prod. yungspoiler x king theta

a song about wanting to turn back time to live back the good times.

maybe one day it'll be worth it all in the end :)

Lyrics:
Wake up to the same old feeling
Stressed out
All alone
Nothing new
Yeah it's routine
I miss the days where I'm living
Now i see myself decaying
In my mind
I close my eyes
And I

Clench and grit my teeth
Walking now feels like I'm floating
No one by my side
I guess lonely is my best thing
Started writing songs
To escape from this feeling
But I'm hoping
Yeah if only

I had a time machine
I miss the days where I'm living
Empty of the stress
Not a single waste of feeling
Now i'm stressed out
Tryna break this fucking ceiling
Yeah if only
Yeah if only

I could turn back to the times I felt fine
Cause now it feels like that I'm running out of time so I'm
Staring at the screen
Strumming strings
Tryna make a fucking song
Spending all my energy
Writing lines of
all the shit's that on my mind

Cause no one really listens
Desperate for attention
So I told myself
One day, I'll be a musician
So they'll finally hear my thoughts
And all the shit that I kept in
And I finally tell myself
It wasn't all for nothing

time machine (yungspoiler x king theta)

prod. jibaorockin

an experimental j-rock inspired track :)

a song about loneliness, being stuck in your own world and self doubt.

Lyrics:

(Verse)
Sit at the corner of my room
Writing songs is all I do
In this paradise
Where there's no one else
And
My world feels like
It's moving so slow
And leaves me nowhere to go
So tell me
Where do I belong
Cause compared to you
I'm just a shadow

(Pre-Chorus)
I run, and run
But there's no way out
But it's too late
To turn back now
So for now,
I'll keep on running far
Far until I find my way
Out of this endless town

(Chorus)
No, No I can't write a love song
And I'm tired of writing the same songs
Tell me why it's so hard to find
The answer, this the whole time

But I think I'll be fine
As long as I'm strumming the bass line
No, I'm not looking back this time
I'll show the world
This show is mine

(Verse)
Empty thoughts, can't write a line
Have I really lost my shine?
Cause compared to you
I'm way too small,
I'm just a star in the sky
Where there is nowhere to shine
So tell me
Where do I belong in this world
Where I can only hear my sounds
Tell me
Where do I belong
When no one wants me around?
But I'll keep on searching far
Far until I find my way
out of this endless town

(Chorus)
No, No I can't write a love song
And I'm tired of writing the same songs
Tell me why it's so hard to find
The answer, this the whole time

But I think I'll be fine
As long as I'm strumming the bass line
No, I'm not looking back this time
I'll show the world
This show is mine

No, no, I can't write a love song
So I find myself writing these sad songs
The words to my feelings for so long
So tell me how love feels like?
Cause without it, it doesn't feel right
I'm always all alone, on this empty hill
Performing in front of this empty crowd
Maybe one day I'll know what it's like

endless town (jibaorockin)

prod. Klimlords Beats

intro sample from Kaguya-sama: Love Is War

Lyrics:
(Verse)
Yeah, You know it's been a while
Since you called me up
Now I'm crying in my bed
While you're high in the club
Your excuses getting lame
Could you cut it out?
Cause I don't got no time to waste
On your sorry ass
And I don't wanna

Understand what you're trying to prove,
Girl, All those made up bullshit, got me dying to lose
Used to be your hero, but I'm now your favourite villain
Tell me why you're so obsessed in tryna make me look like
The bad guy

(Chorus)
Oh-Oh I'm the bad guy (What?)
Girl you twist my words
And you say I'm the bad guy
And you wonder
Why I hate it (Yeah I fucking hate it)
You put a mask behind that shitty personality
And to be honest,
I don't give a fuck, your popularity
Cause you fucking disgust me with your clear duality
Making up excuse n stories, that's your strongest specialty
So I guess I'll see you, hope you die from cruel fatality

(Verse)
Tell me what you want girl
Tell me what you want (Call me what you want)
Treat me like an option
Yet you were my number one, oh (Yeah you're always number one, oh)
Yeah-yeah-oh-oh~
Let me rewind to day one

You were understanding, yeah you got me in shock (What?)
Pulled up like a model, by the way that you walk, you
Caught me like a fool, I guess that's all false impression
Now when I think about it , you're just fake like your possessions

Now I be chilling with my bros, getting drunk in the backseat
While you're out here all alone, tryna find someone to repeat
So girl, tell me how it's like to be the one that's left behind
Cause that's exactly what you did, and bitch you know you deserve it

(Bridge)
You make me wanna 
SMASH MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALL!!!
Didn't care what I want at all
Won't even pick up the call (no, not at all), just throwing it all
(And honestly I don't really give a shit)

(Chorus)
So, Why don't you just go out girl and take a look at yourself
Don't expect me, feel bad for your sorry ass,
Just makes me wanna hate you, hate you
Cause you're just somebody who don't feel no remorse

And I was just someone you used as a form of recourse
Gave your ten toes girl, you're getting high on your horse
So why don't you take my advice girl
You should probably go and take a look at yourself

bad guy

prod. aspect x ayoley

A song about self-worth and feeling that you're always 10 steps behind others, and wishing you could be just like them.

