all tracks were produced by me and Skrapes
mix/master/arrangement Skrapes <3

All flesh rots, ꒰ঌ♡

la pluie cessera quand tu souriras à nouveau (prod. vånda)

produced by me + additional production mix and arrangement by 
@artripen
 
shot by @themercuryexperience & @charlie_oshaa

tracks 3,4,7 co-written with Louna Elbe  & Shelby Cane

a tender kind of insanity

prod/mix/mastering AQUILOTTO
tracks 1,4,5 written with Louna Elbe

limerence ♡ (prod. AQUILOTTO)

by your side

everything by me

ive been there before
ive been dead before
but you found me at your door
to stop your bleeding i gave you my all
i cant be the one to be ignored
you left me to die because you got bored

why ?

grieving

agony (yung lean cover)

where the stars cross and align... <3

lyrics + vocals by me 
@officialskrapes for the prod, mix and master love youuuu

am i in your head ? (prod. neverforever)

mix, master + arrangement by @chauss37te and @powerpouf <3 

charli xcx cover

lucky (charli xcx cover)

mixed and mastered by @officialskrapes <3



can you feel me on your lonely nights ? 
hold your grip, the light will ease the pain 
can you feel me on your lonely lights ? 
stay right here, the storm will pass again 

and all you’ll want, i’ll give it to you 
i’m open and scarred, and you don’t have to read me
and all you need, i’ll give it to you 
i’m breaking apart and you still see the real me 



can you feel me on your lonely nights ? 
hold your grip, the light will ease the pain 
can you feel me on your lonely lights ? 
stay right here, the storm will pass again 

and all you’ll want, i’ll give it to you 
i’m open and scarred, and you don’t have to read me
and all you need, i’ll give it to you 
i’m breaking apart and you still see the real me

jag behöver dig (prod. Mauler)

Silent girl

Cherry tree

Something safe (corbin cover)

Ghosts

I bleed for you (intro)

everything by me <3

1. joya (arca cover) 0:00
2. paranoid angel 2:10
3. falling star 4:27
4. cold 6:36
5. iceheart (reprise) 8:14

Psychotic Diary (demos) ⪩ෆ⪨ ᵉᵖ

mix/master : Skrapes (@officialskrapes)

je veux que tu penses que je suis la bonne pour toi 
et si c’est à elle que tu penses tant pis pour moi 
je veux que tu me mentes en me disant que tu m’aimeras 
je continuerai d’espérer que ce sera le cas 

un jour 

pour toujours 

____

i want you to think that I’m the one for you
and if it’s her you’re thinking of, then too bad for me
i want you to lie, telling me that you’ll love me
i’ll keep hoping that it will be true

one day

forever

un jour, pour toujours

mix/master : Skrapes (@officialskrapes)

le visage pâle et cerné comme la lune 
dans ton calme, tu m’as cernée, tu m’as lue
mes yeux ne mentiront pas tant que je serai dans tes bras

donne moi un petit bout de ton coeur 
laisse moi ressentir toutes tes peurs 
et quand tu pleures de douleur  
tes larmes coulent et moi c’est comme si je meurs 

_____

pale and shadowed face, like the moon
in your silence, you saw through me, you read me
my eyes won’t lie as long as i’m in your arms

give me a little piece of your heart
let me feel all of your fears
and when you cry in pain
your tears fall and it’s like i’m dying too

cernes

mix/master : Skrapes (@officialskrapes)


et dans la nuit je cours, je tombe 
je m’acharne comme un ange qui pleure  
des fois j’aimerais quitter ce monde
alors dans la neige en silence je creuse ma tombe  
j’veux pas leur dire, au fond j’ai peur 

j’attends, je cours, je tombe 
alors dans la neige je creuse ma tombe 
 je cache mes secrets dans l’ombre 
je veux pas te partager avec le monde

je veux pas te partager avec le monde 
______

and in the night i run, i fall
i’m fading like an angel crying
sometimes i wish i could leave this world
so in the snow i dig my grave in silence
i don’t wanna tell them but i’m scared

i wait, i run, i fall
so in the snow i dig my grave
i hide my secrets in the dark
i don’t wanna share you with the world


