant sleep alone
need u here tonight

you were everything
you were my god damn life
now its all fucked up
and i wont sleep tonight

i was snorting pills
you were up all night
i swear i couldnt feel
i was so damn high

liquor in my blood
you were all i want
i gave you everything
i feel so unloved

you finally got exactly what you want
you were off getting fucked and i was so fucked up
fuck the wedding ring fuck this life i lead
got me feeling numb doing bumps off keys

i dont wanna live
tried to kill myself
girl ill numb you too
take your life as well

i wanna watch you bleed
she gets numb for me
lets kill ourselves
so i can sleep

lil numb w/ Teen Pregnancy (prod. lilhappylilsad)

@lilhappylilsad

music video: https://youtu.be/qSVPoTjlw-8

she told me i was nothing n it hurt
she used to make me happy n feel special with her words
i tried to shed some light on all the dark inside of her
she used to be my everything and now im off the drugs 

i fell to the ground
im smoking all the time
just tryna survive
i might kill myself tonight

i never fucking know
when im gonna go
cause one day i am happy
next im strangled by the noose

i fell to the ground
crying all the time
sadness in my sound
i am always on the grind

im always feeling low
stuck inside my mind
i just wanna go
but i never seem to die

always in my bed i made her leave me here alone
screamin at her crying i would point her to the door
all i ever want is her to be here when im low
i try to act unbothered but i end up hurting more
x2

i fell to the ground
im smoking all the time
just tryna survive
i might kill myself tonight

i never fucking know
when im gonna go
cause one day i am happy
next im strangled by the noose

i fell to the ground
crying all the time
sadness in my sound
i am always on the grind

im always feeling low
stuck inside my mind
i just wanna go
but i never seem to die

survive (VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

Prod: https://soundcloud.com/prodchupi
Engineered by: https://soundcloud.com/nettibeats

Prescription drugs have almost taking my life on a few different occasions. I only talk about them because they are a reflection of my past struggles. I do not condone drug use at all. If you have dealt with it or are dealing with it you are not alone. I love you all.
~4ever

Link to Download: https://4everunknown.bandcamp.com/track/still-off-the-downers

Still Off The Downers

4everunknown

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