Always chasing something
Tired of being nothing
You make it look so easy
Makes me feel like I'm nobody

So tell me
Is this all I'll be
It's staring back at me
And all of these times that I've been wishing
I could be somebody else
Cause it's a sore to see
Someone as hopeless as me
I just wish I could be
Better than this

Don't know who to be
It's like I'm floating, I'm just jealous
How you make it easy
While I'm stuck here chasing shadows

And I'm just tired of being weak
I just wanna be someone you're wanting
That's better than me
That's better than me

hopeless

prod. aspect x ayoley

A song about self-worth and feeling that you're always 10 steps behind others, wishing you could be just like them.

Always chasing something
Tired of being nothing
You make it look so easy
Makes me feel like I'm nobody

So tell me
Is this all I'll be
It's staring back at me
And all of these times that I've been wishing
I could be somebody else
Cause it's a sore to see
Someone as hopeless as me
I just wish I could be
Better than this

Don't know who to be
It's like I'm floating, I'm just jealous
How you make it easy
While I'm stuck here chasing shadows

And I'm just tired of being weak
I just wanna be someone you're wanting
That's better than me
That's better than me

hopeless (sped up ver.)

prod. @user-856514666

Darling
Don't lie 
I see right through your face
I'll make you mine

Just tell me what's on your mind
You're stuck between the lines
And all i've got is
Will you still be mine?

Darling, tonight
Will you make it right?
I know it's hard for you to say
You want me to stay
Darling, would you still be mine?
I know it's hard for you to say it's fine

So say what's on your mind 
Darling I swear i'll make you mine
So just call me and tell me that you'll stay
For one more night

darling

cover of heavn's remember december
go check him out! @heavenindaclouds
produced by heavn
link to original: https://soundcloud.com/heavenindaclouds/suburbiavol1part4
thanks for listening <3

remember december

promise me you won't go.

prod. @johnnyfriend
Link to his socials, check him out here!:
https://www.youtube.com/@prod.johnnyfriend
https://twitter.com/johnnyfriend_
https://www.instagram.com/prod.johnnyfriend/

thank you for listening <3

Laying wide awake
With the stains up on my sleeves
Begging you to stay
As I fall down on my knees
I don't know how I'm supposed to feel

So darling, don't go
Let us take it slow
You know you're everything to me
So don't let go
We could fall in love
Like we met in the snow
Watch the stars go by
Promise me you won't go

I
Feel so far away
But the feeling's here to stay
Cover up with bedsheets
Numb the pain away
Tell me how did it end this way

I've been feeling numb
Ever since you left my side
I don't feel fine
Can you come back inside
It's getting cold lately
I need your touch
Yeah

stay

cover of you won't be there for me by slchld

thank you for listening <3 

link to original song: https://open.spotify.com/track/0jaHnvdrguukJipydAJWq2?si=bf262c1c827b4dcd

check his socials out here!
@seoulchild
www.instagram.com/slchld/?hl=en
open.spotify.com/artist/33crDRqAN…qLTQuANGKeR9THSw

you won't be there for me

prod. clozzbeat
www.youtube.com/@clozzbeat
x.com/Clozzbeat
beatstars.com/clozzbeats

thank you for listening <3

Lyrics:
Why are you
Acting like I'm nothing to you?
Keep our shoulders apart
Like I'm poison to you

Telling me I'm not the one
Back and forth, between your lines
You know you're one of mine
I don't want you to go
Oh-I

My love, tonight
I don't want us to fight
Oh-I
Come back inside
Let us talk for the night

So won't you look me in the eyes
And tell me that we're done
Cause darling I know that you can't
So why you lying and telling me

Telling me I'm not the one
Hide your feelings, like we're done
I don't know
Darling I don't know
When I look into your eyes they're shifting
Girl I know inside you're lying
And now I'm falling apart
You're killing me slow

Take a step back one more time
Look at us, would you say it's fine?
You know it's hard for us to
Call it quits, and let it burn

These sleepless nights
Can't we just make it right
Cause we both know that we're tired
Of these pointless fights

I know you wanna make it right
These feelings, can't push aside
Staying this way doesn't feel right
I know it's killing you inside

But I swear we'll be alright
Let's come to terms
And make it right
Cause girl, you're one of mine
I'm so tired of you

Not The One

singer/songwriter
i've got a silly dream ミ☆
🎸🎵

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