i don't wanna share you with the world

je creuse ma tombe

corbin - rambo cover 

tell me then, tell me what's right from wrong
heaven sent, baby be my echelon
high in bed, looking at the tear we're on
no resent ur essential
never gonna escape my heart you're not Rambo
got me breaking apart I'm in shambles
i feel safe in ur arms ur my castle
when you're away I'm always faded like Casper
my heart is slow you made it faster
you're on my coat you're all u are the patchwork
i'm not a saint I'm not a pastor
so why am I praying for an answer?
i need to hear you will you call me?
i know I'm wasted yeah I'm sorry
i don't know why I'm shaking but ur calming 
know what it takes keep me from falling 
counting down the days that we've been stalling
outside of you're place in the rain but you're Locked in
waiting for the pain yeah it helps me block it
i don't know what to say gotta fake my confidence
please baby don't tell me that you gotta leave
i don't want you going why u can't stay with me?
you know that I'll beg yeah you got me on my knees again, i'll pray for it
i'm down on the descent,
and your my belief I won't repent
i know they won't like it, know i'll try to fight it
and why you indecisive?
you can be my nine on my right hand

you just need someone there to hold you (corbin cover)

everything by me except the guitar that is some looperman sample


there is no room for feelings 
if you want me you’ll have to pay in blood
i’m forever in your silent yearnings 
tear your soul apart and the pain will feel good 
all the bruises that i keep concealing 
you’re the only one who ever makes me feel understood

wounds are opened 
and my flesh is scarred
consume the ashes of my ice heart 
leave me to die in the dark

ice mallets

everything by me except the guitar loop by 4punkkk

i’ve been feeling cold 
i’ve been feeling cold 
without you 

i caught your heart with my butterfly net 
i’ll be forever in your mind, i’m hard to forget 
you always tell me that i’m the sweetest 
it’s because i don’t wanna make you upset 


i've been feeling lost 
i've been feeling lost
without you

i caught your heart with my butterfly net 
i’ll be forever in your mind, i’m hard to forget 
you always tell me that i’m the sweetest 
it’s because i don’t wanna make you upset

butterfly net (demo)

produced by me + additional production mix and arrangement by 
@artripen
 
shot by @themercuryexperience & @charlie_oshaa

tracks 3,4,7 co-written with Louna Elbe  & Shelby Cane

The shadows dance again
After the fire has blossomed
With pollen in the air
Shall we surely blossom again
I want to believe in love
Don't ever let it end
Oh-oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
The shadows dance again
After the fire has blossomed
With pollen in the air
Shall we surely blossom again
I want to believe in love
Don't ever let it end
Oh-oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh

Are you with me all the way?
See how far we have to fall
The longing wеighs, weighs heavier
Than rеaching down to the ground
All the way down (Ah, ah, ah)
Are you with me all the way?
See how far we have to fall
The longing weighs, weighs heavier
Than reaching down to the ground (Ah, ah)

pollen (ecco2k cover)

produced by me + additional production mix and arrangement by 
@artripen
 
shot by @themercuryexperience & @charlie_oshaa

tracks 3,4,7 co-written with Louna Elbe  & Shelby Cane




deleted messages – should i reopen the folder?
tonight i crave my voice to weave into your veins.
men’s lustful eye on my flesh feels like a placeholder.
do you merely love me? are you worth all the pain?

the blue boy sparks winter in my soul
what are you afraid of, baby? losing control?

still unread messages – should i leave you on read?
deep down i know it’s you; on the surface, it depends.
but when i close my heart, only one light shines through;
it is your spotless eye, where my world starts and ends.

the blue boy sparks winter in my soul
what are you waiting for, baby? losing control?

control

produced by me + additional production mix and arrangement by 
@artripen
 
shot by @themercuryexperience & @charlie_oshaa

tracks 3,4,7 co-written with Louna Elbe  & Shelby Cane

i swallow serotonin, pills coated with synthetic love,
i’m all yours, you’re not mine – acid in my stomach,
i dissolve before i ever reach your blood,
you are my oxygen trapped in an iron lung.

i swallow serotonin to forget stillborn love,
you’re not mine, am i yours? I’m asking, as the high
takes me back to cloud nine, my own hand feels like yours,
my skin still sore, stone cold — afraid of heights.

serotonin

produced by me + additional production mix and arrangement by 
@artripen
 
shot by @themercuryexperience & @charlie_oshaa

tracks 3,4,7 co-written with Louna Elbe  & Shelby Cane

where are you now ?

