4everunknown ~ allofit

(Description: 
I wrote Stay away, I'm hurting 2 years ago during my first breakup in high school. Over the past year I fell in love with a girl on the phone and turned it into reality in less than 3 months. We were together a year and a half and even moved in together. Over the course of this relationship the toxicity built. Its now over. And Ive found myself feeling the same way I did 2 years ago. So fuck it lets make another one )

LYRICS:

im not like the rest, im not like the rest at alll
staring up at the top of the ceiling : (

i only wanna love you from afar
things were much better when distance was hard,
shes on the porch with her bottle of wine,
ill be in here listening to guitars

I wrote you song after song after song 
even my mom said your bad for my heart,
I shoulda listened, back then I was wrong,
this is your last song

you said that id be the one to make amends,
with all of the people in your head,
im sorry that i cannot be that,
its not that bad in the end..

I don't wanna cry right now,
think im way too high right now,
can you stop the violence?
you go to him when you don't wanna fight it,
I don't think that Im the one whos hiding
everyone says that im like my father, I don't wanna be that
didn't wanna talk but I stopped to call her, just to check in
(x2)

i only wanna love you from afar
things were much better when distance was hard,
shes on the porch with her bottle of wine,
ill be in here listening to guitars

im not like the rest, im not like the rest at alll

Stay away, I'm suffering

outta luck

outta luck [+ jolst & remghost]

this song is entirely non profit and purely for venting purposes.
nilöwh: @nilowhbeats

cut my arm like every night because of you
and that sounds really bad
but thats how sad it gets
and thats how tough
life can get sometimes 
when youre around the wrong people
dont do what i did
learn from me
change your cerebral
id love to say its true but its not 
you can call me baby bloodshot
you can push my hands around
you can make me dance for you
dont be shy stimulate it
it wont bite unless you cave in
see my head its real scary aint it?
youre a pussy, you wouldnt last one day in 
my vessel
my vessel
now you know why i nestle in my bed all day
im pissed off, scared as a bitch and i cant get out of it
and i cant get out of it 
hes real quick to lie to your face ive seen it once or twice at this pace
he belongs in the mud and you know that shit
you know you cant get over him
if you sit and around and wait 
for him to change on his own time 
cause his own time is 2 years down the line 
when hes gay.
im not mad at that but at the fucking least be honest with me
im at sea and im sinking so just throw me down some whiskey
to make it easier for the time being cause I REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE being me
and i hate how the sun drives me insane
how..?
how the fuck can love kill you?
how do i see my mind?
hopefully you understand now
imma stay in my vessel till i die.

my vessel (nilöwh x frrb)

oh u fallin in wen im fallin out
dont u trust me bb
oh u fucked me lately
u think im full of it all
told u ur the only one i call
know i hate the drama
dont get involved
im jus like my momma
know i wanna ball
tryna knock tht pussy outta tht frame 
nigga ima hit it wall2wall
and ik damn well im nvr gon change
nigga even if im on n off
oh yea u can call it what u want
im not rlly feelin wat u on

i watch u change up for sum clout
see me tht aint rlly what im bout
tryn see if my dick cud fit in her mouth
i might b the realest nigga out
but i cant find a purpose in what im doin
o they say im goin stupid
i wont lie i feel useless i wont lie i feel

oh u fallin in wen im fallin out
dont u trust me bb
oh u fucked me lately
u think im full of it all
told u ur the only one i call
know i hate the drama
dont get involved
im jus like my momma
know i wanna ball
tryna knock tht pussy outta tht frame 
nigga ima hit it wall2wall
and ik damn well im nvr gon change
nigga even if im on n off
oh yea u can call it what u want
im not rlly feelin wat u on

not really feelin what u on [p. iroha]

ANGEL LENNY - bedre (prod. vegård)

i crashed one of them fuckin scooters that they keep in town
my only concern was my new re up thats a large amount
they found me bleeding out
the police took me hospital
knew that god was with me cuz they never checked my bag at all
we from newcastle but when we head down to manny
they know what is up
im not the type to hate on many if they showing love
brought my weed w me theres always time to roll it up
i love expensive food im eating wagyu steak n stroganoff

counting in a bnb
check my brother @ziplocshawty he popping pills n getting geeked
n yk that im recording till we on the screen!
u on some bullshit ur withdrawing from your honesty
ik im not what she need, but she say im the one she want
it take a toll on me, im spending more on rolling blunts
n im still gettin money thats rlly what i want
me n gang like migos before they broken up

its in the way i walk, i know i got it in me
pull up to the bnb, i got my setup w me
2025 its yungnlit we in the city
know u aint one of mine if you dont show u fucking with me

always time / bnb freestyle (6astard)

river

Back (SLKBNDT, DRUBNDT, DONBNDT)

If you want to support me further my paypal is: x4everunknown@yahoo.com
Thanks for the support. I love you all sm.

leave me alone

Prod: https://soundcloud.com/prodchupi
Engineered by: https://soundcloud.com/nettibeats

Prescription drugs have almost taking my life on a few different occasions. I only talk about them because they are a reflection of my past struggles. I do not condone drug use at all. If you have dealt with it or are dealing with it you are not alone. I love you all.
~4ever

Link to Download: https://4everunknown.bandcamp.com/track/still-off-the-downers

Still Off The Downers

Now available on all streaming sites

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/2U4pkWwRN3oeTqzlH1yVk1

Apple Music: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/teardrops-in-the-foreign-single/1393242860?app=itunes&ign-mpt=uo%3D4

Download <3

Tear Drops In The Foreign (Prod. crcl)

Now available on all platforms <3

Apple Music: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/regrets-single/1425931751?app=apple%20music&ign-mpt=uo%3D4

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7nE3z03dkKOirxLUHAdXwH

Spotify <3

Regrets (Prod. Born Hero)

Negative Energy (Prod. TROYVIXIOUS)

sleepy head radio vol. 1

sleep song

Push me down, tell me things that I like.
You sub-side, don't you lie, coz all I do now is cry.
It's not enough, so I resort to the drugs.
You made me happy just once. I had a few friends, a bunch.
Until I turned them to dust. (x2)

Until I turned them to dust

I’m feeling burnt feeling stuck

And all my friends made it up

So I put drink in my cup 

You ain’t ever love me

You won’t be alone you just gotta trust me

Smoking og 

Visions hazy

I know it’s fault but it’s hard to blame me

And I wake up in the morning but it’s hard to face me

Don’t give a fuck bout the pain but it starts to phase me

Okay, okay 

No pain, no pain 

(I was mad about a bag but it’s okay, she was making me sad but it’s alright” (in the Adlibs)

Still Off The Downers

4everunknown

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