interlude

produced by me + additional production mix and arrangement by 
@artripen
 
shot by @themercuryexperience & @charlie_oshaa

tracks 3,4,7 co-written with Louna Elbe  & Shelby Cane


cause i remembered your smile and felt nothing at all 
and i stared in your eyes and i felt nothing at all
i remembered waking up next to you and i felt nothing at all
i felt nothing at all

i felt nothing at all

produced by me + additional production mix and arrangement by 
@artripen
 
shot by @themercuryexperience & @charlie_oshaa

tracks 3,4,7 co-written with Louna Elbe  & Shelby Cane


my guts are on the floor
for him to even smile at me
he doesn’t see me for what i am 
this place is so evil

my guts are on the floor
for him to even smile at me
he doesn’t see the monster in me
he won’t love me for what i am 
this place rots everything it touches

this place rots everything it touches

produced by me + additional production mix and arrangement by 
@artripen
 
shot by @themercuryexperience & @charlie_oshaa

tracks 3,4,7 co-written with Louna Elbe  & Shelby Cane

i want you to rest in my passion 
but i’ll just let you live
for you i’ll learn to be patient 
and i’ll just let you leave
i choke on your compassion 
i won’t try to change your mind, just believe

intro

produced by me + additional production mix and arrangement by 
@artripen
 
shot by @themercuryexperience & @charlie_oshaa

tracks 3,4,7 co-written with Louna Elbe  & Shelby Cane


mom, i’m leaving for good, nothing can make me stay
won’t blame you for the cuts – you did your best, you say
won’t fault you for the bruises – didn’t God plan them all?
never ever lashed out – why start now that i’m whole?

no whip cuts deeper than your own – there you showed me the way
your skin growing wine-stained as each lash lands on mine
i melt onto the carpet, you kneel before your shrine 
of course you can’t help it – isn’t it all God’s way?

i don’t want you to cry (doves don’t cry)
if only you could cry… (doves don’t cry)

i was broken at birth but your hands didn’t help
feeling guilty at last, pondering by yourself?
i was broken at birth, i feel love – and hate too
and i’d better be dead than sorry for you
yes, i want you to cry (doves don’t cry)
if only you could cry… (doves don’t cry)

doves don't cry

all you'll want,  i'll give it to you

prod/mix AQUILOTTO
tracks 1,4,5 written with Louna Elbe

in the dark i am
dreaming in pixels, craving for your touch like crystals 
touch me with no filter, i recognize
those eyes look familiar  
out of a million ones 


baby ur my shining star forever <3
cold outside, can u hold me closer ?
baby, will you stay a little bit longer ? 
in the night we always shine together

forever

prod/mix AQUILOTTO
tracks 1,4,5 written with Louna Elbe

they say time follows one straight line,
but i’ve seen these ribbons circling back before.
the cracks in my heart say i’m fine,
the stitch on my vein yearns for more.

as ghosts in my room crowd the light,
i snort magic powder alone.
i lie in bed, dreaming of flight,
but still can feel my flesh and bone.

love is mighty real – are you though?
can’t make out your eyes anymore.
true love awakes in torrid snow
and brings the worst in me ashore.

ribbons

prod/mix AQUILOTTO
tracks 1,4,5 written with Louna Elbe


i’ve got the blade and your wrists are covered in blood
it doesn’t matter, i shall die first
i feel the metal wrench your veins as they burst
fluid soaking the soil right before comes the flood

our love was meant to rip us to pieces
as soon as i saw you, i felt ready to pass
your foul breath smelling like breezes of tear gas
and every time you choke, the soreness increases.

i shall die first but i hope you survive
without your twitching wounds, my memory can’t thrive.

i shall die first

prod/mix AQUILOTTO
tracks 1,4,5 written with Louna Elbe


through the glowing screen i hear you yawn;
i can see you with my eyes shut.
you’re ghosting me, but i love ghosts;
they never left me when i cut.

lullaby in the morning light,
the phone sings to me, but you don’t.
i wake up in night sweat – my white
sheets look like you, the ghost i want.

you see, i’m always drawn to ghosts
they stroke my hands when i’m asleep
it felt so real, it felt almost
as though it’d pull me from the deep.

it was a dream. it’s four o’clock,
i don’t know if the sun is set.
but i know it’s time to move on 
to another ghost i can get.

vålnad

prod/mix AQUILOTTO
tracks 1,4,5 written with Louna Elbe

si tu me veux tu dois payer avec ton sang 
ta peau sur la mienne, ton souffle lancinant 
tu vis dans mon regard absent 
les blessures que j’essaie de cicatriser 
les sentiments que j’essaie de cacher

mon cœur est rongé, je ne respire plus 
mon âme pleure sans un bruit 
et pour toi mes mains sont couvertes de poussière 
en attendant le retour de la lumière  

embrasse moi avant de partir, serre moi fort 
est ce que tu penses à moi quand tu dors ?


____________________________


if you want me you must pay with your blood
your skin on mine, your haunting breath
you live inside my distant gaze
the wounds i try to heal
the feelings i try to hide

my heart is eaten away, i can’t breathe anymore
my soul cries without a sound
and for you my hands are covered in dust
waiting for the return of the light

kiss me before you leave, hold me tight
do you think of me when you sleep?

when you sleep

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